The doubt

Coup d'etat

People tends to say that is better to always know the truth. These days Luhan thinks that maybe not the truth, maybe he didnt need to know what Yifan told him. Why would he want to know that? Why is he even thinking about this?

"Why were you so silent today?", Minseok asks as he Luhan curls between his fingers.

"Nothing. I just...I dont know, homesick?"

"My poor baby", he says as he kisses the top of his head. In moments like this the idea of losing Minseok seems pretty terrifiying. He clings onto him even more.

"Did you ever...was there ever a time when you wanted to leave me?"

"Eh? What are you talking about?", Minseok tries to sit up. "Luhan? Are you breaking up with me?"

"What? No! I...", sigh. "I love you so much. I could never leave you. Im just thinking about Baekhyun and Chanyeol and all this missunderstandings and ..."

"Ah, yes. I get it. Its so much drama. Jongdae is so angry. Lucky Yifan is helping Joon so much. I even think there must be soemthing between them", he moves his eyebrows.

"Really? I kind of thought so too but Yifan doesnt tell anything"

"I know right? I asked him too, he gave me one of mysterious bull", Minseok tsks.

"What did he say?"

"First he said that his heart already belong to someone else", Luhan cant believe his hears. "Then he was all 'to my fans off course'. . I think is just Joonmyeon".

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But the seed is been planted and Luhan becomes oddly more public about his relationship with Minseok.He gives him big open mouthed good morning kisses, he is always holding his hand and hugs him every time they get.

"I wanna be like that too", Zitao whines to Jongdae in the back of the van and recieves a small slap in the back of his head and then a kiss.

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"We need to talk", Luhan sais in the most formal chinese he can. Yifan thinks is serious.

"What about?"

"You just dont tell somebody you like their boyrfirend and leave. I already gave you your time and space, so now I wanna know whats that all about". Yifan sighs, Luhan has the right to know.

"Im sorry about that I just..."

"Are you denying it now?", Luhan sounds impacient.

"No, no Im not. Im just trying to explain. I dont, Ive always...", his voice becomes smaller. "Ive always liked him, maybe from the same time as you, I know my place though. He is with you, loves you, I know that and I would never act on it. Im sorry if you are worried, if I caused you trouble. But, Minseok wouldnt leave you for anybody else".

Yeah but Luhan doesnt get his peace anyway.

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"Did Yifan hyung got that movie?", Baekhyun asks his manager when he drives him to the tv station where he is hosting a show.

"We are in talks for it. Why?"

"I heard him say that his mom was already in talks with the production too"

"His mom? What for?"

"I dont know...", he shrugs for full effect. "...maybe he want to sign with their production company too. Is an acting gig, he always said that he wanted to act". The manager looks at the singer.

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Chanyeol is single now. Like...he is not with anybody else and in absolut honesty, he is kind of missing Baekhyun. As a boyfriend? Maybe? He doesnt know yet. All he knows is that he misses that guy who was his partner in crime, the one with whom he would talk all night long, the one who made him smile. That guy though, is no longer here, he was replace by this Baekhyun the one who looks like he is always silently angry at the world. The one who certainly leaked that story to the press.

Sometimes he wonders if he is at fault, if he hurt him so much that he wants to hurt everybody else, or if Baekhyun was always like this and he didnt see it? Now he sees, but what he sees scares him. He feels, yes there are times when he wants to go to Baekhyun wants to maybe recuperate their friendship. He is kind of afraid, perhaps he fears what Baekhyun have to say about him.

What he does know is that he,or someone but specially him, has to stop Baekhyun because in any given moment he will end up hurting himself or others and this time it will be good.

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kitten83
#1
Chapter 32: oh i really really want someone to whoop baek's or beat him til he comes to his senses...anyway good update..
iloveExo1 #2
Chapter 30: You update yay. Evil Baekhyun, cute krisho I love it it all. Keep up the good work.
iloveExo1 #3
Chapter 29: I love your story author-nim. Great story update soon. Hwaiting.
kitten83
#4
Chapter 26: *sighs* baek really wants the attention..n i am guessing that the girl is taeyeon right?? aih..oh well..
bloodymoon #5
Chapter 26: ooh I loved the last paragraph so true
kitten83
#6
Chapter 25: grrr..so baek is trying to get rid of competition so only he would shine...grrr...poor joonmyun..i doubt that he will be able to be whole again or sane after what he has been through
kitten83
#7
Chapter 21: am i sensing that baek is going to be like..trying to get rid of the ones who are in his way to get what he wants??
kitten83
#8
Chapter 19: re-read dis again...huhuhu..wit the kris issue going on now..i feel sorry 4 joonma again..huhuhu..anyway hopefully everything will go smoothly in both reality n ur story..hehehehe
kitten83
#9
Chapter 20: baek is selfish..n such a..i dunno what else to say..suho has ad explained n told everyone the truth..even to the point that krystal had to force it out of him..to the point that he ad broken down again..n be hurt kris too..so y can not baek understand dat..as for channie..he like baek too needs to man up n all..it seems to me dat their ego is too thick..suho shouldn't hv accepted being leader again..becoz sooner or ltr baekyeol will b bitter again n lead the mutiny again..