this story is based on true event but I just changed the character for Yesung and Ryeowook. the true event happens in Thailand where Yesung represents Edwind Champ Surasek who is engaged to his fiancée, Nongknes that represented by Ryeowook in this story. after I got his permission to write about this story, so it’s time for you all to see how hard and amazing the love they have for each other. and I’ll be back soon with the second part and other YEWOOK stories. thanks for patiently waiting for me up to this day.

for the photo, Edwind is the one who wears red shirt while Nongknes is the one with white shirt.

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Jongwoon drove his sport black car as fast as he could even he was still obeyed the rules when he was on the street. Time already touched after midnight when he saw his own watch and he thought Ryeowook probably already fell asleep since he knew that his little boy was someone who couldn’t stay awake when the head was on the pillow. he remembered what happened at the ballroom when his boyfriend saw him with someone else and the look at Ryeowook’s face shattered his heart. forgive me, Ryeowook.. I shouldn’t take Donghae's idea to bring someone else.. I’m dating you and I should be proud of who you are instead of the age you have.. let me explain everything and let’s get back on track like we used to be..

he entered the condominium he owned 2 years ago, saw many crew movie that already rent a floor under where he lived. since the window of his car  was totally dark, he knew no one would recognize him. he easily parked the car on his own floor and took the elevator  to reach his door. he was tired heartily and physically but he knew he had something to do if he saw Ryeowook still awake. it was just, he couldn’t find him.

he looked around, went to the TV room and didn’t spot Ryeowook on the couch but Rudolph took the place. then he ate the room as his feet made big steps to the bedroom, still the high-school boy was nowhere to be found. where are you Ryeowook, he asked to himself and entered the room. he the light, looked every corner but then his eyes fell on something. Ryeowook’s phone. he walked closer and froze. damn it! is he leaving me alone?

that was the time he realized that the brown subtle wasn’t there no matter how many times he called and looked for him, he wouldn’t find him. he checked the closet, found every shirt and pants were still on their places but he held his breath as the old bag belonged to Ryeowook already gone. Ryeowook leaves me… why he has to leave when he should listen to me first? why? does he know that these awards are not important compare to his appearance to me? damn it, Ryeowook! why you have to leave??

he dialed a number he knew… it connected…

waiting…

waiting..

waiting.

no one picked up the call. Jongwoon looked at the wall and he saw it was already 1.30 AM. maybe she is sleeping already… let me try to call when sun is up..

changed his clothes from up to toe, Jongwoon picked his simply white pajama that was couple to the one Ryeowook used to wear and smiled. I miss you already, Ryeowook.. please comeback to me..

then Jongwoon slept on the couch, hugging the yellow duck he gave to Ryeowook when he called him, his little duck.

Ryeowook loved his mom so much… even he went home alone with his old bag on his little back, straight to his room, the woman in his life didn’t ask a question when she opened the door for his son. Ryeowook locked himself immediately, wanting to bury his face so his mother wouldn’t find out that he was crying but soft knocks on his door, pushed him to talk. “yes?”

“have you ate something, dear?”

“I’m not hungry, mom.. I want to sleep.. I’m having a bad headache..”

“okay then.. are you going somewhere tomorrow?”

“mmm… no.. why?”

“I want to take you somewhere.. do you want to come with me?”

“will you be angry if I say no, mom?”

“no.. you can say it if you don’t want to go with me..”

“it’s not that I don’t want to go with you.. it’s just.. I don’t want to go out tomorrow. I want to stay at home..”

“okay then… I can cook some dishes for you tomorrow.. still want some shrimps?”

“it’s up to you, mom.. I’m following you.”

“okay.. sleep tight then.. don’t forget to wash your face.. good night, Ryeowook.”

“night, mom..”

he was quiet for a bit, let the silence came between him and his mother before he lie down, stared at the ceiling. he sighed…

what are you doing now, Jongwoon hyung? are you feeling alone like me? do you feel the same? or are you spending your time with that gorgeous guy? why do I feel like I’m going to lose you? are we going to go in separate ways? [sighed] I miss you already..

he took his own phone he had with him all this time, put the card and the white thing on his hand. he knew somehow, someone would definitely try to contact him but it was a big shock when he found no messages or call record from the one he loved. threw the phone beside the pillow, he pouted. “don’t you miss me? [scowled] how can you not miss me while I’m already left the house? you really are a mean man, Jongwoon hyung..”

