i still got a few comments from the last chapter....
sad....hmmmmm....
Yunho's past would be mentioned here.....
hope you like it,

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Wait a minute

Just hear me out.

There's so much I wanna say now

I just wanna make a life with you...

There's so much I wanna do now...

Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine...

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Yunho watched as the two of you and Jaejoong broke apart from the kiss,

he could feel his heart shatter inside his chest as he tried not to cry,

He knows that you and Jaejoong were close now and he also knew that things would probably end up with you two being together,

It’s just that… he couldn’t stop himself watching you,
even from afar, even if you were always with jaejoong.

He would watch over you,

observe you…

he felt like a stalker and a masochist because even though it kills him to see you with another guy...

He would endure the pain…just to see your beautiful smiling face…

“I’m really pathetic”

He didn’t know how he ended up walking in the streets…

it was already dark, he left after seeing you kiss Jaejoong and smile happily at him…

He sat on an empty park bench and he could see some guys from his gang skateboarding in the park,

they gave him recognition seeing as he was one of the gang leaders and he tried to compose himself and build up the tough exterior he shows on the outside…

Even though his heart was broken badly…

He just sat there and closed his eyes ,

he didn’t know how long, when he gazed up at his clock it was already 10 pm and the people in the park were long gone…

he was all alone…

And now, he couldn’t stop his tears from falling,

they feel freely down his handsome face as he did not bother to wipe them away…

*it hurts…so much…________-ah…I love you so badly*

He thought as his tears continued to fall.

It never occurred to him that he JUNG YUNHO, a bully,
A gang leader, a tough, manly guy would cry over and go all emo for a girl like this…

He has been through a lot in his life, losing his parents at a young age…

Working in the streets to survive…

doing whatever it takes just to get by everyday,

Even as far as stealing from other people.

It was until he was twelve when his only relative,
his dad’s sister that was recently widowed took him in,

she never had a child and like him…she was alone
So they took care of each other,
even if they were poor, she tried her best to give Yunho a better life…

working hard to afford his schooling.

He didn’t want to go to school at first, in fact, he hated it… that’s why he bullied other kids but that was until you transferred 2 years ago…

He could still remember as he was about to punch a kid straight in the face when he first had a glance at your face..

you were walking on the hallway seeming lost, he had never seen anyone as beautiful as you…
he immediately fell in love with you…after that, his habit of watching you started, when you go home he would make sure that you got home safely…

he never told you how he feels because he was too afraid to get hurt again,
but right now, he regrets it, he wished he should have risked it and placed his heart on the line and told you how he feels…

because seeing you kiss another guy hurt far worst…his fragile heart was torn to pieces...

but he still didn’t want to let you go…

he wouldn’t give up just yet, not until he hears it from you that you love jaejoong…

slowly stopping his tears, he gathered himself up and breathed deeply…

he opened his eyes and now, there was a trace of determination on his sad eyes…

he hoped…maybe…

maybe tomorrow would be different…

maybe tomorrow his heart wouldn’t hurt so much anymore…

maybe…

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awwwwwwww sad.... i like to torture yunho!!!!hahaha!!!
just kidding, i have somethinh up for him, Wait for that to happen guys!!!!!!!

please comment!!!!!

<3 RED BIRD