Silent Feelings
Voiceless...The Story of Our Love
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You were silent on your way to Jaejoong’s house.
You were still sad for yunho, he told you he loves you but you rejected him…
*You couldn’t force yourself to love someone you don’t, right?*
You thought…and sighed.
Maybe someday he would find someone that would deserve his love. You prayed.
You made it to jaejoong’s house and when his maids opened the door, you were politely greeted his butler Mr. Lee, he smiled at you and you tried to smile back.
You made it upstairs where jaejoong is waiting .
You entered his room and saw him laying face down on his bed…
He was sleeping.
You walked closer and sat on the side of the bed, gazing at his sleeping figure.
When you saw his beautiful face sleeping serenely you instantly had the sudden urge to touch his face, and so you did.
You pushed some hair that was covering his closed eyes and he smiled in his sleep as he felt your hand his cheek.
You didn’t wasn’t to stop touching his face just yet so you continued to his cheeks then moving up to caress his soft hair, then down again to his smooth cheeks…
then suddenly his hand moved and caught yours.
You were startled but you didn’t pull your hand away.
Slowly he opened his eyes and gazed at you…
He smiled softly.
You felt your heart flutter at how he looked, his eyes are still a bit dazed from sleep but his gaze was so soft and solely directed at you…
It made you feel like you were the only one that exists in his world.
You blushed and looked away, your heart still frantically beating.
*Am I really in-love with him?...should I tell him how I feel?...but…what if…he doesn’t feel the same way?*
Them the sudden thought of sadness and fear came through you as you realize that there is a possibility that he doesn’t love you back.
And… just thinking of that possibility…hurt you…
Then you suddenly remembered Yunho…
He must feel worst…then you started feeling sad again.
Jaejoong noticed that you were looking away from him and avoiding his gaze so he sat up and faced you.
He slowly lifted your chin and gazed in your eyes.
He saw that you were on the verge of crying and so he held your face softly with both of his hands and looked at you
“what’s wrong?” he mumbled.
You read his lips and saw his concern towards you so you smiled a little and shook your head,
“nothing”
You lied.
Jaejoong still didn’t look convinced but he decided to let it go, he didn’t want to force you into telling him anything if you do not want too.
So he just gave you a smile and pulled you down on the bed with him
as both of you laid he held you in his arms and you used his broad chest as a pillow.
You were overwhelmed at you closeness but at the same time your heart feels like it would burst with joy, you felt so happy and safe in his arms.
You instantly fell asleep in his arm as he your hair with his hand.
Jaejoong looked down at your sleeping face and he smiled
.*I love you ________*
He thought and leaned down to softly kissed your forehead.
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