Key: Red Text - Chinese         The ride there and back is... weird to say the least. Lay even held my hand when we were in the city, buying the meat, going back to the car... he even brought me a stuffed toy when we were 'window shopping'. I think he liked the fact I've finally made a step with him like this, but then I think... I don't think he wants what I want? But what do I want? A relationship? Or... a partner? Am I ually frustrated and thats why I kissed him? Wait... can a be ually frustrated? I'm overthinking this waaaay too much.    "Okay Eunjoo, you might want to change your clothes into something a bit more cooler, it's getting hot outside." Nainai says whilst marinating the pork and other meat.    I nod and then remember. "I haven't really got anything like that... La- I mean Yixing said it would be cold this time of year in China." I stop myself and say. "Was that a stupid thing to believe?"   She nods to me and laughs. "You two are so funny. I saw you in the car earlier too..."    I freeze and look at her.    "I thought you wouldnt be the one seducing."    Now I'm blushing. "Nainai, it isn't like that." I finish cutting the potatoes and notice the plaster on my hands. "Is it weird to like him?"    She comes towards me and puts her hand on my shoulder. "Why would it be weird?"    "You said you know what he's like... he's known in school as 'Play-Lay' because he plays with girls feelings and then throws them aside. And yet even though I knew that I let myself fall for him." I let out a sigh and face her. "But I see this different side of him, he's nice and caring... there's been plently of opportunties for him to 'take advantage' and he's held back."    She has this little smile on her face and I have to know what it means. "Eunjoo-ah, I've got the perfect thing for you to wear for the garden feast."    "Eh?" I say taking the bait of changing the subject.    She holds my face in her hands and says softly. "Let me finish this, then I'll show you and you can help me get ready too."    I nod.                          We're upstairs in Nainai's room, I see the bed isn't made but empty. "Where's Yixing's grandfather?"    "Call him Yeye, he'd like that." She says sitting me on the bottom of the bed. "He's gone for a check up at the hospital with Yixing's baba."    "Mr. Zhang convinced him to go after all." I giggle.    She nods. "Yes, he doesn't listen to me, but his son he takes great pride in." She opens up the wardrobe and looks around poking things about.    "It's okay Nainai, I can just wear some leggins and no jumper." I try to insist standing up but then she turns with a gorgeous Chinese style dress. "Wow..."     (Like this just red... & Gold.)   The dress is red, satin... with gold stitching and white and gold cherry blossom branches all over it. It looked as if it had never been worn and yet it looked old fashioned and beautiful like you'd never find a dress like it in this day. "This dress, I've only worn once. When I announced my engagement to Yixing's grandfather."    My eyes are perfect circles, twinkling. "But you don't know if that will fit me, you are so petite." I say backing away.    "Don't be silly, this will be perfect." She comes closer and holds it up to me turning me to face the mirror. "I've always wanted to see Yixing's lover in this dress."    I turn to her with look that says 'you're too much'. "It's beautiful Nainai."    "Let's try it on." She says and starts taking off my top... but then she hangs something over the mirror and sits me at her dressing table. "Let's go full wack."    I giggle at her slang and just nod to her. "Shall we?"                        After about an hour Nainai nods at me and says. "All finished."    I stand up and pat down the dress, which did fit me perfectly... Nainai knew what she was talking about, then she stood me infront of the mirror and pulled the sheet from it. "Waah, Nainai, is that really me?"   She nods. "You look like I did when I was young." She points to a picture and I see her stood in the dress with Yeye.    This actually scares the living daylights out of me... the dress, hair make-up our similar body shapes and eyes. "Wahh... it's all the make-up that makes me look as beautiful as you." I state she shakes her head.    "You are 10x p