Chapter 21

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Soo-Rae has never felt so alone before. It was about a week after Jongin blew up on her and since then he hasn't come home. None of the boys knew where he was or whom he was with. Chanyeol told her they got into a huge fight and that the next time he saw his face; he would kick it in. Although she wasn't aware of the reason why they fought, it was unusual for Jongin to treat his friends like that, especially his best friend.

She was worried sick. She was so stressed out. She needed his hugs and his comforting words right now. She was scared. The hospital hasn't contacted her with any news about a new doner. How could she leave her newborn in this state especially when his father seems not to even care about his existance? 

How could he be so cruel when she was only going to be in this world for 2 more months? Will he regret his actions?

 

It was about 3pm when Soo-Rae heard the front door close. She watched as Jongin took off his shoes and greeted his little boy whom was laying on the floor for his 'tummy time'. 

"Where have you been?" Soo-Rae asked as she leaned slightly on the kitchen door frame. "Out" he replied coldly. "Out doing what?" she questioned again. "Guy stuff! I don't know. Just stuff. Don't worry about" Jongin stated in an attitude. 

She could feel tears forming in her eyes. Why was he being so harsh towards her?

"Jongin.... Why are you acting like this? Why are you being so harsh? Why won't you come home?" Soo-Rae confessed as she clenched onto the door frame tighter. "Because I'm tired of being around you! I want some space!" Jongin nagged. It seemed like his words ringed in her ears. It was burning her heart hearing him say that he was tired to be around her.

Her tears escaped her eyes and ran down her cheeks. "Then just leave!" She hollered. "Suit yourself!" Jongin scrunched his face and headed out once again for who knows how long.

Soo-Rae dropped to the floor and began crying. She pulled out her cell phone and began to call her mom.

"Hi dear!" Her mom cooed. "Mommy! Can you p-please come over? I n-n-eed to go somewhere and I need you to watch Kai" Soo-Rae sobbed. "What's wrong dear? Why are you crying?" Her mother said very concerned. 

"I just need some air. Ple-ase come. I'm going to go insane!" She said with a quivering jaw. "I'll be there soon, baby" her mom concluded their call.

Soo-Rae sat against the wall and began crying hard. "Why doesn't your father love me anymore Kai?" Soo-Rae sobbed hard. She loved him with all his heart, but it seemed like he no longer cared. He was acting like how he was before they got together. He was really turning back into Kai.

 

15 minutes later, Mrs. Kang arrived and hugged her daughter. Assuring her that everything was fine. Although she told her mom nothing was going on, her mom didn't believe her fully. She didn't fully und

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xxKRNxx
#1
Chapter 23: Oh, GOD! I never cry so bad like this when I read a story. It's kinda totally heartbreaking... T_T

Cannot imagine if I was in Soo-Rae' shoe.. T_T
mybaeiskai88 #2
Chapter 23: Damn it!! Huge regret ever,I wish that I'm not found out bout this sequel,Kim jongin shouldn't die,this story is beautiful but my heart crying mess and I can't take it,,so sad ?
wjdxordns #3
Chapter 25: WHY... WHY..... is this such a beautiful story?!??!..... I literally screamed NOOOOOOO when I read Jongin was the donor.... this is so unfair..... Jongin deserves more... thank you authornim!
SuhoLoverDebo
#4
Chapter 25: Ok I am a crying mess right now..my eyes are burning..WTH why him? It's so wrong and unfair.. I can't stop crying.. Oh God..
SuhoLoverDebo
#5
Chapter 6: Stupid So-rae..she could have told Jongin...
SuhoLoverDebo
#6
Chapter 2: Wow they are happy. I hope they stay like this only..
kyuniekyung93
#7
Chapter 25: I regret reading this book.... You make me crying so hard authornim :'(
It's amazing story... :)
xxxIBBVIP
#8
Chapter 23: Wow authornim...
I'm in a crying mess, a bunch of tissues are next to me.
I feel as if I'm Soorae :'( I can't stop crying
Kim Jongin you are the best husband in the world and dad I wish someone like Jongin exist in this world
This is really heartbreaking like why can't the girl in the club give her grandfather heart to Soorae or Soorae parent donate the heart instead of Jongin, he is still young and just have a family.
The letter makes me cry even more, I haven't been sleeping at all reading the first story and this
Nami88
#9
Chapter 25: I'm sorry to say this but I seriously wish I hadn't read this sequel. Ruined the experience for me... :(