2 weeks after 

 

*japan arena, Tokyo - at SNSD dressing room after the concert*

 

"Phewwwww... Thats another one down" yuri exclaimed

"Yup, another 2 to go" taeyeon then said

 

All the girls lets out a huge sigh... They all love big tours but at the same time it also takes its toll on their stamina and energy. They have done 3 concerts so far and cant wait to get back home

 

Specially yoona...

 

The members noticed that lately she looks as if she has had her soul out of her body. Off course, come concert time she'll look normal, after all she is a professional. But as soon as its all done, she looks all weak and lifeless. Just like now...

 

"Sigh..... Why am i like this.... I used to be so happy and cheery... And now.." Yoona complained in her mind

"Its...... Him... Its gotta be cos of him.... " 

 

Yup, you guess it.. Yoona has been feeling low cos she hasnt seen jonghyun in a little over 2 weeks

 

"Its 2 weeks, 2 days, and 3 hours to be exact" yoona said in her mind

 

"Folks, let me tell you..... If you have yet to know jonghyun,... My advice is... Stay away from him!!!! He's like a super addictive drug!! Even worse than heroin!!" Yoona is starting to loose herself in her thoughts

 

"Yoona-yahh... If you  miss him so much, why dont you just call him?" Fany adviced yoona

"Bwoh? Me? Miss who? Call who? Im fine!" Yoona denied

"Yah!! If one thing you are not, that is fine! Did you know how many mistake you made during the concerts?!" Hyoyeon scolds yoona

"Its... Its.. Just cos im still feeling a bit sick!!.. Thats all!!" Yoona lied

All the girls just shook their heads

 

"Arggghhh!!! That cold bastard!!! He could have at least called or texted me just once!!!! Two weeks with no contact!!! Im having a jonghyun withdrawal symptoms.. Andweeeee!!!!!" Yoona screamed in her mind

 

KNOCK KNOCK

 

"Yoongie-ah, open the door for us" sica ordered

 

Yoona lazily stands up and  opens the door....

 

"!!!!!!! Jongie!!!!!" Yoona screamed

 

"Omigosh! Omigosh! Omigosh! Is this real??? Is this an hallucination!!! Here he is with his dimple smile on full mode!!  Is this One of my withdrawal symptoms??! " yoona panickly thinks in her mind

 

/flashback earlier on the day/

 

CN Blue has just arrived in tokyo for a fan meet at tokyo international forum. 

They are on their way there now. Yonghwa and jonghyun was in one car while jungshin and minhyuk is in another.

 

"Jongie-ah, isnt snsd in tokyo as well at the moment?" Yonghwa asked jonghyun

"I dunno" jonghyun answered seemingly uninterested.. But inside he is fully do

"Maybe... But how do you lnow that they are...." Jonghyun Replied

"Oh... Its.. Cos.. Uhmmm... I read it.. On the news..." Jonghyun narrowed his eyes in suspicion

"Ah.. Hyungsonim told you?" jonghyuncasually asked him 

"Yah yah yah!. Dont just casually ask things like that!" Yonghwa panicked

"Relax hyung... You know me... Your secret is safe with me... I never even tell the two maknaes" jonghyun said

Yonghwa sighs in relieve.. 

 

"Anyways... As i was saying.. We're only gonna be doing our fanmeet till bout 5pm. Plenty of time for you to catch their concert and go on a date after" yonghwa said

"Bwoh!!! We dont even have a filming!! Why should i see her??" Jonghyun argued

"Jongie-ahh.. You can lie to anyone else... But you know its useless to me... I know you like the back of my hand..." Yonghwa said, smiling

 

Jonghyun sighed and said "honestly hyung...  I dont even know what im feeling now...." 

"Well, its simple really. Do you wanna see her or no? Just be honest to yourself. Just this once... You never know... You might just be happy for once" 

Yonghwa replied as he tap jonghyun's back

 

"I do wanna see her, actually.. I wanna see her all the time" he is shocked upon hearing this himself... This is the first time he has ever admitted this.

"Thing is...im not sure if she feels the same" jonghyun said weakly

 

"Trust me, she does" yonghwa said, confidently

"? How can you be so sure?" Jonghyun asked

"Lets just say a little birdie told me so" yonghwa asnwered cheekly

"Ohh.. Hyungsonim again" jonghyun replied

"Yah!!! What did i say about saying that casually!!" Yonghwa said looking embarassed

"Anyways, my advice is, GO. What have you got to loose, right?"

"......" Jonghyun said nothing in reply

 

/flashback ends/

 

So there he was, standing in front of snsd dorm. He only managed to get backstage thanks to snsd's manager who saw him and kindly brought him back.

