i'll let you go
forever lovei fetch jisun at minzy's and drove home .
"damn that bastard . he left me and now he wants me again . screw him" i mumbled .
"omma , hungryyy" jisun said as she walks to me pointing at her stomach .
"okay , i'll cook you something . kimchi ?" i asked .
she nodded and ran to the living room to watch cartoons .
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"jisun , come here ! your food is ready !" i announced .
immediately she ran and sit .
i have to feed her , since she's still no very good to feed herself .
"appa" jisun said as we heard of his car .
she get down from the chair and ran to her father . she hugged him .
ji young lifted her up . i smiled and walked to them . i helped ji young for his briefcase and coat .
"have you eaten ?" i asked .
he nodded and left .
i followed him and waited for him in the room .
he's not the jiyoung that i know . usually , he'll ask , how is our baby doing .
since he went for the check , he didnt do that anymore . what is wrong with him ?
last night , i try to cuddle up with him .
but then , he said , that i have to go to sleep . its good for baby . what the ? he doesnt want me now . i guess .
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while jiyoung is wearing his t-shirt and short pants , i asked him .
"ji , you've been avoiding me . what is happening ?"
silence . . he just continue wearing his clothes .
"dara , i think we have to discuss something" he said .
"emm , we should divorce right after the baby is borned ." he continued with a cool voice .
jiyoung pov:
i have to let her go . just like what seungri said to me .
~FLASHBACK~
"hey jiyoung" a voice from behind calling my name and patted my back . i turned around . he's a doctor . but he is not a doctor that i'm dealing with for my illness .
"yes doctor ?" i said .
"i'm seungri . just call me seungri . can i talk to you for a moment?" seungri ? i seems to know him . but who is he ?
"do you know who i am ? i'm dara's ex boyfriend" he said . ohh so he is that bastard leaving my wife alone ? damn him .
silence . .
"well umm , i've been trying to get her back . but seems like she love you too much . i think , you should let her go" he said . what ?! why should i let her go ? she is my wife that i love so much . i can't live without her .
"no . never ." i said .
"ji young , i'm a doctor , i know that you have a brain tumor . and your wife seems doesnt know about it . do you want me to tell her ? so that she'll be shocked ? she would not accept you because you have a tumor . she'll leave you . i know her more than you know . i'm with her for 3 years ." he said .
"well , think about it okay , you're going to die soon . you're in the 2nd stage . it will be 50/50 . plus your 2nd stage is near to the 3rd stage . you're just going to die" he said before he left me .
~END OF FLASHBACK~
"WHAT DID YOU SAY JI YOUNG ?!!" she started to cry .
"i said we should divorce right after the baby is borned ." i replied .
"why ? am i not good enough for you ? jiyoung , what is happening with you ? we've been together living under the same roof , living in the same room , sharing the same bed for almost 3 years ." she said in her sobs .
"well , me and sohee . we're together . you're pregnant , i can't 'do' that to you . it will harm the baby , so i 'did' that with sohee . she's back . last month ."
"what ?! you're not the jiyoung that i know . where is all of your promises ? you promised me , not to leave me alone , you promised me to love me and will always love me forever" she yelled .
"people change dara" i said slowly . not wanting jisun to hear our fight .
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