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Alone in your mind, waiting for the sun to shine

Alone in your mind, waiting for the sign that its time

To break free from the words that hold you down

To escape from the feeling you are lost and can’t be found

Don’t hide your face, you cannot erase

The pain that stays in your eyes

Lay down your guard, show them who you are

Behind your disguise...

-Your Disguise
by James Greenspun

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3-7BwhUqvA

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After that incident you had in the hallway things had been back to normal except that Jaejoong has changed a little,
The playful attitude he always had was gone instead he became a little more reserved, and he gazes out the window and the sad expression on his face was back again…

*he has those same eyes when first got here…he looks Lonely….*

You asked him what’s wrong so many times but he just smiled a little and shrugged.

He tried to hide his sadness from you but still,you could see through his disguise.

JaeJoong’s P.O.V

For the third time this week ____-ah asked me what’s wrong with me, I just shrug wrote nothing on our notebook, but I know she doesn’t buy it…

Honestly, I feel…sad, after what happened in the hallway a week ago I was fine, I

was starting to feel at ease here with ____-ah at my side and o thought that the students here are starting to accept me.

But I was wrong.

They still think that I am that pathetic boy who lost his voice and now needs his own personal tour guide to survive high school.

It’s like… reality suddenly slapped me hard in the face.

Telling me that they could not accept me. My disability.

But you know what hurts the most???

When they were holding me back and picking on ____-ah
Was the fact that I couldn’t even protect her from those bastards.

I felt worthless,

My only friend trying to stand up for me…and there I was, just standing there like a moron.

Even if I didn’t want to admit it, I was glad that stupid Yunho butted in and scared those thugs away.

Even though I try to hide it… I realize that… _______-ah doesn’t deserve a worthless guy like me to have as a friend.

And that was what’s making me sad.

*I couldn’t be enough for her*

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posche14 - Thanks!!!Yunho will be sweeter on the next chapter!!

lost_dream -thank you for your awesome comment!!!!...here is a little view on Jaejoong's feelings!!, and on the following chapters Yunho's feelings would be explored a little more and the story intensifies! i hope You woul stay tuned to this story untill that happens! thank you!

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i'll post the next one as fast as i get new comments, though this story has only a few readers....*sad*...
i only get a few comments on every chapter,

eventhough ...I want to continue this even if there are only a few readers....

but for those who are reading this and supports the story...Thank you and if you love Yunho here....
WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERS!!!! i promise you won't be dissapointed!!!!

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