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he captured himself that just woke up with messy brown hair and uploaded it on his instagram. with a caption ‘waiting for something that never come is !’ and did nothing when his notification kept beeping. he waited for someone but up until 9 AM, nothing happened and he was angry for that. Ryeowook stood up, was about to leave when his phone ran and as he saw the screen, he found ♥ sign then he knew who was calling him. he picked it up.

he put the phone on his ear but said nothing and that was when he heard, “Ryeowook?”

still no answer...

“Ryeowook? can I talk to you? [sighed] would you please listen to me? I need to explain everything..”

“what for? it’s not important anymore.. [started sobbing] why you need to explain to me when you.. [sobbed] when you can tell me before that event? why you suddenly need me when I’m no longer there? why? do I open your eyes now?”

“I don’t want to lose you, Ryeowook-ah. I love you.. I love you so much.. please let me explain everything..”

“I want to calm myself right now.. I know you love me.. I can feel it.. [sobbed] I love you too.. so much.. [sobbed] maybe you are not my first boyfriend or second one.. but… you changing me.. I.. [sobbed] I can’t leave without you now..”

“then please comeback.. please.. our home is empty without you.. our bed is cold without you.. the couch is no longer precious without seeing you on it with your short pants.. I want to touch you so much.. I.. please come to me.. I need you..”

“I need time, hyung… please.. I can’t just come to you now.. you were with someone else while I was there.. at your side.. [sobbed] it hurts so much.. God.. it’s still hurt until now.. [sobbed] why did you do this to me?”

“forgive me.. God.. I’m so sorry for this.. please.. I did this because I want to protect you.. please.. let’s meet outside.. please.. I’ll tell everything..”

Ryeowook didn’t answer, let few minutes passed between them with their breaths united as one.

“Ryeowook.. please..”

“okay.. let’s meet on Fancy Foods Restaurant.. I’ll be there at lunch.. will you be there?”

“okay.. you want me to pick you up?”

“no.. just be there.. you said you want to talk..”

“okay.. we.. I.. I’ll meet you there then..”

“I’ll wait..”

Jongwoon closed the call, stared at the male dog he bought when he was 25 years old and asked, “I did stupid thing, didn’t I? [smiled bitterly] I hurt the one I love the most.. I hurt someone who already teach me to believe in love again.. do you think I should get him back?”

Rudolph didn’t answer but after he stared at the owner, then he climbed on the couch and placed his head on Jongwoon’s thigh. his eyes closed, as if he wanted to comfort his master and then his eyes found their ways back to those black diamond belonged to the one who took care of him within 5 years. he barked in a low tone and stayed like that until he felt a hand his fur.

“thank you for comforting me, Rudolph-ah.. I’ll get him back so you can feel his love as well.. I know you miss him like I do.. [ the dog] I’ll have to go bath now.. I’ll get him on lunch.. go outside, Rudolph-ah.. go play.. wait for us, okay?”

Jongwoon immediately prepared himself, checked the helpers inside his house cause it was Sunday and he knew it was a cleaning time for his floor. he told what he thought they needed and grabbed the key when time turned 10.30 AM.

I’m going to do everything I need just to get you back in my life.. I won’t let you go.. not when I already feel settle with you, Ryeowook.. I would never let my hand slipped off you again. I’ll hold you as tight as possible so you’ll learn that I’ll be very possessive from now on.. this is my promise.. you have to be ready to be mine forever…

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he was there 30 minutes before lunch time and he didn’t mind about it at all even it was a new thing for him to do it. for the last 30 years since he was born at August 24th, 1982 until that day when months turned to June 2013, the only one who could change his habit was Ryeowook. he remembered about his girlfriends on high school or boyfriends he had on his first year college until someone who broke him into pieces when he thought he had everything perfectly. he believed that he found a soul mate the day he met Ki Ha Myung, a young guy that once owned a jewelry company but got bankrupt cause his father’s colleague deceived the families.

“Ha Myung-ah.. why are you here with him? why you brought him to our apartment?”

“why you have to go  back so early, Jongwoon-ah? you said you have things to do with your companies..”

