Love Doesn’t come

It is a middle of a night as I see you again. There you are, in the middle of the crowd, watching the stars above us. I stare at you. I must look scary and horrifying, but to me, you are the most beautiful phenomenon ever.

I raise my head above and watch the same sight as you. God, how much I wish that morning never comes. I want you to be mine. This is all familiar, but still the empty, invisible, tears cover my face as I think about my stupid shy character.

When I look back at you, you have disappeared.

I feel lost.

“Where are you?” I call but you won’t be able hear it even if you are next to me.

Maybe the one I love isn’t there.

Maybe he isn’t real.

Love doesn’t come, that is what my mother always says, you need to search the one you desire, she adds.

I look at the crowded area you had been earlier. I see a flash of you and your brown hair. I know you haven’t vanished fully. I smile and step closer. Love doesn’t come as if my heart is all alone. I leave to search for you. Because I know you are as alone as I am. You have no one…just like me…you are searching for that someone.

If you aren’t the one, I will die.

I call you in my head, but you cannot hear.

You have deserted me.

I call you even though I am tired.

I know now that you have wanted a dark night. Even though it’s such a late regret, now, in just one day and in one moment, you can now see I have thrown away my greed and forgotten.

I reach my hand and I brush your shoulder.

You turn around and look at me baffled, before you blink your eyes and flash a smile.

“If it isn’t you,” I panted tiringly. “I will die.” 

A/N

It's so hard to take this song seriously after JJ oppa's poem. XD 

But gosh, I love this so much. 

Might have part 2 someday. 

I dunno. XD