I Love You

Tied To A Child

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Kai swore to me that the day that we would make our blood bond, he would make me feel like the most cherished and loved woman on this planet, hands down. I trusted him completely on that, because when Kai promised something, he would definitely keep it. He wasn’t someone to forget and brush it off easily, and that’s one of the aspect of his character that I loved dearly. Once we had set a date for our blood bond, and when the day arrived, he had clasped my hand like no other, his hazel eyes boring into mine like he was caressing me with his orbs in the most tender and purest way possible. There was no lust in his eyes, just deep affection and something else; something much more deep and meaningful that I couldn’t help but look away with hot cheeks. I felt the silver cord bind our two souls forever, it’s vines twisting and turning as our hearts connected as one. There was a soft snapping echo in my ears, and before I knew it I felt like I had entered into another dimension where everything was much more vibrant, more alive, full of Jongin and Jongin only. I felt his heart beating in my ears, his blood pulsing through his veins and his never-ending emotions tumbling into my bloodstream, like it was himself talking softly in my ears.

It was then that I knew how much he loved me.

Love was too much of a weak word for what he really felt for my entire being.

It was so intense that I gasped, my brown eyes clashing with his in a mutual understanding. He just smiled at me in return and scrambled me over into his arms once our blood had dripped into the holy river, his body igniting flames of desire over my body, sizzling red and hot. I had never been so ready in my life, nor was I ever so sure that I wanted only Jongin’s hands to trace every pattern adorning my body, whether it was a flaw or a good thing.

Around us, all wolves and mates that had assembled for our ceremony clapped in unison, a few hoots and cheers bursting throughout the night air and making a small smile twitch onto my lips. I gripped onto Kai’s shirt with a passion I found unlike my own, looking up to gaze into his beautiful hazel-tinted gaze with a beam upon my face. I must have looked stupid, probably a bit too happy about the fact that we were now mated, but I couldn’t help it. The smile he threw back at me was wide enough to blind me. It was so innocent and filled with the bestest feeling I had ever seen cross Kai’s face.

“I love you” He announced softly, then proceeding to carry me with one hand under my knees and the other around my back, ignoring the catcalls of Chanyeol and Baekhyun as we entered the house as Jongin’s footstep echoed through the walls. I buried my face into the crook of his neck as he climbed towards the stairs, knowing exactly where we were heading. A small part of my mind was screaming a big fat no at the aspect of sealing the deal with my wolf, since I was at a young age and definitely didn’t want to get pregnant yet, even though I loved Jongin to bits, but that sense of love crawling up my spine was enough to push the negative thoughts aside, breaking out of my reverie when my wolf set me down with care onto our bed, the bed we had been sharing for such a long time I wondered exactly how did I even manage to keep my hands to myself.

Jongin’s face leaned into mine, our foreheads touching and us just relishing in the moment of magic that had trapped us in it’s own small world of happiness. My heart was bursting throughout my chest, and I was sure that he could hear it even without reading my thoughts. His eyes held a passionate light, but in parallel gazed at me with loving concern, that made me shiver in delight.

“Are you sure?” Kai asked gently, his velvet alto soothing my insides.

A smirk lifted my lips “Are you being a scared puppy, Kai?” I taunted. I knew this would somehow turn him into the fierce, feral monster he was.

He growled, but still restrained himself when he leaned over to kiss me. His lips, I never noticed it before, how they fit so well against mine, how he would make love to all corners of my mouth before delving in even more and send me flying to outerspace. The kiss was tender, sweet, warm…my arms wrapped around his neck, his cradling my waist like I was made out of porcelain, one of his hands slipping inside my shirt to my skin. The contact made me writhe beneath him, and slowly things got more and more heated.


 

 

Kai’s head was swimming with Sarang, Sarang and only Sarang. Her scent was making him drown, so intoxicating and sweet to him; her touch causing sizzles to rise in goosebumps across his flesh. He had always been craving for her touch, always wanting to lay a hand on her and watching her desirable expressions cross her face, but this intensity of it all left even him breathless for more. That bond they created through the holy water, it wasn’t nothing. Actually, that was the source of all this built up desire at the pit of his stomach. He felt like screaming out at the top of his lungs to the world how much he loved her and yearned for her and desired her.

