hey people i'm backkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaahh!!!!it's so nice to update again!
gosh,,
after the exams,,, im finally free!!!!!hahaha!!!!!

but...why are my readers not commenting on the previous chapters??????
hey, please comment!!!!!!!

oh, BTW, we will now take a break from yunho and the upcoming chapters are mainly back to you and jaejoong!!!!yes,

haha...so for those of you who understands(i think most of you probably will).....SA WAKAS!!!!ETO NA!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHA!!!!

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this is a poem i found online(credits to the owner!)
i just think that sharing this would be worth it,,,as well as it kinda matches this chapter,so yeah...the poem is really nice :)

This is what I feel.

I think it needs to be said

The truth about my past plays over in my head

I never thought my heart could ever feel this pain

I never though that love could drive a man insane

I held on forever, but no one really cared

Held on to feelings, that wasn't even there

Things go wrong in life and you don't know what to do

But my life made a change on the day that I met you

Things are now going back to what they were before

Cause I found the answer to what I've been looking for

It's not about arguing and fighting, being right or wrong

It's about friendship and love, respect and being strong

Now that you're here, I'll cherish each moment to the end

Cherish the first kiss when you became more than a friend

When we talked about the stars,

I knew we'd be together

And just like an endless sky, a new love could last forever

I won't forget the time when you whispered in my ear goodnight

My heart is counting every minute ?till I can hold you tight

Every moment you're not here, makes me think of what to do
So I wont lose what my soul,

has grown to feel for you

This is my confession, but I feel that there's more to be done

To prove my heart is true and you'll always be number one

I'm sorry I can't describe exactly what I'm trying to say

But for now my simple poem will help show you the way ....

really nice:)
on with the chapter!
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You and Jaejoong was in his house doing homework,
you two were on the living room,
sitting on the floor when you remembered that you have left your history book in Jaejoong’s room the night before so you stood up and went for it,

When you reached the staircase,
you were about to go up and you saw Jaejoong coming down.

You both stopped.

then you smiled at him and moved to the side so that you cold go up,
Jaejoong abruptly held your wrist and you looked at him in confusion.

“I’ll get it”

Jaejoong mumbled.

You shook your head and smiled.

“no…it’s okay, I’ll get it”

Then he turned his head sideways and looked down on the floor.

You eyed him curiously

“what’s wrong?”

You asked,

concerned and when you tried to look into his eyes he immediately avoided your gaze and hid his face,
you noticed that his face was a little red.

*why is he blushing?*

Jaejoong shook his head and mouthed

‘nothing’

You decided to let it go and just smile,

then slowly, you peeled Jaejoong’s hand away from your wrist.

He complied slowly,

When you reached Jaejoong’s door you had a strange felling that you couldn’t name.

Shrugging, you opened the door.

Then you gasped.

Inside Jaejoong’s room, the lights were off but what made your breath stop a while is the view of lit candles scattered around the room giving it a soft and romantic feel, his roomed smelled of roses and there was soft music playing in the background.

You felt your heart thunder in your chest.

*what’s happening?*

Slowly, you followed the sound of the soft music and walked towards the Jaejoong’s balcony…

More roses were scattered around the place, then you found on the small table the notebook you gave Jaejoong it was opened,

Your hand trembled as you slowly reached for the notebook.

Slowly, you took it and read what was written

_______-ah…,

''A lot of things happened to me in the past,

I was always sad and alone,

And when I lost my hopes when I lost my voice…

I had nothing left…

But then you came into my life,

Your heart trembled in anxiousness as you continued to read what Jaejoong has written

“…You were the angel that stopped me from fighting Yunho,

you were the one that cheered me up when I was down…

you were the encouragement that I needed when I was

doubting myself…

and now…

I believe…no…I KNOW, that day, when I first met you….

….I met the girl who now owns my heart…’’

I love you _______-ah….

…and now that you know how I feel,

I just wish that you would accept my feelings for you.

You don’t know how badly I wish I could tell you how much

I love you,

If only my voice would allow me to…

I would say “I love You…every moment, every chance that I could get.

…but, I cant tell you that, I could only write those words here,

in this notebook you gave me…

I love you…

Saranghae…

I love you…

Even if I fill this notebook with those three words I know it still wouldn’t be enough…

You felt your heart would explode out of your chest any minute as you read the last lines of what Jaejoong wrote.

*he loves me!...he feels the same way!*

You thought as joy flodded your heart,

you stare at the notebook,

read the words again and again to make sure that everything isn’t just a dream and you would wake up any minute,

But then you heard footsteps behind you and you turned around to see Jaejoong looking straight In your eyes,

You gasped at what you saw,

In his eyes were so much love and tenderness,

but the way he was looking at you.

You knew that there was something he was trying to hide,
he tried so hard to hide the emotions in his eyes,

but then seeing that you could always read what he was thinking…

you knew what it was…

Uncertainty.

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HE LOVES YOU TOO!!!!!!!!!
haaaaah,,,after all this time...tsk....and now he is unsure if you would accept him...willyou????:)

please comment!!!!!did you like it????