“and because of that you bring him here? you let him sleeping on our bed? [started crying] you.. Ha Myung-ah.. I thought we.. I thought.. we have everything.. I.. I love you so much.. I…”

“sorry.. [grinned] but.. [kissed the man beside him] he is my boyfriend before I met you.. I sleep with him first before we sleep together.. and when you’re away.. we sleep together like this.. and [smiled] I agreed to be your boyfriend because I want to know more about what you are going to do with your companies.. how can you develop them to be bigger like now? you starting them from basic… but now? [disbelieved face] in two years… I still can believe what you can do..”

“so you’re doing this just because of that? Ha Myung-ah.. so? [shocked] I share everything I know and learn so far with you.. why are you doing this?”

“because I’m going to take you down.. I’ll expand my family’s company and we’ll be the only jewelry company here..”

“because of that? [cried again] Ha Myung-ah.. [sobbed] I love you so much.. I even want to ask you to be my partner.. but.. you did this to me?”

“sorry.. let’s get clean, Bum Jo-ah.. let’s leave.. I don’t like to pretend myself as his boyfriend.. he’s in everything.. [looked Jongwoon from up to toe] he is just lucky… let’s go..”

he sighed as the memories brought him back to the bitter day he wanted to erase and wiped his tears away. he didn’t want it to ruin his mood cause he planned to talk to Ryeowook with a clear mind. he took a gulp of hazelnut latte from his cup until he saw a brown sweater with soft jeans covered to a body he loved the most. Jongwoon found himself smiling for that and he liked the warm feeling that now covering his heart. he waved…

damn… I like my choice of lover.. and you should know it, Ryeowook… I won’t let you go from my sight anymore..

Ryeowook pulled the chair in front of Jongwoon, sat and found his eyes to those he missed the most, even it was just few hours since he left the big house.

“have you ordered something, hyung?”

“no.. I haven’t.. I’m waiting for you to come first before I make the order.. but.. [lifted his cup] I ordered hazelnut latte.. you know I love nuts..”

Ryeowook smiled, “you and nuts… how can I forget about it? I know why you ordered it.. [smiled again] are you okay?”

“no.. I’m lost without you.. [took Ryeowook’s hand] I miss you..”

Ryeowook took out his hand slowly from Jongwoon’s hand and replied, “I miss you too..”

“then please come back with me.. I’m empty without you..”

“just please tell me everything you want to tell me.. you promised me that..”

“okay.. let’s eat something first.. after that.. I promise I’ll tell you everything..”

“okay..”

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Ryeowook listened to the explanation very carefully after he finished chocolate almond ice cream as the dessert he chose. he remained silent while Jongwoon told him about what happened and he was so angry about it. he kept it inside, waiting his turn to talk but he couldn’t help to get lost inside those sharp eyes he always loved since the day he saw the other man as Yesung. he kept sighing deeply before he held his time to talk cause he didn’t agree at all.

“so you agreed when your friend tells you that I’m not strong enough to receive all the storms from public? it’s just one person.. what if every friend of yours tell you that I won’t be a good boyfriend for you? [started to cry] will you agree to everything they say? then why you have to ask me to be your boyfriend? [sobbed] why don’t you ask them to be your boyfriend? if you’re to embarrass to have me as yours.. you should’ve told me before.. you’re telling me here?”

“Ryeowook! [hit the table] it’s not like that! what they said are true.. I mean.. what Donghae said is true.. many people said that you’re just a boy who wants for my money.. my wealth.. you’re friends bully you with harsh comments.. do you think I can take that? huh?”

stood up, Ryeowook took his last ship for water and put the glass down on the table. “listen, carefully, Mr. Jongwoon.. I.. I never ask to be born too young from you.. [sobbed] and harsh comments? I’m dealing with it since I was in elementary school.. why should I let them bury the real me? I’m fine with who I am.. and.. and I’m proud to be your boyfriend.. I like you because I’m in love to someone I used to talk with.. not someone who known as a successful businessman.. [sobbed deeply] you did this because I’m still eighteen this year and you’ll be thirty one? well.. [sobbed] please have someone new to be on your side.. perhaps that blond hair guy.. he looks so good on your side.. [took his bag] please stop calling me.. stop doing that from now on.. let’s just give up on this.. good bye..”

Ryeowook left the table where he sat around an hour ago, ran as fa