In the moonlight, she looked so breathtaking, so innocently beautiful that Kai had to grip tightly onto the bed sheets in order not to lose control. Of all things he wanted was to lose his mindset and just pounce on her. Sarang was a fragile being that wasn’t experienced in this world. That was not a reason to take advantage of her.

He pressed another chaste kiss onto , his grip firm onto her waist as he pushed her up onto the bed so that her head was lying back onto the pillows, her gaze hooded with seduction while her parted lips struggled against her breathlessness. Kai swore he had never seen something so innocent and y at the same time. He dove down, his tongue meeting hers in the most passionate of dances as they shared the warmth that melted their bodies together. He fit in between her legs, his hands slowly sliding up her shirt to finally take it away, distracting her with small, chaste kisses onto her lips and across her jaw as she squirmed, not feeling particularly pleased about being exposed.

Kai felt her restlessness, but instead of gazing down at her body like he was yearning to do, he grasped her chin and met her gaze, his eyes passing on a small message that it would be fine and that there was nothing to be afraid of.

“It’s okay, Sarang” He breathed, pecking the corner of her lips. Her own hand tangled into his hair while her eyes reflected her fear of the unknown.

“We can wait, if you’re not ready” He breathed against her earshell. But she quickly rid herself of the thought, holding onto him tighter “No! You’ve been waiting so long..”

“Sarang, It’s your choice. Don’t feel pressured into this” He caressed her cheek, watching it flush pink under his touch.

Instead of replying, she just leaned up and kissed him hard on the lips, leaving the boy astounded by her actions. His eyes were wide and she chuckled at how the fierce wolf had turned into a shocked little kid like someone had stolen his lollipop, he was just too cute for his own good. Her hands amused themselves by trailing down his chest, palming his abs and slowly lifting up his shirt while she continued kissing him with the will of fire that was building inside her veins. Jongin growled in reply and played with her tongue, exploring like he had never done before while he slowly reached out and lifted her off the bed for a fraction of a second, quick enough to remove her bra and toss it at the other end of the room.

A small shriek burst out of Sarang’s lips at the contact of cold air touching her skin, but was soon morphed into a moan when Jongin’s lips peppered kisses all over her right mound, his hand giving equal treatment to it’s other while the girl thrashed weakly underneath him. She had never been touched there, and having Jongin do it so intimately like had been born for this sole reason to do so rendered her crazy as fireworks exploded behind her eyelids at the intensity of it all. Her eyes rolled at the back of her head, her quiet gasps and moans encouraging the boy who trailed his tongue over her and bit it slightly, his ears perking up at the mewl echoing off her lips when her fingers tightened onto his hair. He smiled crookedly; he loved the fact that she was letting out all those sounds because of him and him only. The noises bouncing from were all so purely innocent, so filled with genuine emotion and desire; Jongin loved it all, how she wasn’t as experienced, he didn’t need any of that. He loved her for what she was.

With quick and unsure movements, the rest of their clothes were shed and Sarang couldn’t help but shiver when his toned chest came in contact with hers, the heat rolling off his body in waves crashing onto her flesh and scorching her with a fire of lust that had been pulsing through her veins all along. Jongin kissed her again softly, reassuring her and cradling her like she was made out of glass. She noticed his reticence, the unsure way he kept flickering his eyes down only to trail them upwards again while a blush adorned his cheeks, and a tugging emotion of gratefulness washed over her. She was so lucky to have someone as caring, as loving as Jongin, someone that didn’t want her for her body at all but for her broken patches of soul that he seamed back together.

“Sarang..” he trailed off, not knowing whether to ask if she was ready. After all, it was a bit too late to back out now right? So before easing himself into her, he pressed his forehead onto hers, their noses prodding each other, nuzzling as he kept pecking her face with small kisses in order to distract her from whatever pain that might follow. She let out a small cry; the world was splitting apart, her legs practically aching and begging to stop all this because it was unbearable to her, so painstakingly breaking her that small tears slipped from her eyes and cascaded down her cheeks. Jongin didn’t fail to notice this, and with a hand cupping her face, he tenderly kissed away her tears as the salty tang of it hit his tongue. It took a while to ease himself all the way, seeing how Sarang had a hard time keeping up with the pain, but then she nodded wearily at him, and with a longing, almost slow and seductive , was her first high-pitched scream filled with desire for Jongin, and then everything turned into pink and beautiful and just full of want.

