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Jaejoong’s POV

My heart was thumping so hard in my chest as watch _______-ah read what I wrote,

I finally to confessed her what I felt,
and now I feel like my heart would stop in anxiousness any minute as she looked into my eyes,

I was hesitant to confess to her at first,
not because I was afraid that she would reject me.

but instead, I was more afraid that IF she would accept me,

... is it okay for her if her boyfriend can’t talk?

What would her parents say?

I was used to people making fun of my disability for the past year, but what about _______-ah?

I know that I drift into self pity sometimes,

and I knew that my depression hurts her too.

And I don’t want to hurt her,

but I don’t want to lie to myself too and keep reminding myself that I cant fall for her.

....I love her too much…

She looked straight into my eyes and there was no point of hiding my self insecurity now,

I know by now she knew what I was feeling,

So I gaze at her with hopeful eyes and waited for her to say something.

I was waiting for her to speak, maybe to tell me

“ I’m sorry Jaejoong-ah…but I cant have a boyfriend who cant talk…

Can we just be friends?”

I know _____-ah is not like that, and I knew that it would hurt me like hell if she said those words…

But still-

My thoughts were interrupted when she flung herself into my arms and embraced me tightly.

I was shocked but a little later,

I embrace her back and felt my whole body relax at the closeness of her body with mine,

I inhale the sweet scent of her hair and I heard the her say the words that made all my fears go away.

“I love You too.. Jaejoong oppa…so much…”

I hear her whisper and my heart burst with joy,

The insecurity that I was felling was erased as I hear her simple words.

Those words meant the world to me…

Tears of happiness falling from both of our eyes,

Now, I was sure that she loves me, even if I’m mute….

She loves me!

_______-ah loves me!

I wanted to fly if I could, the happiness was so overwhelming!

I lifted her up and twirled her around gently,

______-ah squealed in happiness and after a while I lean my forehead against hers to stare deeply into her eyes…

‘saranghae…’

I mouthed to her and she smiled.

“I love you to oppa…”

We both stayed there for awhile, just enjoying our new found love.

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