First Time

A Thousand Fireflies

*Jaejoong’s POV*

 

A sheet of jealousy wrapped around my aching heart as I glanced at Hyun-Ae and Yoochun at the corner of my eyes. My mind’s been floating freely up in the air. It has been preoccupied with my thoughts of her. How I wish I could take over Yoochun’s place even for just a brief moment. Be the one who’s been cuddling, kissing and making her smile. But those smiles weren’t meant to be mine, cause she already have someone else beside her. If only I had met her earlier, then things would probably turn out in favor of my side.

 

`Aish! Jaejoong! What the hell are thinking?` I mentally slapped myself as few times to shake those thoughts off my head. `I have Tiffany beside me! She’s the ONE destined for me! I shouldn’t be pondering anyone else besides her!` I screamed loudly at the back of my mind, persistently engraving each and every word so I wouldn’t miss a singe strand of thought.

 

I drifted back to reality when I saw a hand waving at my face. “Boo, are you okay?” Tiffany asked as she ran a finger on my cheek. “Y-Yeah…” I stammered as I couldn’t add another word to make my response a bit longer.

 

Unsatisfied with my brief reply, she said “You’ve been blankly staring for 15 minutes Boo…what were you thinking?” She held the back of my neck and teased it lustfully with her fingertips. I flinched a bit by her sudden filthy act. I pried her hand off my neck and gave her a disappointed look. She stepped back with her arms crossed around her chest. “What is wrong with you?” She scowled enough to get other’s attention. I smiled at them, assuring that it was just a petty argument and they could all resume from what they’re previously doing. I sighed deeply when they seemed to comprehend my body language. My eyes shifted back to the annoyed face of Tiffany. I tried to place my hand above her shoulders but she kept on brushing it off. “There’s nothing wrong with me!” I clearly stated. “Then why are you acting so cold lately?” She backfire me with another question.

 

“I am not….” I uttered firmly.

 

“Yes you are! It started ever since you transferred to this school…” Her voice went even louder this time. We earned a ‘keep quiet’ gesture from the other people in the class and I could also see Hyun-Ae‘s eyes turning on our direction. Our eyes met but Hyun-Ae quickly looked away.

“This isn’t the right time and place for this…let’s talk about it some other time, okay?” I whispered to her ear, trying to calm her bursting emotions. But knowing Tiffany, she’s going to insist it….and I was right.

 

“NO! We have to settle this now!” She shouted angrily. “ Jaejoong, are you cheating on me?” I was stunned. ‘Cheating? Damn, she dared to speak that word on me? Who was cheating on whom in the first place? I knew that Tiffany’s dating guys other than me. And though she’s aware that I knew what she’s been doing behind my back…she never heard me complained…not a single word. And now she’s getting so furious because she thinks I’m doing the same thing that she does? She’s really getting on my nerves! If only, she wasn’t there that NIGHT, I could have broken our ties a long time ago! But because I owe her a lot, that’s why I’m staying by her side.

 

She continuously nagged and cursed me with all her strength. Her arms start hitting my upper body and I couldn’t do anything else to stop her. So I cupped her face harshly and pulled her to a mind blowing kiss. She struggled at first but I held her tight, sending message that there is no way to escape. Her previously tense shoulders softened few seconds after. Then she kissed me back and even pulled me closer to deepen the lip lock.

 

*End of Jaejoong’s POV*

 

*Your POV*

 

My body froze from our unexpected meeting of vision. But Yoochun’s hand kept me warm enough to understand what’s going on around us. I didn’t have to look back to see that Tiffany and Jaejoong are making out inside the class. Luckily, the teacher on our last class has to attend an important meeting upstairs. If she was here, then this couple would have been given disciplinary actions.

 

*DING* *DING* *DING*

 

The school bell rang signaling us that the school is over. Too bad, I still have to spend hours to help Jaejoong cope up with the lessons. I wonder how long I would be able to stand his presence. `Aish! Hyun-Ae~ah!  Just bear with it ‘til the tuition is over! You’ll be fine!` I mumbled to myself.

 

“Babe….” Yoochun uttered as he helped me stood up.

