“bwo? Are you drunk?” shinhye tried to look away biting her lower lip. She didn’t want yonghwa to see her blushing. She mentally

cursed herself why did that endearment slipped out of her tongue in this awkward situation. Yonghwa grab both of her shoulders and

tilt her to face him. “you call me sweetie right?” shinhye look up and got confuse with what she’s seeing. He is evidently happy.

Why? Happy about that endearment? Happy because he likes her? Love her? She mentally slap her cheeks. It can’t be what is she

thinking. “Shinhye we will not go home until you answer me, come on sweetie admit it” he uttered pitifully. She sighed, she cant

hide it anymore, this guy comes back in her life to make her rekindle the feelings she tried so hard to ignore before. He really has a

space inside her heart, a space that was empty for a long time.

 

 

 

 

 

“hey shin? I thought you’ll be going back to the university?” shinhye and cindy meet up on the coffee shop along her new

apartment. After seeing yonghwa 2 weeks ago, she tried her best not to go back to all the places they went to. She didn’t know

how did that happen but she felt like heartbroken again, which she finds weird because she barely knew yonghwa. He is just a

stranger she ask to be her boyfriend or fake boyfriend to be exact. But seeing him happy and laughing with someone,it hurt her.

“you miss your boyfriend right? Shinhye you know I don’t think you know your true feelings for him back then, yet you wish to end

it just like that” she told cindy everything about her fake relationship with yonghwa. At first cindy nagged her for being so stupid.

But later on, cindy still nagged her, for not telling yonghwa her feelings. “I didn’t know, I still think Collin – jonghyun’s English name

– is my ideal man, I have been crushing on him for like 6-7 years, its not actually ideal to like someone who you…” “you meet in a

short span of time? Darling, he just been seeing what you want, but not the one you need” shinhye looked at cindy confused.

“confused? Collin set up the visualization of a perfect guy for you, I saw the guy he is perfect, believe me at first I thought he is

half American, he looks so good and don’t start with me with his academic and sports because it will take us half a day, my point is,

your mind is telling you that its him, but after a few weeks with Mr. Happy – Go – Lucky, seeing he is the opposite of Collin, you set

up a barricade instantly, without knowing the guy first, but now, this happy-go-lucky guy, a gorgeous one I might add, is starting to

prove that, you can like someone despite his flaws in a short span of time because its your heart that’s telling it” cindy said.

 

 

 

 

 

“shinhye, sweetie are you okay? Does it hurt?” shinhye felt yonghwa’s warm palm on her swollen forehead. Its still red, but instead

of hiding it, she felt comfortable with what he is doing. “I’m fine” she replied. Yonghwa exhaled exaggeratedly.  Shinhye looked at

his concern eyes and look down again, she decided something upon remembering everything cindy said. “yonghwa, I.. I..” yonghwa

look at her, she notice that his eyes widen, did he recognize what she was about to do? To her surprise yonghwa pulled her into one

hell of a passionate kiss. “I love you then, I love you now, and I promise I will love you forever” he said after pulling away. “I don’t

care if Hongki will never forgive me, I will not forgive myself if I will lost you again shin, back then I.. I step back, knowing that you

really love jonghyun, but, but now its different. We are already married, I have my claim on you, call me selfish but, come to think of

it, I am lucky, lucky that we ended up married. Please tell me you feel the same way, because I have been meaning to say this to you,

those weeks we are together is like a lifetime of happiness for me. Believe me sweetie that’s the thruth.” Yonghwa said making

shinhye clasped her hands on .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“No” shinhye uttered, yonghwa felt that his heart is crushed into a million pieces. No she didn’t love him, no she didn’t want to be

with him, No, to forever with him. He slowly remove his hands on her shoulders. To his luck, it started raining hard again, making

them soaked. “lets go, you are soaked” yonghwa said in a cold tone. He cant look at her now. He just confessed to the girl he loves

for many years now. He opened the car door at her side but she closed it, he looked at her and saw that she is intently looking at

him, his heart pain a bit more seeing the remorse in her face. If there’s one thing he hates that’s people feels pitiful over him. He

tried to smile but it didn’t reach his eye, thank god that its raining she will not see that his eyes is starting to get watery, he

promised himself that he will not cry over a girl. But in this case, shinhye is not any kind of girl. He loves her, so much that rejection

is hurting him. “come on, get inside you’ll get sick if we stay like this here” he open the door again but she close it again. “shinhye”

he groaned, he is confuse and embarrass to be infront of her right now. “what if I told you I don’t love you….” “I know, you love

hongki, I get it, so don’t look at me like that, it hurts my ego you know” he tried to sound funny but again he failed. “I don’t love

you… yet…” she whispered. Yonghwa heard it, making him more confused. “yet?” he whispered talking to himself and them he look

up and saw shinhye smiling.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I don’t love you yet.. but I think I like you already Mr. Ethan Jung, Jung Yonghwa, whatever your name is” shinhye said looking at

yonghwa. There she did it. She thinks its bizarre that she actually confessed at her boyfriend’s cousin who happens to be her

husband. As confusing as its sounds, she can see her future with yonghwa. Without a warning yonghwa kissed her again under the

heavy rain. A flash of a camera cut their sweet kissing scene in the rain. Yonghwa pulled away but rested his forehead to hers, she

flinched when she felt a little sting on her forehead. “it hurts?” yonghwa asked. She shook her head. “its fine, I kiss can cure it” she

replied smiling, yonghwa smirked and kiss her forehead.  “I love you” he uttered. “I like you” she replied. He smiled again. Water

dripping from them hair slips down to their faces. “it’s fine with me Shin, I know you are confuse, I respect that, I can wait”

yonghwa said. Shinhye smiled and kiss his lips lightly. “Thank you” she whispered and pulled yonghwa into a tight hug. She doesn’t

know anymore. It is not in her perfect image to decide hastily but, the moment is so comfortable. “I would love to be comfortable

rather to be so damn perfect.” She thinks to herself.

 

 

 

 

 

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UPDATE!!!

 

 

sorry it took so long again...

 

well I will try my best to give you more updates...

 

I will not promise something now, because I always ended up

breaking the promise...

 

how was it??

 

to my filipino readers is it "KILIG MUCH"??

 

gosh, shinhye had a fan meeting in Manila last night,

too bad I cant watch coz I'm still saving (iponing) for my

cnblue concert ticket. VIP baby, coz its a once in a BLUEMOON

concert.. get it??

 

gosh I at giving jokes.. well enjoy and I will try to come up

with a follow up update...

 

 

its family day, so I don't know if we will go out or something...

 

 

I talk too much again... because I miss you guys...

 

comments please???

 

 

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