I look at my reflection on the mirror. My face still looks the same but... why do I feel so different?

Snap out of it Rachel!

I splash my face with cold water to bring myself back to reality. I've been having this weird feeling that I can't explain. I started being like this after What happened with Hyoshin last night.

Perhaps I... stop!

I wipe my face with a towel and leave the girls comfort room. I need to get to class. 

As I descended the stairs, I could feel everyone looking at me. I normally wouldn't be affected by this but this time it's different. They're staring at me because of a different reason, they're staring at me because of the... kiss.

"I heard Rachel kissed Hyoshin sunbae" a girl said.

"I was there! It was hot!" the other replied.

I walked right past them. Everyone's talking about the kiss but I don't care. I try my best not to care.

I sped up my pace but I stop as I spot Hyoshin sunbae walking towards me. I need to get this over with. I grab my phone from my pocket and dial his number.

"Sunbae get out of the way" I tell him through the phone as I walk.

"I have no reason to" he replies.

"I feel awkward" I tell him.

"That's not what you wanted. You wanted me and Tan to feel awkward"

"Can you move?"

"You don't care what others think"

"You think I care about what they think?"

"Then why do you want me to move?"

I stop.

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Rachel's stops infront of me and her facial expression changes. She looks at me with her eyes wide like she has realized she said something wrong.

I stop too and awkwardly say, "I... I will go around" and I walk around her.

"Thanks" she said through the phone.

What is wrong with me? That was so unlike me.

And why do I feel weird? It's like I'm looking at Rachel for the first time even though it's been long since I met Rachel.

Do I perhaps...