Park Chanyeol

Breaking up is bad , especially when i don't even have something to ended up . I mean relationship….It makes me realise that it was only one sided love since the first time .

Which is bad ….because i never expect it .

Just like another sunday , i spend my day with paintings  . Looking at my paintings it is mostly nana in it , well it is because i was so naive before thinking that nana would still liking me or not planning to marry anyone so that i could get her by side .But then again the fact is way to different with what i always dream of , Nana is going to marry someone 3 weeks by now .

His name is byun baekhyun , oh it must be the one who punch me before . Ah that little guy . I laughs at myself , so this is the end uh ? She is finally getting married with someone who is not me .Sad enough for my self.

I  look at the mirror , well look at that handsome face i could bring two and three woman from the club . But well though i may look too innocent to go to a club with this black sleek hair . I look like a high schooler , i need to makeover myself first then .

"Yeolli can i come in ?" oh well  my sister is in , it must be time for lunch .  "Sure noona ! come in.." i answered . My sister must be worried of me since after the last time i met nana i spend my time mostly in studio.

"Woah , you bring me a chicken burger !" i surprised at  the menu today , she must be in a good mood. "Yeolli , you need to get out and get some fresh air ." my sister nags . I smile at her , " Actually i plan on going to a club today noon ." i , she gasp in shock."Then go ! don't tease me ." she nag me , this time i am the one who gasp in shock.

"I don't want you spend your life in this studio , go get clothes and take yourself to a club." she said ,she the put a credit card in front of me . "Go shop yourself with a nice clothes and have some fun in the club with my compliment." she smile at me .

Oh my god , i think this will be a cool getaway.

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I think its my first time going on a walk in cheomdangdong since years . people with various genre of style here are busy shopping or just walk showing off their style . I walk around to see my favourite shop to buy some suits , it has been months since last  time i shop around .

"Good evening sir , how can i help you ?"  the officer in one of the most famous shop for men to shop welcomes me.  "Ah , could you give me the latest trend .. i need two or three suits " i said to him . He nods and hurry pick all the possible newest trend in his shop .

"I pick all of them." i ordered him ,  "Want to try it first sir ?" he asked me . "I will wear this one now ." i said . He smiled and nodded . After wearing the piece i choose before , which is a white shirt coated by a leather jacket and a sleek trouser  i pay them with the credit card my sister gave to me.

Looking at the mirror i really feel like i am a different person than before , looking at my black hair i said to myself "Lets get a new hairstyle ."

Its kim jongdae barbershop , my old friend .i finally decided to give jongae a call so that jongdae could style my hair . he is the most trendiest friend i know though i trust him. "Park chanyeol ! It has been long time right ???" he hugh me like the other boys strong enough .

"Right ! So which hairstyle would you give me ?'" i asked him , he looks at me trying to mess my hair style here style there and looking at possibly my facial feature. "I think it will be heaven if you close your eyes , so that it will be a surprise for you !" he said , i agree at his ice .A change , a surprise its good its fun . I nodded as i close my eyes too .This will be exciting !

After minutes i close my eyes i finally could see how my hairstyle looks like and damn yes ! i really really like it ! My hair is light brownish with a little bit cut at back and longer on the front . He style it up just like elvis presel but a little bit thinner . I really like it !

"How is this ?" ask Jongdae nervously . "Its really cool jongdae ! thank you so much"  i give him my thumbs .  " Aah , so what is this behind all the makeover huh ? " he asked in curiosity .  "Breakup ? a revenge for a girl ? or ?" he giggles at me . "well for me are both , i would say a revenge for breaking me up ." I said . "Well good luck then ! Hope you get the girl back !" he said when i wave him a goodbye .

after having my hair and clothes styled i think i already finished my make over . I look at my watch its only 6 pm i can't go to club this early . I look around to see what i can do here .

There  is this shop who decorates themselves with a pretty white decoration which got my attention.A bridal shop , i try to come in to search that maybe i could give the last gift for nana.It is a pretty diamond necklace  , with its simple design i think that it will be the perfect gift for nana .

