Yoseob’s POV

 

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Ji Eun-ah, why weren’t you at SDB recording just now? ):

From: Ji Eun ☆

Sorry oppa! I know I told you I’ll be there but manager oppa

swapped my schedule without me knowing. So sorry! ):

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Oh.. I almost forgot you're busy promoting Marshmallow now. Am i disturbing? :O

From: Ji Eun ☆

Nope, not at all (: Oppa! Are you trying to fool around now?

Who would be having schedule at this time!? You could use a clock! 

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Hey! I have a clock! And it's working well! ): That's the thing that keeps me punctual all the time. I'm only late because Junhyung and maknae always oversleeps! :P

From: Ji Eun ☆

Hahaha. Oppa, you're so mean~ Okay. It's getting late, I will go to bed now! Sweet dreams ^^

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Same to you ^^

 

Why did she end the conversation so arubtly? Is she still angry? She should be, since i haven't apologised for that yet. Or she might be really tired.. Did she tire herself out? I wonder if she is eating and sleeping well. Oh my gosh. I think i'm having a headache now. 

 

“February 2, 2010. Gloomy ):

Dear diary,

                 We went for the recording for Star Dance Battle today. I heard many stars were going so I actually thought Ji Eun would be there too. But she wasn’t. Anyway, we were up against T-ara sunbae-nim. Their performance focused on entertaining the audience and Eun Jung noona even cross-dressed! And still, she looked pretty! Kekeke. At least Hyunseungie thought so. He kept whispering in my ear how chic Eun Jung noona looked. It was kinda irritating though.. :P

Our dance was not to the taste of the audience, that’s all I can say. It’s always bitter when you suffer a loss. Although we didn’t win and contribute to the overall score of our team, I still found it fun. And since we could let people know more about us, the practices we had for this performance paid off. And I’m really glad. I hope Ji Eun would watch the broadcast of this and be impressed by me if she had time. Keke.

We were back-ups for Bong Sun noona too. For her 'Change' performance. All 4 of us were having a hard time holding in our laughter. But i think i wasn't very successful.. Mir said I was laughing too happily when noona fell in the starting. SHE WAS SO FUNNY! :P

P.S. I miss Doojoon so much. He left Korea for the filming of 'Dambi'. I hope he takes good care of himself while he's there.”

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“February 3, 2010. Cloudy.

Dear diary,

                  It was the 19th Seoul Music Awards today. We got the 'Best Newcomer Award'! I’m so so happy! We just debuted less than half a year ago and we had this achievement. I really can’t believe it. I’m so touched. Especially when After School and T-ara sunbae-nims were also awarded this same award. We finally gained recognition! (:

But it’s also saddening. I heard the membership in our anti-fan cafe is rising. I hope what Hyunseungie said is true. ‘One day, the haters will switch sides.’ I really hope they see the effort we’re putting in and stop hating us ):

P.S. Did I mention that we were once on the same radio show as Ji Eun? It was back in 2009. She sang ‘almost’ and I recorded it down on my MP3 without anyone noticing. Keke :P The quality is good, since it’s recorded in the studio. And I keep replaying it nowadays. It makes me forget about the haters for a short while (:”

 {Did you know? BEAST has more than 9,000

members in their "anti fan" cafe currently, making

them third on the list of "anti fan" cafe ranking!}

"BEEP BEEP YOU HAVE A NEW TEXT MESSAGE BEEP BEEP"

 

From: Ji Eun ☆

Seobbie oppa! Congratulations on getting an award just now. Enjoy your moment. Nights (:

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Thank you, Ji Eun-ie. Sweet dreams ^^  

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“February 10, 2010. Cloudy.

Dear diary,

                 It’s our break today. I feel so relaxed just moping around the house. Hyunseungie and Junhyung are now cleaning and nagging at the same time.. Sometimes, I just wish fairy god mother would mute them while they clean the house! But she’ll have to unmute them when it’s time for work. Keke. If not, it would be disastrous~~~~

Anyway, I was so bored I started reminiscing. I just flipped through the previous entries and realized I didn’t record down my birthday. You do know your owner’s birthday don’t you? You’d better. Otherwise, you’ll be out of the window and on the streets the next moment! Keke. I will write a make-up entry on the next page okie? :DDDD”

 

*Flips over to fresh page*

 

“January 5, 2010. Sunny Rainy Windy Sorry I forgot ):

Hey! This is the first time I’m writing a make-up entry keke. It’s so weird! xD Anyway, that day today’s my birthday! I got many fan gifts. One of which was a necklace I’m wearing now I will be wearing in the future! I got a congratulation text from Ji Eun IU I forgot when did I start calling her Ji Eun. Wait let me check. I want it to be as accurate as possible! *flips back to January 1, 2010 entry* *flips back to January 5, 2010 entry and resumes writing*

