Donghae

We all sat at one huge table. Plenty of bulgogi dishes sat on the table.

Am I the only person over here who wasn't actually one of her friends?

Everyone, excluding Jaejoong and Miyoung, glared at me as if I were an outsider.

It made me feel guilty.

Was I really that mean to Miyoung?

"Oppa~" She said, elbow nudging me on the arm.

"Oh-- yeah?"

"You should eat," She smiled, "Keep healthy!"

"Oh... Okay." I mumbled, looking down at the delicious plates.

They all looked so good that I couldn't even decided which would fulfill my hunger.

I looked around and noticed that the tall girl was eating like a pig. 

Aish, no wonder she choked the last time.

But in a way, it reminded me of Yoona.

She use to eat a lot. 

I remember back when we were kids, that one day, she ate so fast but it resulted in her choking.

Back then, I panicked and didn't know what to do--

Aish. She's gone, why am I even thinking about her?

I nudged Jaejoong, who was sitting to my left, "Yah, hyung, can you tell me who's who?"

"Oh, okay." He smiled, "That short girl's name is Kim Taeyeon--"

"Is she like Miyoung's best friend?"

"Yeah, they've been friends since they were children. Wooyoung was also--"

"Yeah. Yeah." I grumbled, "Okay, so who's that tall girl?"

"That's Choi Sooyoung."

"Why does she eat so much?!"

"I don't know?"

"Uhm... Tell me her other friends names."

"The girl who looks expressionless is Jessica."

"Expressionless?"

"Yeah," He laughed, "Oh and the girl that looks like your girlfriend is Yuri."

"What? She doesn't look like Yoona--" I paused and took a good look at her, "Eerrr. Yeah. Okay, whatever. Who else?"

"The really pretty girl over there," He said pointing, "That's BoA, she's an upperclassman. In fact, she graduated last school year."

"Awww," I said in an aegyo voice, nudging him on the arm, "You and BoA would make a cute couple~"

"Yeah..." He pouted, "I've always liked her. But she might think it's stupid since I'm a year younger than her..."

"Aww, I smiled, "It's okay~"

I watched as Miyoung stood up from her chair. My eyes followed Miyoung and zoned out whatever Jaejoong was saying to me.

I quickly looking away as I noticed who she was walking up to.

Aish.

I tried to act like I didn't care and continued talking to Jaejoong; avoiding myself from staring at them.

Wooyoung

"Oppa," Miyoung smiled, walking up to me.

She finally called me Oppa!

Success!

A smile appeared on my face.

"How was it like being in America?"

"It was great," I blushed.

The last time when she first saw me after all of those years, she never once asked me how America was.

Hearing these words made me happy.

"That's good! Did you meet any American girls?" She nudged me.

"Errr," I laughed, "Nope. I already have my eyes set on someone."

"Aww," She smiled, "Who is it?"

"Secret~"

"Aww! I wanna know!" She whined.

"You will one day," I smiled, rubbing her head.

Donghae

"So uhm, who's that girl?" I asked, pointing my chin to her.

"That's Seohyun." He laughed, "You see those two guys over there?" He signaled for me to look.

"The one with the orangey colored hair is Leeteuk, he's the boyfriend of Taeyeon. & The guy with the dark brown hair is Kyuhyun, he's Seohyun's boyfriend."

"Ahh, I see," I said, "So this is all of Miyoung's friends?"

"Pretty much, but don't forget Wooyoung--"

"Yeah. Yeah." I mumbled. My eyes seemed to trace back to Miyoung and Wooyoung; who loudly laughed together. 

Aish.

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Wow, Miyoung sure has a lot of friends. They all look sincere and that they're there for her.

I looked around the room as everyone would give Miyoung love, presents, and hugs.

To be honest, I don't know who my real friends are.

Sure, it may look like I have a lot of friends. But I bet they just want to be my friend because of my money.

When it comes down to it; If I were to get in a car accident, 1/4 of my friends would show up.

Miyoung must have a really sincere heart.

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"Oppa~"

My eyes suddenly opened.

Did I actually fall asleep?

"What-- what happened?"

"For a moment, you passed out." Miyoung said, worriedly.

Why is she worried? ... We barely even met ...

"Oh--" I paused, "I did?"

"Yeah..." She mumbled, "You must be really tired."

Not tired, but stressed.

I looked around the room to see that all of the food was gone.

"What?!" My eyes widened, "What happened to the food?!"

"Sooyoung ate most of it~"

"Aish," I grumbled, "I didn't even get to eat."

My eyes wandered around the place. No one was around.

"Where's everyone?"

"They all left a couple of minutes ago..." She laughed, "You were passed out for a while and I've been trying to wake you up."

"Why-- Why'd you stay here with me?"

"Because I didn't want to leave you behind~" She giggled.

She's... So nice.

My cheeks began to turn pink, "Aish. I'm so hungry." 

"I didn't eat much either, do you want me to treat you?"

"What--" I stuttered, "No it's fine!"

"It's okay, I don't mind!" 

"I'm fine!"

Her stomache suddenly grumbled and not long after, mine did as well.

"I'll pay for the meal," She laughed.

"But you don't have any money--"

"I do," She smiled, "A few gifts had money hidden in them~~~"

People actually give money to people through gifts?!

What the-- That's never happened to me before!

"Are-- Are you sure you want to spend it on me?"

"Of course!"

She's actually willing to spend it on me?

That's... So nice so nice of her.

I don't think my dad or any of my friend's would ever use their money on me...

This was a first.

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The day seemed to zoom by quickly.

We both ate a sandwich shop and talked about ourselves.

Of course, I had to make up stories about us; how we were good friends and such...

Damnit, each lie I told her made me feel guilty.

What would happened if she actually found out how much of an I was to her before?

Would she turn back to the weak, sad Miyoung?

Aish. Why should I even care? ...

So much has happened today, I need a break. 

When I arrived home, I flopped on my bed and looked up at the ceiling.

Yoona popped into my head.

I closed my eyes and thought thought about the memories we've both created in the last 7 months of dating.

But then Miyoung would somehow pop into my head.

I remembered how we first met and how rude I was to her; humiliating her in front of the whole school, causing her to constantly be in pain.

'Just go along with it.'

'Slolwy, she'll regain her memory. You can't force the truth on her. If you do, you'll hurt her brain.'

She's going to find out sooner or later. 

Damnit. What'll happen when she does find out?