 

"Oh goshh... Im doing this.. Arent i??!! If i think bout it.. This is actually the first time i be going out with her camera free... So this is like our first proper date!!!!.. Calm down jonghyun... Take a deep breath.... Phuwwwwww... "

"....... Lets go" jonghyun said firmly as he knocked

 

"Annyeong :) " jonghyun said

 

Yoona still looks shocked. Her  hand automaticaly moves up and pinched jonghyun's cheek

 

"Ouch! What was that for" jonghyun asked

"Ahh sorry... Just wanna make sure you are real...." Yoona asked

 

"Yoongie-ahhh who is that??" Sica asked

"Oh.. Unnie.. Its... Its.."  Yoona stutters

 

"Annyeonghaseyo.. Congratulations on your concert" jonghyun politely greeted everyone from the door

 

"Kya!!!! Jong-seobang!!! You chase your yeobo all the way here??!!" The girls screaming and cheering

 

"Oh!! Jonghyun-shi! Please come in! Yoongie-ah!! Why didnt you ask him to come in!!" Taeyeon said

"Oh... I.. Sorry" yoona looked down.. Embarassed by the whole situation

 

"Ani-yah,.. Kwenchana... Im fine, uhmm im just wondering.. Would it be ok if i borrow yoona for an hour or two? I promise i will bring her back before too late" jonghyun answered

 

"Ah-dae off course.. If yoongie wants to" taeyeon said

Everyone looked at yoona, she is sooooooo embarrased now.. She couldnt bring herself to say something or even lift her head up so all she did was just nod

 

"KYAAAA! Date-to!! date-to!!" Everyone teased the couple

"Imma get change wait for a bit, k?" Yoona ran back, not waiting for an answer

 

"Ahh taeyeon-shi, about the matter last time, i just like to say thank you again. I dont what would have happen if it werent cos of you" jonghyu. Said refering to the 2PM incident

"Ahh.. Kwenchana... The way i see it, you are taking care of uri-yoongie. So its only fair if we take care of you. After all we're family right?" Taeyeon replied. 

"Ahh... Dae... But still.. If you ever need anything.. Just let me know.."jonghyun said 

"Arraso, i'll keep it in mind" taeyeon said

 

Yoona finally comes out.

 

She's wearing a casual cloth.. 

"Uhmm i didnt know you were coming ... So i only go this to wear..." Yoona said seeming a little disappointed for not looking her best

"Kwenchana.. You look perfect" jonghyun said as he extend his arm for her to hold

Yoona sheepishly takes it. And again.. The room erupted in cheer.

After both of them greeted all the girls, yoona quickly drags jonghyun out.

 

On the way to the car park yoona asked

 

"So, where are we going?" Yoona asked

"To be honest with you... I have no idea myself, are you hungry?" jonghyun answered with a question

"Mhmm.. I didnt get a chance to eat before the concert" she replied

"Do you know a good place to eat? I only know cheap ramen places i used to go as trainee" jonghyun replied

"Ahhhh!! There is this one place i been wanting to go!!" Yoona replied

"Lets go then"jonghyun said as both of them enter the car

 

Yoona punched in the address on the GPS

 

"Kuon restaurant" 

 

"Ah!! The one near rainbow bridge??!! Hahaha yoongie-ah you're soo cheesy" jonghyun teased

"Yahh!!! Its just that i never been there alright??!!" Yoona pouted as she was caught up in the embarassing situation

"Arrasso, arrasso.. I know the way there. Kaja!" Jonghyun said

 

On the way there both of them talks about how they normally spend their time while in japan, jonghyun also told him his experiences while being a trainee here.

 

Jonghyun and yoona both found lately that they are really comfortable with each other. Jonghyun who is normally less talkative is starting to opens up and tells yoona more stories. Yoona on the hand normally always keep in mind of what she said fearing what people might think of her, but with jonghyun she feels like she can tell him anything and he will understand.. As result, when they both a together. Time flies.....

 

"Table for two please" jonghyun said in japanese

"Wow jongie-ah! You're japanese is flawless" yoona praised him

He just smiled and said "kaja"

 

They finally sat down on one of the window tables overlooking the bridge

 

"So, is this the romantic night out you always dream about?" Jonghyun teased yoona

"Bw..bwoh?? Ani!! Im just here cos im hungry.. Thats  all" yoona said with a red face

"Gahh!!! How did he find out!!!" Yoona screamed in her mind

 

"Soo.... How was your fan meet" yoona said trying to change the topic

"It was good.. Lots of people came.. We ended up doing a mini concert for them" he replied

"Oh thats nice..." She replied

"You should come to our concert some time" jonghyun invited yoona

"Yeah sure" yoona said

 

The food finally came.. They both ate in silence when suddenly

 

"Uhmmm... Jongie-ah...." Yoona slowly speaks

"Hmm?..." Jonghyun replied

"You know.. The other day when we were filming... I heard a news about your... Uhmm.... Your dad...." Yoona slowly talks not sure whether she should continue or no

 

Jonghyun's facial expression suddenly changed into a hard one

 

Yoona quickly said " its ok if you dont wanna talk about it.... Sorry for asking somethin so per..." 