Ji Eun said she had a present for me. I wanted to meet her but she said she’ll mail me the present instead. Maybe it’s awkward for us to meet, since my fans forced her to shut down her minihompy because of the Marshmallow special stage last month a few days ago.. Anyway, She gave me I haven’t received her gift yet. She said she just sent it yesterday (:

For the B2ST boys, we had no time to celebrate as we were still promoting ‘Bad Girl’ and ‘Mystery’. We only had a simple cake cutting ceremony and they gave me presents like which I haven’t opened yet xD"

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“February 14, 2010. Rainy.

Dear diary,

                 It’s Valentine’s Day. We had a lot of fan gifts. So much so that we had no space left to walk! Keke! Normally, we would be annoyed because clothes were all strewn over the floor. But today, it was boxes of fan gifts. Isn’t it awesome? (:

However, what I expected wasn’t here.. I’m a little (well, maybe very would be a more truthful word to use in this case) upset”

 

“BEEP BEEP YOU HAVE A NEW TEXT MESSAGE BEEP BEEP” [A/N: Sorry if it was a little too noob for a ringtone LOL]

 

From: Ji Eun☆

Oppa! Happy Valentine’s Day! Sent you another present. Enjoy your date with your girlfriend~ *wink wink*

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Ji Eun-ah! You shouldn’t have! I have no date tonight though.. ):

From: Ji Eun☆

HAHA. Me too. Maybe we should eat jjajangmyeon together on Black Day :P Well, I’m getting back to work. Manager oppa is getting angry ):

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Maybe we can have jjajangmyeon when you’re off work. Concentrate, FIGHTING!

From: Ji Eun☆

I’ll text you again. Promise ^^

 

Babo babo! Should have asked her to be my date.. We could have gone to movies, stroll in a park or just hanging out would be fine ): *Flips open diary again*

 

“February 14, 2010. Rainy.

Dear diary,

                 It’s Valentine’s Day. We had a lot of fan gifts. So much so that we had no space left to walk! Keke! Normally, we would be annoyed because clothes were all strewn over the floor. But today, it was boxes of fan gifts. Isn’t it awesome? (:

However, what I expected wasn’t here.. I’m a little (well, maybe very would be a more truthful word to use in this case) upset with myself. I didn’t even have the courage to ask her out as an oppa.

P.S. On the bright side, at least I've got her present. It’s good enough. Not to forget her promise (:”

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“February 17, 2010. Cloudy.

 Dear diary,

                  Nowadays, Kikwang is filming his sitcom ‘High Kick Through The Roof’. He’s so busy that he didn't even join us for our last Taiwan visit in January. I’m so envious of him, since he gets to act alongside with Si Yoon hyung, Jung Eum and Se Kyung noona. I wish I could be in a drama too ):

Anyway, we are gonna have our comeback soon. I don’t even know if he’ll have enough any time to practice.. He’s so sleep deprived these days. I’m worried”

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“February 24, 2010. Cloudy.

 Dear diary,

                  We just finished shooting our album jacket. Kikwang had to rush in between schedules and we had to do solo shots when he’s not with us. I feel so bad for him! Although he’s the only one working hard, the money he earns is split among all the members.. So I’m a little guilty ):

By the way, I dyed my hair to a dirty blonde. But because my black hair roots keep growing, I have to bleach it again before dying. I think I can hear my whole head of hair screaming for help. My scalp still hurts up till now ):

Today, I watched the latest episode of MBLAQ’s Idol Army. Ji Eun was paired up with Cheondong. My same-aged friend in MBLAQ, remember? I told you about him before, didn’t i? Hmm. Anyway, they paired up and had a lot of skin ship! He piggy-backed Ji Eun and still didn’t manage to win!? On top of that, she had so little screen time. And I didn’t like it one bit.”

 

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Ji Eun-ah! I watched Idol Army just now. You did well! (: I see that my

same-aged friend took good care of you *wink wink*

From: Ji Eun☆

Thanks oppa! I’ve become closer with him than before and we’re even planning to make more UCC together :DDDD

 

‘Oops. Not good. Aren’t both of them getting a little too close a little too quickly?’ I gulped at the thought of that.

 

From: Seobbie Oppa ♥

Well, good luck. Cheondong is a nice guy.. Ji Eun-ah, I still have dance practice tomorrow in the morning. I'll rest now. Good night ^^ 

 

I drifted to dreamland with a truck full of thoughts. I didn’t even bother to wait for a reply. Today was so not my day.