CHAPTERSIX*6

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As we walked awkwardly... well awkward for me, down the street towards my hide-out, I kept wondering on what goes through his head. I mean, he has mixed emotions and mood swings. First, he's a rude jerk to me, now we're walking down the street holding hands?!

I looked up at him, he was walking face forward, just holding the baby in his other hand, he then looked down to me, I quickly looked forward.

He chuckled, "At first you didn't even want to talk to me, now we're walking down the street holding hands with our baby."

That's what I was thinking... Just in a different way, you know?

"Shut up, don't say our baby... It sounds weird."

He raised an eye brow, "What do you want me to say then? My baby, Jay Jr."

I scoffed, "Your baby Jay Jr.?!"

He nodded, I then grabbed the baby from out of his hands, "Baby Jaelin !"

"Jay Jr.!"

"Baby Jaelin!"

"Jay Jr.!"

"Baby Jaelin!"

"Jay Jr.!"

Suddenly, my phone rang. I glared at him before picking up my phone, "Hello?"

"Jae, can you come home for a little? I need help with something." I heard Taeyang say.

"Sure." And with that I hung up.

I look at Jay, who stared at me with concern, "What?"

I rolled my eyes, "Nothing, we have to go home real quick. I need to help Taeyang Oppa with something."

He grinned after what I said, gosh, he's so odd!

"What?" I asked with an attitude.

"You said we have to go home, so that's my home too!" He said happily.

I rolled my eyes, "Yah, it's not your home!"

"Come on, we have to take Jay Jr. Home." He grinned then walked away, completely ignoring my last statement.

I stared at him walk away, he's so... weird, I thought, before running to catch up.

"It's Jaelin." I said, then grabbing the baby from him.

"Right baby?" I said to the baby, raising it up in the air, even if it isn't real, it's still our baby.

"You wouldn't want Jay Jr. as a name, right? Jaelin is more cute." I smiled, then cradled the baby.

I turned to Jay who was just staring at me, "What?" I asked, he shook his head, "Nothing, lets go."

I looked at him weirdly, why does he do that?! It get's me so... confused. Jay, must you look at me that way?

I shook my head and continued walking.

"His name is still Jay Jr." He then said.

He then took the baby, and ran into the apartment complex building.

I chased after him, only to have failed. He took the elevator up, leaving me to take the steps 5 flights up... Great jerkface.

After making it to the 5th floor... Finally, I find Jay sitting in front of the door in the hall way, playing with the baby. I was just about to throw a fit at him, until I heard him talking to the baby.

"Baby, do you think your mom will ever change the way she look at me?" He asked the baby sadly, he then smiled at the baby, and pinched it's nose, "Jaelin is a dope name, I like it... But shh... Don't let your mommy know, she's cute when she's arguing with me."

I smiled, he was so sincere...

"Gah, what's taking her so long?" He said boredly, then turned right, to see me standing 4 doors down from him.

He looked at the baby, then me, probably wondering whether or not I heard.

He chuckled sheepishly, "Hi?"

"You bastard. You made me take the steps!" I acted as if I didn't hear, "You know how tiring that was?!"

He sighed in relief then plastered on a smile, "You need excersise anyways..." He muttered, loud enough for me to hear.

"YAH! Don't critisize me under your breath, I'm far from fat!" I pouted.

He scoffed, "Your right... Your obeast."

I then hit him playfully, "You jerk... I'm hungry."

"See!" He said and started laughing.

"Crap. Shut up! It's not my fault I don't eat in school!" I pouted while rubbing my stomach.

He looked at me with concern, "Why don't you eat in school ?" He asked.

I shrugged, "I just never get the time to. I always go to the library or tutor someone with their school work."

He shook his head in disapproval, "What?" I asked, "Move, I'm hungry." I said, then pushed him from in front of the door, I then walked into the apartment, "I'm home." I shouted.

"Uh huh... Good." They all said lazily, while playing game, I then threw a sandal towards them, having it hit Seungri's head. "YAH!" He shouted while turning around from the couch, he then smiled at me and Jay.

"What?" I asked.

"Oouh, what's Jay and you doing together ?" He asked in a melody.

All the guys then turned around and gasped, Taeyang came from the kitchen and gasped as well.

I rolled my eyes and sighed, "Your dreams of us getting married will never come true, so dream on." I then said, they all groaned.

