Hey Minseok here. I’m going to take a pause from the actual story for a moment to insert some of my emotions about what happened that day.

I felt like you should know what was going on through my head afterward. Yes afterward because there was nothing I was thinking of when I told Luhan and I loved him. Absolutely nothing. I swear to whoever lives up in the sky.

Here’s the thing about being in love with your best friend, it’s scary. Because in that moment I spoke those words, Luhan’s eyes popped out like Kyungsoo’s, which is scary by the way. Like really scary. Never again will I utter something as important as that. Even Baekhyun was surprised that I said it. I mean I haven’t been the one who has wanted to tell him. I was scared of he might have thought.

Hell I’m scared now.

And it’s been two days since then. Two whole days and he has not spoken to me since. After I told him, he ran out of the house, leaving both Baekhyun and me dumbfounded that he did that. But what would expect? I did just tell the other, who in fact had no idea, that I was in love him and that was the main reason I went to China, which by the way is not a lie.

So what is the best way to deal with your dead best friend’s fiancé who happens to be a close friend?

There isn’t one. You just wait for them to come around and if after a week or so and they don’t say anything… well you think of the rest.

So that’s what I did. I waited and trust me on this. It really to wait that long. I felt like pulling out my hair. It was just so… ugh. I didn’t know what to think of that time. I still don’t to this day.

Whatever.

Back to the story I guess.

miki says: It's double update. The next part will be up soon~