The Promise
Though it seems Forgotten (GOS: College Year)
Hyun Jung’s POV
It’s been a while since she woke up, the doctor already checked on her and left, she is still lying on the bed but it was slightly elevated
HJ: *looking at SH who is silent* why aren’t you asking me? *about what happened*
SH: *looks at HJ* I don’t know what to say? I don’t know any way to ask you without hurting you, and beside I didn’t think you would want to talk about it. *being understanding*
HJ: *looks at SH* Baek Hyun confessed to me… *she said*
SH: *looks at HJ, he was surprised that HJ is actually talking about it* then you should be happy, but why do it doesn’t look like it??
HJ: I am happy, but I’m also afraid…
SH: *curious* afraid of what?? Being hurt??
HJ: *shakes her head* ani..
SH: then what are you afraid of?
HJ: I’m afraid that if I accept him, he would break my heart again, and then I’ll be left along again…
SH: *doesn’t get it* isn’t it the same as hurting you?
HJ: *shakes her head* ani… I was not afraid of getting hurt, what I’m afraid is that when I got hurt again because of him: for loving him and that it makes me grow hatred for him, for hurting me. I’m afraid that when I got hurt again I’ll regret loving him and just hate him. Then it will be too hard to handle. *tears are forming in her eyes* so you too, Soo Hyun-ah… you should stop liking me…
SH: *surprised* mwoh??
HJ: stop liking me…. Seeing you like this is like seeing myself, and I would not want you to become just another me, I don’t want that…
SH: *feels like crying too* ani-yah.. Hyun Jung-ah.. Please don’t make me do this…
HJ: *tears flowing* then I would also become just another Baek Hyun… hurting you… I know it more than anyone else, the pain of loving someone who can’t be yours.
SH: *crying, hold her head* ani-yah.. Hyun Jung-ah…. I won’t let that happen, I won’t let you become another him. I’ll protect you.
HJ: *looking at SH* Soo Hyun-ah…
SH: *begging*
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