"You sure about that?" Jay whispered in my ear like a creep, I then pushed him away and slapped his arm, "Yes I'm sure!"

"Why do you hate me so much?" He asked me, with sincere eyes.

I sighed, "I don't."

"I know I put you through a lot, but I went through a lot as well, the only reason I'm still breathing, is because of you."

"You really want to know why I hold a grudge on you?" I asked.

The guys then turned around almost immediantly, "Is she really gonna tell him?!" Daesung asked the boys, they all shrugged, and continued to watch what will happen next."

Jay nodded, I sighed, then grabbed his wrist, and dragged him towards my room.

"Don't do anything stupid!" The boys all shouted from the living room, I ignored them and pulled him into my room, locking the door behind me.

"You sure you want to know?" I asked, he nodded then sat on my bed. Laying the baby on my pillow.

"Consider yourself warned."

"Okay, remember my brother ? ..." I asked him, he nodded, "He used to ruffle my hair and tell me things about you."

I looked at him, "Tell you things about me?" I asked.

He nodded, "Yeah. I tell you later. Go on."

"Remember how I used to be scared of the dark... ?" I asked, he nodded.

"We'd always sleep with each other because I was afraid of scary people popping up while I was sleeping. I always called him my hero because nothing scary ever popped up. Every night he would tell me a bed time story until I fall asleep. Then he’d kiss my forehead and sleep next to me while holding me. When he woke up, I’d wake up. He’d tell me to go back to sleep, then I would. When I woke back up again, he’d be gone because he had to go to school. I’d just sit in his room and play on his computer and wait for him to come home."

Jay listened intently, as I tried to stop the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes.

"When he would come home, I would run to him, give him a kiss and a hug, asking him what would he like to eat, then we'd make a snack together, afterwards, he would just go do his homework. Until one night in August, he never came home. I walked into his room with my blanky and sat on his bed wondering where he was. Then I heard my mom screaming in the living room. I ran out to see what was going on and my mom was so frustrated. She looked like she was going to kill the phone, since well.. she bent it. Anyways, I asked her what was wrong and she wouldn’t even talk. She was just cursing every word she knew."

"What happened ?" He asked curiously, into the story...

I ignored his question, "My father told me to get into the car quickly. So we all hopped into the car and drove where this huge accident was. I saw someone stuck inside this smashed up car, but I didn’t know much when I was younger so I was like 'That’s not good. No  it is not.' Then my dad parked the car and we all ran towards the accident."

I couldn't take it anymore, the tears came gushing down, Jay then embraced me in his arms, shushing me, telling me everything would be alright, then wiping my tears, "You don't have to finish the story..." He said, "Forget about it..."

I sniffled, I need to finish the story, "I found out my brother was stuck in the smashed up car. I tried going near it to help him get out, but everyone held me back. I ended up yelling “BROTHER! BROTHER! OPPA! OPPA! THEY’RE TAKING ME AWAY FROM YOU!” But I didn’t hear him say anything back. So I just thought he was sleeping inside the smashed up car."

I told the story as I cried on Jay's shoulder, he was rubbing my back for comfort, I knew he was listening... But I didn't know he was crying as well...

"The firefighters used a axe to open up the car to pull him out, and when they did, his whole right side was torn, no skin what so ever. I turned away, but what could they do? I already saw it. They put him in a helicopter and took him to the hospital. We drove to the hospital and waited in the ER room." I paused.

"The doctor came out and asked my mother to go into the room to see my brother. I asked if I can go and see him, but I was too young. So I couldn’t go. We waited there for a couple of hours. Then my mom came out of the room and fell on her knees. She said “My baby, my baby.. he’s gone.. MY BABY’S GONE!” and started tearing up. Every one in the room began to cry. I didn’t know what was going on, so I went to my mother and said “Mama, don’t cry. Me and Oppa Jae love you a lot.” She looked at me and held me so close and tight. I couldn’t breathe, but I liked it."

"Then once we got home, I walked into my brother’s room with my blanky, standing there wondering where he was. I walked back outside and asked my parents when he was going to come home. My mother just began to cry even more, while my father on the other hand just looked at me and told me, “There’s no more Oppa Jae.” I just looked at them in confusion. I just walked back to my brother’s room and sat on his bed. I fell asleep on my own because I already felt safe being in his room. Later, I woke up to a lot of people in my house. They were all here to say their sorries for my brother’s death."