 

That night, they made love.


 

 

The soft sounds of birds aroused me out of the deep sleep, eyes cracking open reluctantly only to be greeted with a muscular, tanned chest. I blinked, memories from last night recollecting back into the deep slumber of my mind as everything clicked into place, and I almost squirmed out loud from remembering exactly what had we been doing and how we had fallen asleep.

Yes, , no doubt.

Just the thought of it sent me blushing down to my toes like a fire truck. I noticed, although wth a huge amount of effort, that I was indeed and I thanked the gods for that blanket covering me, for otherwise I wouldn’t know how to face Jongin. Lucky for me, he was still sleeping with soft snores rumbling from deep within his chest. I tried not to giggle as I extracted myself out of his grasp.

I had nearly succeeded when the warmth of his arms laced themselves back around my middle, causing me to squeak loudly when I landed back into the canopy of his embrace, his jaw planted firmly on my head so that I was stuck in that awkward hug he was giving me, cheeks red like fire blazing across the forest.

But nothing could beat his deep, y-as-hell morning voice, all hoarse and rough “Where are you going?”

I shivered, blinking “N-Nowhere, I was just trying to-“

“Get away from me?” He leaned down to nibble onto my ear as I gasped, pulling away from him but getting restrained by his arms around my waist.

“Y-Yah Jongin-“ I mewled when his hand flattened across my stomach to caress the flesh, wriggling away in vain. He was just too strong for me, especially since he was a wolf.

He chuckled in response, pecking my lips chastely while my eyes widened, under shock.
“W-What are you doing?” I stammered, looking at his face full of love and affection. He was practically shining from inside out.

“Kissing you” and he kissed me again, deeply and passionate while his tongue found mine, a soft moan escaping me and getting muffled by his lips when he caressed my tongue with his.

‘Yah!” I pulled away, trying to put on my fiercest glare.

But he just laughed and pulled me in, pressing another kiss to my temple “I love you”

I smiled despite him being overly affectionate, snuggling into his embrace “I love you too” 

 


HOW WAS IT HOW WAS IT HOW WAS IT OMGGGGG OMGFFFGGGGGGG I DID IT FIALLY THE CHAPTER. ORZ, SUCH A FAIL GAWD DON'T LOOK AT ME NOW IMMA HIDE BEHIND A DOOR BECAUSE IMMA BLUSH LIKE HELL GAWD *Goes crying and banging her head with the door*

So so so so so crappy at scenes, it's my first try ok? >< Gosh, I couldn't write that in one sitting I just had to close my laptop due to reasons *cough* blushing and hyperventilating like hell *cough*. 

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Iminthezone #1
J-jacob?
aegyo_bom
#2
Chapter 26: OH CONGRATS!! glad to see you're doing well!
bubblegum-
#3
Chapter 20: They're cute together :(
nsksyu77
#4
Will start reading your story
mrsfrost21
#5
Chapter 20: Sooooo cutee ;)
_haneulee
#6
Chapter 20: The story is overall cute! Lol I loved it so much although tbh I'm not much fan of wolf boy AU (especially the mate part) but I really enjoyed reading this one. Please continue writing! I hope to read more KaiOC fics from you in the future. Hwaiting! (^∇^)
Mingxjong #7
Chapter 5: heol daebak the fluffiness is killing me
Baekhyun_MirMi
#8
I love the story. Jongin is soo passionate. They are adorable ♪ ♬ ヾ(´︶`♡)ノ ♬ ♪
Lolypop123 #9
Chapter 24: Jongin is lovely in here ;3
JackieZ #10
Chapter 20: I loved this story!! It was so adorable OH MY FEELINGS!!!
It was really nice to read this story, not to much side plots or anything. Just a cute werewolf lovestory!!
Great job author-nim!!