Maybe he was a little or very heartbroken, maybe a little or very wrong, maybe all. He tells the story to his friend and is him who goes to tell it, to publish it. And when he sees it on line he enjoys it and enjoys the images in his mind: all those faces contorting on pain, worrying, whispering, crumbling. He knows its wrong but still...

Theres like a smirk, a constant one on his face. Its gross, even Minseok thinks so. He denies it to their faces but confirms it with his actions. He goes on life with out a care, he feels it, the hate, the resenment. He enjoys.

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Zitao cant possibly understand what is going on. Even Jongdae is upset and he doesnt like that because Chen is always fine, coherent never loses it. What happend with Baekhyun? He remembers that hyung that took care of him so many times, that deffended him and talk to him when he missed home. Was it because of Chanyeol?

"What is my little peach thinking of? Come here", is Suhos voice. He goes pouting and hugs him.

"Are you ok hyung?"

"Im fine baby. What are you doing here alone?".

He wont say it but he is wondering, had Baekhyun been always like that? Has he always hate them? Why Joonmyeon? You see the thing is that most people would just rule him as a bad person and that was that. But he cant, he loves Baekhyun and his heart doesnt want to believe it.

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Theres definetly some element of freedom to all of this impunity. He is at last free from 11 peolpe and, according to him, now he is surrounded by the ones that really matter, matter for whatever purspose.

He wants to do so much more though, he knows that he has to do something to finally break away from all of this, to separate completly and he knows just what to do.

He pushes the door confidently and sits, he is the first. He waits, some time passes and Jinki enters. The Shinee leader is surprised. Baekhyun had known about this meetings, everybody knows.Jinki is not the one he is been waiting for. After the coordinator arrieves Heechul comes in followed by Leeteuk. Jinri comes in later and after her Krystal Jung, who throws a disgusted look at him.

He acted as if he was sad, lonely and lost. He sat beside Heechul and started to talk to him. Leeteuk seemed really worried about seing him there, they asked quetions and asure him that this meetings really helped all of them. He looked down like a kicked puppy. Then she came in. She had known him of course and she was also suprise and worry to see him there.

The meeting started and all of them shared something new to Baekhyun, his brain absobed everything, the pety problems with the band members, with the company, how much has Jinki been drinking in the past week, how much Jinri ate this week. How paranoid Yuri had been during the tour, did she put blankets on her windows again? He had to share something of course and he did.

"They...I feel like they cut me out. I feel like that dude that goes to his job from 9 to 5 and thats it...I dont understand....", Krystal was the only one to see through the lie, but then Baekhyun broke in tears. "...and dont get me wrong I have a difficult personality too but Ive been working on it. I even apologized to Joonmyeon hyung for whatever problem we had and ...", he sobbed and Taeyeon past him a tissue. "....they still...Even Tao whom I took care of because he came from China, even he is not talking to me...", he cried more.

Krystal didnt say anything about her that day, just watched and feared. This guy was ing crazy, just like Joonmyeon said.

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"Noona", he joggs to her with a relieved smile. "Thank you for today. You were great support"

"Is not like that, we have to stick together. Sometimes this life takes so much more than what it gives. Im sorry you are suffering. Give your phone", he does. "Here, this is my number, you can call me any time you feel bad... well if you feel great too", she smiled honestly.

"Thank you so much. It means a lot"

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Krystal is still young but in this years of work in the entertaiment she had seen a lot of things. She had seen people like Baekhyun, hungry for fame, desperate for attention. Calculating every step. Some of them had been talented some had just had the drive to walk over everybody. Most of the times though, this people were transperent, you knew they werent your friends, you knew that they wouldnt hasitate on cuting your throat if they had to, they would sleep with whoever was needed, pay to whoever was usefull and get rid of those who were on their way. But Baekhyun, it was like he was learning it and he was, in her opinion, just acting crazy. What was he doing on this meetings? Why was he getting close to Heechul and Taeyeon? What had they done to him?

Talking about the whole group to seniors like this could only end in something bad. Especially to seniors with some power, seniors with great relations with managers, with better relations  with sponsors and producers. They were good people and they wouldnt hasitate in using their conections to help, they had done it for her. So if Baekhyun was convincing enough...he  might be closer to hit it big and that was bad, really bad.