what's he really feeling...
Dear Ms. Perfect
“hey man, why the sad face? I haven’t seen your girlfriend in a while” yonghwa look up to the guy who just spoke. He smile faintly,
the guy shook his head and pats his shoulder. “I hope its just a misunderstanding, you both look great together” yonghwa just
answer him with a smile. After the guy left, he resume on checking his DJ machine. He didn’t know what happen in Vegas but all he
remembered is that they saw each other there, him and shinhye and had a great bonding night, everything is a blur even he tried
so hard to think about it.
He went to vegas for his cousin’s wedding. He didn’t know what happen but the wedding was suddenly got cancel, his cousin
decided to go back to korea right at that moment, he wanted to stop him but he refuses, he can see that his cousin is hurt. “are
you sure you can go?” “yeah” yonghwa remembered. He offered to go with him but he said that he should enjoy the suite he
booked. He decided to spend time there after talking to his cousin. “hongki-ah, you’ll be all good after this” he said to his cousin.
“yeah, I think its better this way”. Right then, he got to mourned for his broken heart. Earlier he received a text message from
shinhye,
“I can’t finish the deal, let’s end it. We are now officially breaking up”
He was so shock seeing that message, he knows that this is all temporary, but he decided to make it official when he gets back, he
want to confess to her that he likes her, no he loves her. He wants to tell her that its love at first sight and he only agreed on the
boyfriend and girlfriend thing is that because he wanted her, thinking if he turn her down that time that she might ask someone
else, that he can’t let happen. He is willing to be her rebound guy, for it will make her see how he feel towards her, his simple
gestures that hinted what he is feeling. But sadly, that didn’t turn out well as he is expecting, he admits, he became a coward, it’s
not like that with other girls he’s been with, well a lot of them throw themselves at him, but he didn’t do, or wanted to do beyond
being with the girls, he got sisters and he didn’t want his sisters to be treated disrespectfully. He never once tired to sleep with a
girl. Sure they make out but its just that nothing beyond that he agreed to happen. That’s why whenever he ended a relationship
the girl just agrees to it. No drama, they even thanked him for being such a gentleman.
So when shinhye came into his life, he realized that this girl is the one. He never been afraid to talk to a girl before, as a DJ in a
club, he always been a great conversation starter. He always got to talk to a lot of people, its something so easy for him. But with
shinhye, he became coward. There’s something about her that he finds intimidating, though she looks friendly in the campus. Then
fate became his friend and they ended up being a “couple”. He knows that she saw him as a no future guy, he wanted to. He didn’t
tell her about his family because he wanted to show shinhye what kind of guy he really is, not jung yonghwa son of a Korean
business tycoon, but yonghwa a carefree person. He knows it will give him a bad impression with him but he wanted to be real
infront of her.
Seeing her in vegas too made his heart jump out of its cage, its like fate is really wanted them to be together, he couldn’t care
less that she is just drunk and talking without her really thinking, he will not let her go again. He ended up talking with her,
laughingwith her, drinking with her. He didn’t know how many drinks they take but he is also dizzy when they decided to stop.
“sir, you needed to sign this documents” yonghwa got back to reality, he was so engross on looking back that he didn’t notice his
secretary infront of him. “ah okay, thankyou, just leave it here and I’ll read them later, when do you need this?” he asked his
secretary, “the accounting department needs that in the afternoon sir” yonghwa nod. “okay, I’ll call you when I already signed it”
the secretary nod. “by the way sir, I’ve read that you are married already. Congratulations and your wife is really pretty” yonghwa
look up and smile. “thanks” the secretary bowed and went out. He sighed and rested his head on the head rest of the swivel chair,
not long, he sat back again and took his phone, he stared at the wallpaper and cant help but to smile. “she really is pretty” he
uttered, looking at shinhye and his photo, he got from the website, it is the snap shot when they asked for some pose with her. He
is kissing her cheek as he look stunned. “god how I love this girl” he uttered.
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