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You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

Love is like falling down...

in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

You're the one who broke my heart,

you're the reason my world fell apart,

you're the one who made me cry,

yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring you back,

I know because I've tried,

neither would a million tears,

I know I've cried.

Wanting her is hard to forget,

loving her is hard to regret,

losing her is hard to accept,

but even with all the hurt I've felt,

letting go is the most painful yet.

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Yunho found himself walking his way to your locker,
he wasn’t able to sleep the whole night thinking of you.

And… now, he had decided to finally confess his feelings for you…

*today I’ll tell ______-ah I Love her*

He decided.

But seeing that you weren’t there,

he decided that he would confess at lunch.

Slowly, he made his way to his classroom and just got ready for class.

During lunch, he followed you to your secret place and his heart fell as he saw Jaejoong there, on the bench sitting waiting for you.

*of course he would be there…why _______-ah? Why did you bring Jaejoong there and not me?*

Yunho thought sadly.
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After classes.

You were walking absentmindedly as you were on your way to jaejoong’s house,
you decide to go home first so that you could change from your uniform
Then suddenly you bumped into something and you fell back, but then, you felt strong arms encircle your waist as to try to pull you up so you wouldn’t fall…

Realizing that it was not a something but a someone you looked up and saw Yunho’s face inches away from yours.

You pulled away from him

“I-I’m sorry Yunho-shii, I wasn’t paying looking ahead…sorry”

you apologized.

“Aniyo…it’s okay ____-ah”

he smiled as he scratched his head in embarrassment

*why are you so nervous now Yunho????this is your chance!!!*

He thought to himself.

“U-ummm..can we talk ______-ah?”

he asked.

“I’m sorry Yunho-shii, I have to go somewhere”

you politely told him

“it-it wont take long…I Promise”

he said softly

And you couldn’t help but agree since he lookedat you with those hopeful eyes.

“okay…sure yunho-shii”

He lead you to the park and both of you sat on one of the benches there.

From a far you could see couples walking by, holding hands,
other people busy walking around and some group of rebel looking teens that was skateboarding.

Both of you sat in silence for a few minutes before you broke it

“so??...what do you want to talk about yunho-shii?’

You asked politely as you gave him a smile. You noticehim tense up as his face started to blush.

“what is it yunho-shii?...is there a problem??...you look a little…red”

You remarked then his expression turned serious as he looked at you

He took a deep breath to calm his breathing

“_______-ah…ever since you came to my school those years ago… I have always felt drawn to you…

...I-I Love you ______-ah”

He spoke softly and you gasped.

You weren’t expecting him to confess to you…you always thought of him as just a friend and nothing else….

you wanted to ask him if he was joking but the sincerity in his soft brown eyes wasn’t anywhere near lying…

“Yu-Yunho-shii…”

you whispered

Now that he told you his feelings it made you realize yours…what do you feel?

Then a sudden image of Jaejoong’s smiling face filled your thoughts

*jae…*

It was so clear now…

*t was Jaejoong your in-love with…but…what does jaejoong feel?*

You thought and then you thought of yunho,
the guy in front of you giving you a nervous anf hopeful expression,

He was the one of the school bullies and rumored gangster but he had always been nice to you,

he even saved you from those bullies a long time ago
And now he told you he loves you…

But, you love someone else…

“I-I’m sorry…yunho-shii…I-I don’t feel the same way..I love someone else…I’m sorry”

You spoke sadly as you saw his eyes change,

from hopeful they suddenly turned unreadable and you felt even more awful

*I Hurt him*

Then Yunho closed his eyes and took a deep breath

*It’s Jaejoong right?”

he asked and you gasped was it that obvious

Smiling sadly at him you answered

“yes…it’s jaejoong…I’m really sorry Yunho-shii…”

You apologized again and slowly, he opened his eyes and tried his best and gave you a courageous smile

“no need to be sorry ______-ah…it-its okay…just…just be happy…”

he said

And you smiled at his acceptance as you try to hold back your tears,
but it was useless as you felt them falling down your soft cheeks.

“thank you…for understanding yunho-shii…and I’m really sorry..”

you apologized again as you cry softly,

it hurt you to break his heart like this but you can’t lie to what you were feeling.

“hey now ______-ah, don’t cry okay…I said it’s okay and I want you to be happy…not cry like this”

he joked as he smiled.

Finally you smiled too and stood up

“okay…”

“you should be going now ________-ah, sorry if I have delayed you”

he teased

“bye.yunho-shii…”

you said and started to walk away from him

“goodbye ______-ah”

yunho whispered as he couldn’t stop the tears falling from his eyes anymore…

It broke his heart as he pretended to be okay in front of you.

It was impossible to describe the hurt he was feeling right now,

besides his aunt,you were the only girl-no Person he ever loved and it hurt him, much more than he could say that you weren’t feeling the same way.

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heartbreaking isn't it?????
by the way, the poem in the beginning isn’t mine... i found it somewhere so credits to whoever owns that poem!!!!thank you!!!!LOL!!!!!.....

The hospital that i was going to ,because of my duty,was caught on fire yesterday so today I have a free time!!

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