[LeeTeuk POV]

"Maybe...?"

"Well what are you waiting for, bro!? SHARE ME THE DETAILS!"

"I'd... I'd rather not."

"YOU DIDNT JUST RANDOMLY KISS HER RIGHT?!"

I chuckled "Actually, she kissed me."

HeeChul stood there with his mouth wide open.

"WHAT?!"

"Jealous?" I teased and closed my locker.

"YES! VERY! I gotta find a new girl now!"

I watched him look around the group of people walk by us.

Then, his eyes set on one person.

"Wow, already?!"
"Shut up." 

I glanced over to the girl he was admiring.

"Isn't that Jessica? Jessica.. Jung?"

"Yeah! She's a new transfer... Are you stupid?"

"What?" I quickly looked back at him.

"She was my date when we were eating outside, remember?"

"Oh.. Oh yeah. Whoopsss."

I quickly ran away from him.

"YAH! LEETEUK!"

When I escaped from him, I took a deep breath and entered the classroom.

I saw TaeYeon already in her seat, writing notes down again.

"Hey TaeYeon!" I grinned at her.

She looked up and hurried to look down again.

What happened?

I frowned and walked closer to her.

"TaeYeon?"

She suddenly stood up and packed her stuff.

"Ah, hello LeeTeuk-shii. I have to do something. I'll talk to you later!"

I watched her get up and run out the door.

Confused about what just happened, I looked back at where she sat.

Hey... She forgot her notebook.

I grabbed it and held it in my hands.

Should I look in?

Nah, that's not good LeeTeuk!

Maybe just one peek.

When I opened the cover, the first page read:

"Song Lyrics"

and that was it.

The first pages were already amazing.

The words she used to describe everything was just beautiful.

I skipped to one of the pages in the middle and fell upon the last page.

It was titled "If":

Was this the one she was writing just now?

I skimmed down the page.

"If I go, if I go closer to you,

I wonder what you may think.

I don't have the courage.

If you go, if you go away from me,

how could I send you away?

It is scary to figure out how to let you go.

Because I am a fool.

I can only look at you from the distance.

Maybe your heart will turn away.

And so like that, we would become distant again.

Because I'm really foolish,

I can't say "I love you",

Maybe waiting for meeting again would be painful.

And I'm afraid my days would become sad."

What? Who is she talking about?

I flipped the page again.

"I Love You"

What's with all the love songs?

I sighed and continued to read.

"Can you see my tears?
I long for you all day.

My heart beat when we kissed,

But now it's a memory."

The book was suddenly ripped out of my hands.

I looked down and TaeYeon was staring at me.

"Uhm.."

"Why were you reading this?" She hissed quietly.

"I was going to return it to you!" I panicked.

"After you read everything? Wow." 

There was an awkward moment.

"What did you mean?"

She glared at me "What?"

"When you said, 'My heart beat when we kissed, but now it's a memory' ?"

Her expression turned dark.

"Nothing."

"TaeYeon?"

"Yeah.." She looked away as people started to enter the room.

"What happened yesterday..."

She exhaled loudly.

TaeYeon looked at me and spoke.

"About that... Can you.. Can you give me time to think about it?"

"Think about what?" I was curious at what she had on her mind.

"I'll tell you when I have time to think."
"Oh.. Okay, TaeYeon."

"Thanks." She patted my shoulder and walked off.

Seeing TaeYeon walk away from me made my heart rip in shreds.

Why did it hurt so much?

I'm sure I don't like her THAT much...

Maybe I do?

But there's no way I could!

Sigh, LeeTeuk, what's gotten into you?

"LeeTeuk Oppa?"

I froze in shock.

"Oppa?"

The familiar voice spoke again.

The voice that triggered memories.

I turned around slowly.

"Oppa!" 

HeeChul was beside her at the time.

"How do you know LeeTeuk?"

She grinned her evil smirk she always gave to others.

"We... We were lovers in High School."

My mouth finally started to work as she looked back at me and smiled sweetly, yet so bitterly.

TaeYeon was at the front of the class, watching the scene from afar.

And finally, I said the name that haunted me for years.

"Joo."

[Joo -.- LOL SORRY BUT I HATED POSTING THIS PICTURE UP >< I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS GIRL AHA. I HEARD HER NAME IS JOO FROM JYP? CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG.]

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:O LeeTeuk's ex came to his school?

What will TaeYeon think ><?

Super short chapter, but this is because I have tests/homework now D:

So, sorry if it takes a long time to update 3

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