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A good in goodbye.May 2007
"Hey !!! Park Chanyeol !!!! Don't you dare steal my milk !"i yell at him while running towards him ."Catch me if you can !" said Chanyeol while showing the milk to me ."Hei ….Park Chanyeol…ah……you already that tall ! why do steal my milk ..oh …gosh…" i say with my running breath .Its five minutes i run for him already in our school corridor , i run out of breath .Now,i don't think i could chase chanyeol anymore.I stop at the middle our 3rd floor corridor , My asthma makes me stop to chase him .But, like i always did in PE lessons when i stop running ,my heart would pounding faster than usual--I could feel my chest beating so hard .My legs couldn't stand no more , i drop my legs to the floor .
"Nana!!!! Are you okay?" i could hear chanyeol cried wile running to me ."Ah o-okay i guess, uh…"I lied . "No i know you are not , lets go to the nursery , i will hold you ."he beg me and starts holding my hand . "No, oppa ! have you forget that i want you treat me like a normal people , huh ?" i cried. I could see his face looks so afraid , I put my hand on his cheek "Its okay , its normal for me oppa. Trust me ." he sighed a little bit "Okay then ,get up.. break almost over .I will hold you " he hold my hand and i get up hardly . My heart still pounding fast , but i should fake it like it is nothing because i don't want to look like i am weak in front of chanyeol. "This is your milk , drink well okay ?because you are now look like a midget if you walk beside me ."I laugh crazily at his words and punch slowly his arm.
Walking in the corridor with him.
Holding his big hand and drinking banana milk.
There are days that bad , but there are more days that brilliant.
But for me , chanyeol always be the brilliant
His smile..
His eye wrinkles when he laughs ...
His deep voice when he speak..
His habit on sleeping after 2 ..(which makes him always late)
His everything that makes me crazily love him…
I could say that chanyeol is the one who makes my days brilliant and erase the bad days.
Although ,It is a little bit weird sometimes because of his height .He is so tall and when i walk beside him ,i really look like a midget .But recently ,i work out with myself .I drink milk , i go in a gym class and have a personal yoga trainer to make my body longer.This is for park chanyeol ,not because he always mocks my body but simply because i want to look best in front of him.No, of course he doesn't know ,he doesn't know that i do everything for him , But once he asked me why i do all of this things and he said he won't mock me about my height anymore but i insisted that i didn't do this for him . I do this for my self.
It is funny how chanyeol always apologising after jokingly mock me .But when i jokingly mock his ears ,he always said that it is in his genes he can't change that.But then i say that his ears are cute and suits his giant body unlike my weight that is too short --way shorter than him ,he always laughs at this jokes . "No i am just too tall for average people ,you are not short."He said after laughing about my jokes. It is why i like him so much , he never put someone down ..he always bring someone up without dellucinating things .He is just being honest thats all.
"We should go to study tutorial on Inna's house , nana !"he said excited.
But socialising is never been on top of my mind , besides Inna is one of those evil girls in my class.
"I am not invited by her but i think you should go !" i said carelessly .Bottom of my heart would never want this , but chanyeol is social-butterfly ..if i stop him its the same as i cut one of his wings , i know he needs to fly.
"Nana…"chanyeol sighed ,he suddenly stop walking.I sign a "what" face to him hearing him saying that
"Study tutorial isn't about invited or not , everyone is welcomed to study tutorial.You should come , they would love to hear their "1st parallel ranked achiever" friend come to help them study."he said .with a dead serious look.
Come to think about this , maybe i will be okay as long as chanyeol be my side.
Maybe Inna and her friends are getting better in her senior year.
Its chanyeol who want this anyway and i know he want this for me.
I shouldn't hesitate and go for this.
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In na and her friends are really nice to me .
They give me an easy time and makes me so comfortable.
Also they learn so diligently and being so cooperative when we learn things.
Chanyeol is right , its good that i could help them and also making friends with them .
I have been friends only with chanyeol for three years and never ever really close with others in this school.Chanyeol has been insisting me to make friends with others this few months but i am so lazy to make friends because they already made a gang and also i don't think its necessary ,chanyeol is more than enough for me.
But, Inna and her friends are actually really nice and trust me they are real.There are times when people be friends with me and being super-fake-nice just because they want to get close to chanyeol.i could differ them being real or not because experiences.
After finished studying, chanyeol and i finally saying goodbye .As usual he walks me home and holds my hand.
"Nana ,i am so proud of you right now"chanyeol speak up .I look at him ,confused ."Why ?" i asked.He smile at me releasing his hand from mine.And now his hand already fixing my hair . "You finally show the real you in front of your friends ,not just me.And the real you is beautiful."he said .i blushed , i can feel the heat in my cheek hearing his compliment.
"Nana please promise me you would keep this personality forever."
"Why should i ?" i ask curious.
3 years . And its the first time he say forever.
"You should.Its for you and for me ."
I am still confused with what he said but i give the answer fast "I promise,i will..uhm....forever"
If its for him i will do it .
"Good to know that, nana... i know i can always count on you" he said.
And now he is holding my hand again.We walk in silence .None of us talking .Awkward....silence.
It is weird,because usually chanyeol cant keep his mouth closed this long.
So i glance at him a little bit,his face looks hesitant and blank .He wants to say something, i just know it.
Just before i ask a question , he is finally speaking.
"Nana,i am going to America tomorrow."
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