No matter how people surrounded him pissed him, hurt him, irked him to dead, Lee Sungyeol always had this smile on his face, being a cheerful, happy-go-lucky person he was. Some people might think he was stupid, but they didn’t know. They never knew how worse it would get back to him whenever he tried to speak up his true feeling. Everyone hate him, world hates him, so he thought. So instead, he pretended that everything was okay, faking his smile, even probably lying to his own heart about how he truly felt because no one understand. Or rather when he thought someone did understand him, it turned out to be a miss guess. He thought they did, but they didn’t. And in the end, they stabbed him from behind, left him alone while everyone were against him. That’s why he was scared of trusting people. And it just so happened Myungsoo came across his life, offering all the love he had, giving Sungyeol source of comfort without changing who he is, accepting Sungyeol despite of his worries, his broken and ugly side, his imperfections. Or it’s more like the slightly younger male could always see through the latter’s façade whenever Sungyeol tried hard not to show his weaknesses, hiding the fact that he was far from okay. And unknowingly, the elder became so used to the other’s presence around him. They were there for each other, they understand each other in a weird way. There’s unexplainable chemistry between the two that no one could truly comprehend, but it didn’t matter. Because