"Then the funeral day came. I finally got to see my brother again. I was so happy. I ran towards his coffin and touched his face. When I saw him laying down, I kept shaking him to wake him up. But he never woke up. I thought he was mad at me for not sleeping with him, so I cried my eyes out. My mom ran towards me and held me away from him. She said to never do that again. I just looked at her and said “Okay...” Then after everything was over, we had to go and burn him. I asked then why they’re putting him in the room and when he was going to come out, but my mother just looked at me and held my hand."

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry I wasn't there for you to help you through this..." Jay said sincerely, I shook my head, "It's okay..." I sniffled, "I forgive you... If you're gonna stay here to help me through things now." I smiled, he then pulled away from the embrace, his arms on my shoulder, he grinned, "You mean it?" He asked, I nodded.

The smile on my face vanished when I looked into his all red eyes, "You was crying ... too?" I asked, he shook his head in denial.

"Liar!"

"Am not!"

"Are too!"

"Yah! You guys ruined a perfectly good moment, and started arguing?!" T.O.P oppa shouted from outside of the door.

I then started to blush, was they there the whole time?

Jay then opened the door, to only have Seungri, Daesung, and Ji-Yong Oppa fall in. With Taeyang and T.O.P Oppa standing there behind them.

"What is this?! Highschool?!" Jay asked, they then chuckled sheepishly, "Heh heh..." They chuckled nervously, while rubbing the back of their heads.

Suddenly, the door bell rang, stopping us in our trance.

"Oh look, the door bell rang!" They all changed the subject, then ran off to get the door together.

I looked at Jay, he chuckled. 

Suddenly, the baby bursted out crying, I looked at Jay.

"Did you bring the bottles?" I asked, I totally forgot to get the baby supplies from Mrs. H, since I stormed out the room so quick.

"Way ahead of you... You left like a beast, so I picked up the diapers and stuff from Mrs. H." He said, then grabbing his all black jansport book bag, and grabbing a bottle out.

"Jay Jr... Shhh." He then shushed.

"It's JAELIN!"

"JAY JR."

"JAELIN!"

"JAY JR."

"Oh my god, shut the hell up! What kind of name is Jay?! It's so... Ugly and stupid!"

He gasped, "Part of your name has Jay in it!"

"No it doesn't. Who ever named you has no taste!"

He gasped, "Don't you put Daddy Jay Park in this!"

"Shut up JAY the GAY!" I shouted at him over the loud crying of the baby.

"Go call your new husband, Gi-kwang!" He shouted, saying Gi-Kwang mockingly like a little kid would.

"I think I will!" I said, taking out my phone, then dialing Gi-Kwang's number.

He then grabbed my phone, "Not in front of Jay Jr. ! You wouldn't want him to think I banged a !"

I scoffed, "PSH! You didn't bang me! We adopted this! You banged a lot of , and I wasn't any of them! Now give me my phone so I could call my HUSBAND!"

"YOUR HUSBAND?!" He asked unbelievably, "DOES YOUR HUSBAND HAVE ABS?!"

I thought for a moment, "As a matter of fact, he does!"

"Does he have y silky hair like this?!" He asked, putting his hands through his hair.

"Yes!"

"Then do he have a y baby like this with you?!" He asked, "Thought so!"

I rolled my eyes, "We could go make some!" I said, then walking towards my door.

KIM HANA
 

"When are you planning on telling her?" I asked him, while feeding the baby.

"What are you talking about?" He asked, watching t.v lazily with his legs on the coffee table.

"Jae."

"Jay? He's cool, but I thought he was a guy." He's trying to play dumb.

"Jae Hwa doofus!"

"What do I have to tell her?" He asked, clueless as ever.

"I'm not dumb. I know you're in love with her."

He coughed suddenly, after recovering he scoffed, "Me, liking Jae?" He then started to laugh. I swear, the boy at acting.

Even though it hurts me to even think about it, I still have to bring it up for some reason. I love TaeJun, but he loves Jae Hwa, Jae Hwa loves Jay, and Jay loves her. TaeJun is just looking at the wrong person...

"Where'd you get that junk from?" He asked, looking at me and the baby.

I raised an eye brow, "It's obvious douche bag."

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08102010@3:58PM

First time I'm updating in the afternoon not AM :DDDD.