Shinhye can’t sleep after what happen a while ago. Yonghwa just gave up on her like that. Like he is waiting for that, he is waiting

for hongki to be back for he can get away with their situation. Tears started to fill her eyes, she can’t stop, thinking about what

happen, she felt she’s nothing for yonghwa. The kiss still linger on her lips. The stingy feeling of the cut she got from that intimate

kiss reminded her that he really did kiss her. But seeing the look on his face after that made the cut numb. Instead, it hurt her heart

seeing that he regret kissing her. She rolled to her side and tapped the lamp. There she saw their picture from last 2 days ago. Their

first morning together. She considered that time their beginning. A smile creep in to her face reminiscing the moment, when she

opened her eyes and see him smiling down at her, arms are securely circling her petite frame. He felt loved at the moment. She sat

up as tears starting to fell again. She didn’t cry this hard with her heartbreak with jonghyun,  she didn’t cry like this when she and

hongki had some misunderstandings but why with yonghwa. Sure she likes him, but up until now, she can’t say that she loves him.

“you do love him” a part of her brain told her. She shook her head. “what if I do, what’s it to him?” she asked bitterly. Being with

him felt perfect but the yonghwa from earlier is different from the yonghwa she spend her days with for a couple of days.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shinhye still can’t sleep and its already 2 in the morning, she decided to drink some milk to ease her nerves a little. She went out of

her room and got a scare when she bumped into yonghwa. She didn’t know he is still awake. She stood there just looking at him.

She wanted to launch herself to him at that moment. She noticed that he is still wearing the same clothes he wore from work. Her

brows arched, there she noticed that he is carrying a luggage. He really wanted to be out of here. He can’t wait til the sun rises to

be out of her condo. The familiar stab on her heart is alive again. Alive to kill her beating heart at once. Yonghwa followed her gaze

he sighed when he realized that she is looking at his luggage. He carefully drop it and look at her again. Their eyes met and for some

reason, an evident reason, he wanted to carry her with him and just eloped with her. He didn’t know where but as long as she will

be with him he knows everything will be fine. “so you really want to go that bad?” she asked. He is not sure but he thinks he saw

some hurt showing on her eyes. Is she really hurt that he is going? Yonghwa sighed. He is not sure of what he wants to do actually.

He wanted to go, as soon as she went to her room earlier. He wanted to disappear because he knows it will be hard for him to go if

he saw her, just like now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“shinhye.. I…” “you really don’t love me right?” she suddenly asked. Yonghwa wanted to curse aloud. Why is she making it hard for

him to go.? “shinhye this is for the better, hongki and you…” “after you came, hongki and I, we are… I don’t know what we are

really.” She confessed. Yonghwa is taken aback, is this really shinhye, the very reserved girl he meet back then. the Ms. Perfect he

likes and loves. “how about you? Do you love me?” he asked. She froze. He can’t help but to fell disappointed. Of course she will not

answer that. She is inlove with Hongki, she is just confuse about the set up. Hongki’s been an with her. He got the most

understanding girl in the world, the most lovable, the most trusting girl but he neglected her. And there he is, willing to give all the

affection she needs from someone else rather than her family. “you’re confuse right?” he asked again. Shinhye look up, she is crying.

Yonghwa closed his eyes and sigh. He don’t want to see her crying, now she is crying because of him. Because he is making her

confuse. He must get out of her life once and for all for her to assess her own feelings. “shinhye…” “I think I love you” shinhye

uttered looking straight at him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I think I love you” shinhye uttered. She looked at yonghwa, and she didn’t know what is that expression all about. He is shock of

course, but in his eyes, there is this emotion that is so foreign that she cant name it. “you are confuse” he uttered. Shinhye’s heart

sunk big time. She swallowed her pride again and confess to a guy, but what reaction did she get, nothing concrete. She placed her

hand over her heart. It is broken for the 3^rd time. And this 3^rd time, it’s the same person who broke it on her 2^nd time. Yes she is

admitting it now. Yonghwa had been in her heart for a long time. She might denied it back then because she knows he is the

opposite of what is ideal for her, but then again, he chose to break her heart. “I get it, you really didn’t love me” she uttered as

tears roll down her face. “you can get out of my house now. Get out of my sight, I don’t want to see you anymore, and get out of

my life. My life is perfect before you came. I have been living the greatest life god has to offer. I don’t need you, Get out please”

she uttered as calm as she can. Yonghwa stood there for a minute. He is looking intently to this girl he loves so much. right then he

wanted to take back everything. If only he is superman, he would turn back time and just hug her, but he is no super hero. “I will

sign it as soon as it arrive, I know you wanted to go back to your messy world.” Shinhye uttered again. She is trying her best to

control her tears but no avail. “and luck the door when you leave.Goodbye, ethan, yonghwa or whatever your name is.” She went

inside her room again and close the door as hard as she could. “just cry for today shinhye, tomorrow will be another day. Ms. P

should go back, She needs to.” Shinhye talked to herself.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Tada!

Since I will not be able to update on the weekend,

I decided that whenever I got extra time,

I will update in the morning for this week only.

 

That's how much I love my readers!! ^^

 

 

sorry for another dramatic chapter chingoos,

its sort of like needed in the progress

 of the story.

 

what do you think will happen next??

 

 

comments please...

 

 

 

 

^^

 

(will try to update again tomorrow morning!)