PROLOGUE

(Key’s P.O.V)
 

I sighed as I watched him laugh with his friends. I can’t help but feel attracted to that guy, even though I know in my mind that he would never, ever be interested in someone like me. What I mean is, he's the kind of guy who value what other people think of him than he's own thoughts and beliefs. While I’m one of those quiet guys who just wander around, all alone, at school. Never been liked. Always been shunned. Others treat me like I'm a major creep and everyone seemed to have decided to make fun of me, ever since they found out that I swing the other way. We’re both from different levels on the social ladder.  I'm not even sure why I still like him 'til now.
 

My parents always taught me to ignore bullies. It just that I never expected to fall in love with someone who will turn into one.

His name is Kim Jonghyun. He was gorgeous, a little tanned and has nice hair that swept over his almond-shaped hazel brown eyes. Plus, his charming smile can make my heart clench by the sight of it. He is so popular, that you wouldn’t find someone who would actually ouright tell that they hate him...

Maybe I really am a sick masochist.

I admit that I started liking him during 1st grade because he was really nice to me back then. But after a year and a half, he changed. He started making fun of me, which was totally disappointing to even think that he became my best friend at that time.

It's also actually fan-freaking-tastic…

Well, what can I say? Naturally, people will hate me for being different. It’s not surprising that they would always avoid me for that fact, right? Homouals do suffer from discrimination because other people just kept on