 

“Hmmm?” I was taken aback when he leaned his face closer and waggled the tip of his nose to mine. A blush crept my cheeks. “Is there something wrong?” I managed to utter a word though our lips were too close. I could feel his breath slithering my face which made me blush even more.

 

“I love you…” He whispered softly with his forehead now resting onto mine. Then he planted a sweet kiss on my lips. A smile appeared at the corner of my mouth. “I love you too…” I answered back. He pulled me to his embrace. I could feel that something’s bothering him but I never tried to delve any further cause I’m afraid of what might happen. “I love you more than you know…” His lips brushed on my hair with his nose sniffing my scent.

 

“YAH! PARK YOOCHUN! Are you alright?” I broke the seemingly endless hug and place my palm on his forehead and the other one onto my forehead, comparing both temperatures.

 

He chuckled. “Babe, I’m not sick…” He pinched my nose lightly. “Can’t I be sweet with my girlfriend even for five minutes only?”

 

“Aish! Just checking if you have a fever…” I pouted cutely. Then he pecked my lips again.

 

“Hyun-Ae, gotta go!” Soo Young waved a hand at me.

 

“Bye! Take care!” I smiled at her. “YOU take care!” She hissed. I knew what she’s been trying to imply. I glared at her. She just laughed in return and said “Call me later!” before she stepped outside the room which left the four of us alone in one room.

 

I broke the awkward silence first. I stretched my arms and yawned. “Okay! Let’s get this over and done! Jaejoong~sshi, follow me…” I took my bag and he complied without saying a word.

 

“WAIT!” Yoochun placed his arms across my waist snuggling me from behind. “Call me when you’re done…I’ll walk you home…” I nodded. “Okay…”

 

“I’m going to miss you…” He said sweetly then pecked my cheek. “Tiffany, get your things…let’s go!” He ordered.

 

“Park Yoochun~sshi!” I squinted my eyes then mouthed “Be a GOOD BOY, huh?” He stood up straight and gave me a salute. “YES ma’am!” He winked and I couldn’t help but chuckle seeing his cute face.

 

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I trailed my steps towards the library cause that would be the safest place I could only think of. There is a very little chance that Jaejoong’s going to ask questions unrelated to the subject that I was going to teach him cause it’s a quiet place. As I pushed the door open, I sat on the chair nearest to the librarian while Jaejoong occupied the empty seat opposite to mine.

 

I breathed deeply before I cleared my throat and stated my rules. “Jaejoong~sshi, let’s finish this quickly, okay?!” I said still avoiding his stare. “All you have to do is focus and listen to every word I say. If there are some confusing lessons to you, don’t hesitate to inform me so I can make a simpler explanation for you to understand it easily…” I paused for awhile and inhaled as much air as I could. “Are we clear on that?” I asked but he didn’t respond. I slowly lifted my eyes and caught him still staring at me. “Jaejoong~sshi…” I called again but he’s too spaced out to notice it. I snapped a finger on his face “Jaejoong~sshi…” still, his mind seems floating elsewhere.

 

Pissed off, “YAH! JAEJOONG~sshi!” I yelled at him. He drifted back to his senses but the librarian gave me a death glare. I bowed my head low a few times and apologized sincerely. Then I laid my back comfortably on the chair and saw the chuckling Jaejoong.

 

“What’s so funny?” I gave him the same intensified glare that was shot to me by the librarian.

 

“If you could only see your face now…” He struggled with his words, still suppressing his laugh. “If you wear those kind of glasses with black frame that the librarian has and tie your hair up…you could actually take over her position…cause you both look alike…” He held his stomach but this time he couldn’t stifle his laugh anymore. He laughed uncontrollably earning another ‘SHUSH’ form the old maid librarian sitting few feet away from us.

 

“Jaejoong~sshi, I couldn’t stand another minute with you! So just please do cooperate! Don’t make this too hard for me! I’m not even given extra credits for this tuition that I’m doing for you…I’m here to teach you, not to play with your games…” I scowled. What I muttered was cruel and harsh yet it slipped through my tongue. He was silent and his eyes were saddened and I could feel the gush of guilt over me.

 

*End of Your POV*

 

*Jaejoong’s POV*

 

Her words cut through me like little knives stabbing my heart. Maybe she does hate me. I couldn’t blame her…cause I took something important to her which should have been Yoochun’s.