I look for the shop keeper but there is none since they are all helping a couple to get a pre wedding fitting .

"Hello sir , what can i help you ?" finally the shop keeper is coming . "I like this one , can you help me package this one ?" the shop keeper smile and nods "Of course sir come in this way ."i immediately follow her with a credit card , well my noona 's credit card since i don't have any  credit card yet .

"Uhm i am sorry this credit card is disabled sir , do you  have another card maybe ?"  i am about to curse when i heard that my credit isn't able to pay the necklace, i look around in my wallet but there is nothing !! , i need to call my sister.

"Hey boo , i am sorry that i am late .Uhm please  just use my credit card ." said a girl beside me , i look at her face it is not my sister so who the hell is she ? I don't even know her . While my mind trying to process what just happen in front of my eyes , the shop keeper process the  necklace i bought for nana .

ok calm down , i am trying to remember who is this girl . She has this pretty round face with a long red hair , she is pretty  tall for a girl and from seeing her face she probably younger than me .She wears this sleeveless croptop and a short skirt .
hum maybe thats why the man keep seeing her thighs.

"Ok its done , lets go honey !" she hold my hand and making me go outside the shop .

i am still processing ….

"Who are you ………?" i ask her in horror because i don't remember a name for her.

"ah me… i am joy ." she smile while she shakes my hand.

who is joy …

"Ok i know i have this issue for remembering names and faces , but i can surely say that i don't know you and i think that this is the first time i met you ?"

She smile at me , almost laughing,

"of course today our first time , you wouldn't forget me if its our second time." she said bubbly .

I gasped in shock , what …..so why did she pay my necklace?

"Then why the hell you pay my necklace before ???" i ask histerically.

"Because i simply like you  !" she said with the same tone as before.

"What ?"

She walk closer to me and put beside my ear.

"i like you"
she grins at me .

I am looking at her with disbelieves ."But we just met?"

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Nana

when you love someone , you would trust them more than 100 %.

No doubt ,

at all.

Thats me , i always trust baekhyun more than 100 %

When we date , i always wonder whether he ever like someone else , date someone else or maybe sleep with another girl . But in the end i always trust him and not even dare asking him question.

because i love him

But today , for the first time .

i want to ask him what happen . First of all i want to ask "what the hell happen with him ?" the baekhyun i know would never ever lost his focus when he is at work .

"BAM !"  

"Oh my god krystal ! stop playing with my heart !" i almost scream when krystal suddenly push me from behind .
 
"Omo ono ono what are you thinking off mrs soon to be a bride ? " she asks me .

"No no , i am fine ….. " soojung look at me with worry ,"..I think" i finally said the last two words , i can't lie to soojung really … maybe i could lie to everyone including baekhyun but to soojung ? I can't and i wouldn't dare to do it . "What happen to you ?" she holds my hand ,looking at me .. i look at her in despair.

"Is it about baekhyun earlier ?' she asked with a low voice,almost whispering.

"You know that ? " i asked her , she only nods with guilty face.

"Everyone was talking about it though , everyone was talking about how pale baekhyun face was there ."she whispers to me . "Is he sick ?" she adds

"No….he is alright i guess , its just maybe he is stressed . Argh … i don't know krystal ! " i said desperately .

"It will be all right nana….. you will be . Maybe he is just ……. tired ??" i look at her , "What if it is not ? What if its not all right ? What if … the trust i keep for him is useless ? "

when i am starting to speak my worries , i know … i will cry . I know that.
"Omo…..dont cry , here here " zoo jung hugs me , i don't care if everyone keeps seeing me , i just want to cry.

"Its the first time in forever he had that face soojung ….. what if …"

"ssssh , remember what i told you nana ? do not talk bad things if you don't want it to be happen ." she hugh me tighter .

i shut myself and let myself drowning in krystal hugs.

And then i remember something,

the box i found when i help baekhyun pack his things .The box with T on top of  the box .

I remember when i ask him this box he keeps saying that he doesn't know that box .

The box with letters and ……..

A pregnancy test.

that i always keep for myself .

that i thought , i always thought .

That must be hyeri's , baekhyun sister.