 

"We dont talk anymore" jonghyun suddenly cut him

"As you may have heard, my family was one of the more financially fortunate ones.. And as such.. I was trained to be have like one...." He continued

 

"I was taught since i was young to be ruthless and two faced.. In my dad's eyes status, money and power is all that matters."

 

"I was told that people have classes depending on their family and how much money or power they got.. "

"I was told to look down and pressed lower classed people and at the same time be super nice to the people in power"...

 

"And at all times i was told to always put up a fake nice and smile when in public... "

 

"For him.. My life is not for me... Its for the family and the status we got... My carrer is practically set the moment i was born as a first male heir...."

 

"After a while i couldnt take it no more so i just left..."

 

"All those things money, status, power..."

 

"I hate them..... I hate him....." Jonghyun finished that last sentence with such anger in his word even if he said it in a soft and calm manner..

 

Yoona was shocked at the sudden revelation... She didnt expect jonghyun would have such a past.... 

"No wonder he hates people who are fake and those who looks down on others" 

"Ahhh... Poor jongiee...... T.T" yoona thinks to herself

 

"Sorry for bringing up this unpleasant subject" yoona regretfully said

 

"Kwencana... To be honest with you... You are the only person i've ever told bout this...." Jonghyun said

 

Yoona's even more surprised now, she was about to ask why he did when jonghyun said

 

"I dont even know why i told you... All i know is that when im with you... I feel so comfortable... Enough for me to tell you everything... Sorry if i ruin the mood" jonghyun weakly said

 

"Nuuuuuu!! Its fine!!! From now on you can tell me everythin!!!!" Yoona screamed while making cute faces

 

Jonghyun smiled and said " gomawo, jagiya..." As he pinched yoona's cheek

 

Yoona just blushed.... "How can he say and do things so cheesy and makes so natural" she thinks

 

After finishing their dinner, jonghyun said to yoona as they're bout to walk out.

"Come i wanna take you somewhere" 

 

They are walking along tokyo bay 

 

"Where are we going?"yoona playfully asked

Jonghyun pointed at one of the ported ship

"Ahhhh!!!! Cruise ship!!!!" Yoona yelled as she saw the ship

"Yeah, we're taking a sumida river cruise since you never been here" jonghyun said

 

So off they went on the cruise. The night was beautiful.. Rainbow bridge was lighted with.. Well... Rainbow color :D 

 

Both yoona and jonghyun are standing on the back open space area. Yoona is standing on the edge holding on to the the rail with jonghyun next to him. They are both marvelling the scenery when yoona suddenly said

 

"Jongie-ah.. You know, the reason i brought up that topic about your dad is cos that day the news says your dad is sick .. Apparently he's got a heart problem" yoona said softly... While looking at the scenery

 

"I dont care..." Jonghyun answered coldly..

 

Yoona looked at him for a sec.. And then turned back to look at the scenery.. She then said

 

"Let me tell you a story... There was once live a very happy little girl. She was love by both her parents. Her mom was caring, her dad was loving"

"Everything was perfect for her... She looks foward to life full of hopes"

 

"But then one day suddenly everything crumbled...." Yoona paused at this...

 

"That morning the little girl got back home happily from school only to find that her was gone.... The only clue she got as for the reason why she left was found only on a crumpled piece of paper saying.. "

 

"It was because of her... "

 

"That the burden of having her was too much" .... Yoona paused again... She tries holding back her tears... 

 

Jonghyun is so stunned hearing all this... He sees yoona standing next to her... Talking while holding back her tears... 

His body suddenly moves on his own, he puts his arms around yoona's body, hugging her from the back.. 

 

Yoona trying to fight back the tears. She continues to talks

 

"The shock of his wife leaving is too much for the dad... He went off drunk and drove his car off the cliff.. Leaving the child alone..."

 

"The last thing the little girl remember the dad told her was "this is your fault.. I wish you had never existed". Yoona tears rolling down her eyes

 

Jonghyun was so shocked hear this.. All he could do was to hug her thigher...

He can really feel the pain she is feeling... Somehow it hurts him to see her like this..

All the thing she said last time while she was sleeping make sense now

 

"There isnt a day goes by that the child doesnt wish that he could see his dad again..." 

 

"All she wanted was to hear her dad says.. " 

 

"I love you....."

 

jonghyun suddenly said, turning her face to hers while still giving her a back hug.

 

Time just stops... They both just froze there in the moment...looking each other in the eyes....

 

Jonghyun moves his head closer and closer...

Knowing what's going to happen next, yoona just closed her eyes

 

Finally their lips met...

 

And that night... Under the starry tokyo sky.. Jonghyun and yoona shared their first kiss together.... 

 

After a min or two that felt like eternity... They finally broke the kiss.

Yoona turned to face jonghyun and buried her head in his chest

 

She then sofly said "i love you too...."