 

-------Flashback--------

 

“AHHHHHHHH….OPPA, IT HURTS!....” She mumbled while tears escaping her eyes. I ignored her plea and didn’t stop mounting her. My raging hormones filled my body and mind with extreme lust that I myself couldn’t control. I in and out of her ‘til I reached my and relieved myself from the intense heat I had. Soon after she reached her ,“YOOCHUN! AHHHHH! OPPA!” She moaned loudly to my ear. She placed her arms around my neck, leaving kisses on my shoulder. “Oppa Saranghae…” And then minutes after she fell into deep slumber. She made love to me…cause she thought I was someone else. My heart sank the moment she moaned other guy’s name. I peeled her arms off me and pulled myself out of her. My mind went crazy when I saw blood stains on the bed sheet. ‘OH JAEJOONG! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER? She’s still and I took her ‘first time’.

 

--------End of Flashback---------

 

“Jaejoong~sshi, I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to --“ I cut her off. “It’s okay…you have all the right to hate me…” I sighed. “Can we proceed to the lessons proper?” I asked her coolly, trying to hide my bruised and wounded heart. She nodded and laid her books on the desk.

 

For over an hour, we only talked about microorganisms and avoided initiating a casual conversation. I noticed that she’s starting to look exhausted so I suggested if we could just continue some other time. She agreed and called Yoochun to pick her up. Few minutes later, he came and took her off the place.

 

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“She’s pregnant to Yoochun!” I repeatedly mumbled to myself. “And I don’t even have the slightest advantage against him. Maybe I should start accepting the fact that she will never notice my presence…” I continuously mumbled as I walked back to my rented apartment. Suddenly an assumption hit me.  “WAIT! SHE’S PREGNANT! AND I’M HER FIRST…COULD IT BE POSSIBLE THAT I’M THE FATHER OF HER CHILD?” O________O

 

“I have to find out if she’s really pregnant…” My thoughts are whirling inside my head. I’ve been trying to connect the dots or find the missing piece to complete the jigsaw puzzle but to no avail. “There’s only one way to find out…that is to confront her!”

 

*End of Chapter*

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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kanhosa301 #1
guys...it may take a while before i could post an update again so please bear with me...i'm still waiting for my computer to get fixed...thanks...see you soon...jeongmal saranghaeyo ^^<br />
reefanny #2
finally..<br />
jae and hyunae.<br />
you know i love this couple right? ;)<br />
<br />
update soon. ^^<br />
leedictator #3
YOOOOSSSSSHHHHHH ~! I finally reading all of it again, and I also have been reading A LOT of manga in between, so it took me this long to comment, sorry ^^" Anywhoo, since I gotta study for a science test tomorrow, I can`t really comment >.< But I love the new chapters ~~! Since I`m rooting for Jaejoong and her to be together, I am glad to see more of their scenes. And I also am okays with Yoochun being in a coma *bricked* Anyways, I hope she doesn`t find out about Yoochun any time soon, because she is gonna push Jae away, and I don`t want that, haha. So yeah, do post more sooooon ~! ;D
Heewon #4
Wow, I love the new chapter. Update soon! <3
Naeyan
#5
*Fangirling* Kyaaaa I Love it All! Thanks for this Chapter! Well a friendship is better than nothing. <br />
I know its sad for Yoochun, but I'm glad that Jae and HyunAe can have a little more time together! <br />
Good Chapter! Thanks again! See U Soon ^_^!
Heewon #6
Yes, I read it. And i love the update.<br />
Glad to see you comeback again. ^^
kanhosa301 #7
sorry to keep you all waiting...i miss you all so much! i'll be updating this fic atleast once a week...thank u so much for waiting...^_^ *hugs you all*
leedictator #8
YOU UPDATED! YOOOOOOSH! I`mma gonna read, but not now. After I finish this manga that I`m reading, I`ll come back onto AFF and re-read this (Can barely remember what had happen!), then I`ll comment (: Wait for me! ;P
From_With-Love
#9
OMG I MISSED YOUR FF SO MUCHIES~ <3<br />
Sorry I can't comment long but I really missed talking to u I hope all is well!