okay.. this is now going to be all Krystal POV after she met Amber at the park.. :D enjoy.. :D

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Krystal POV

I know she was still hurting when she saw Minho kissed my lips when he picked me up according to the expression she made.. but.. I don’t know why am I feeling like this.. but still.. Minho is my boyfriend now.. not her.. but those guilty feelings.. those hurt eyes and looks all over her face.. it makes me want to hug her.. and tell her that, this is nothing.. we’re nothing.. you’re still the one..

“what the heck?!” I was muttering under my breath.. what did I just thinking??! Did I really said that inside my mind?! She’s still the one?!

“what the heck what Krys? Wanna tell me something?” I heard Jessie’s voice from behind me as I startled a bit..

“nothing.. and there is nothing happened.. I’m just taking a walk with Minho..” I simply said and walk  away from her.. she grab my shoulder and turned my body around to face her..

“there is something happened.. am I right? You’re not just taking a walk with your boyfriend.. and this… is related to her..” how did she know?

“um.. I just met her earlier at the park we used to go..”

“and you go there because? It’s 11th? You always spent your day with her at the park when it comes to that date and you went to a small resto nearby.. you always did that once in a month before.. is it that moment coming back to you again after I told you that she’s leaving? It’s been a while since you’re visiting that park again..” she said while crossing her arms.. apparently yes.. I went there because I want to remember our times together.. the feelings.. the warmth.. and it’s unexpected I could meet her there as well.. sitting on the same bench we used to sat on..

“yes.. I just want to reminiscing our memories again.. but it’s unexpected that she was also there.. we had a little talk and rain pours.. so I drag her to the restaurant we used to eat when it comes to this date.. is there anything you know that I don’t know unnie? About her? Did she tell you some story? Or did Yuri unnie tell you something about her? Because she’s losing so much weight and her face just horribly tired..”

“yes.. she told me something.. but I’m not allowed to say a thing about it.. she wont let me.. nor Yuri.. and you’re just noticing that now? Where have you been?!” she said in her cold manner as she got pissed off with something.. she told my unnie something? What is it?

“okay.. I don’t know what’s wrong with you unnie.. you always got pissed off everytime we talked about this.. like you’re not accepting that me and her already broke up.. it’s not my fault that she’s into that condition!! Don’t make me feels guilty about it unnie!! and I have a boyfriend right now unnie!! Damn it!! And besides, she told me that she already FOUND ANOTHER GIRL!! She already MOVE ON!!! She said it HERSELF when we met earlier!!” I yelled at her and huffed.. I sit on the couch while rubbing my forehead.. she was shocked with my sudden burst.. there is a minutes of silence before she started speaking again..

“you know what.. I think Jackie’s thought was right about her opinion that Amber should go back to the state.. forget about accompany her to the airport.. if you really not love her anymore, don’t come.. it will making her steps got heavier.. just do your business with Minho..” she walked away towards her room..

“YAH UNNIE!! WE’RE NOT FINISHED YET!!” I yelled and look at her back..

“no.. we’re done.. I’m not allowed to say a thing.. if she wants to tell you, then she will.. I will give you a hint instead of telling you everything.. mouth can tell lies but heart never lies..” she said and leave me dumbfounded..

I bet this time of night you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long, hard week
I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window, looking out at the city
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me
 

I went inside my room and slumped my body right away to my bed.. starring blankly to the ceiling.. thinking about her.. is she alright? Is she still up? What’s wrong here? Jess unnie making me more confused than anything.. and It’s started to raining again outside.. reminds me of her.. when we used to be together.. the weather she loves the most.. she likes to stare at the raindrops..

FLASHBACK

“I want to be raindrops..” she said softly while staring at sky.. looking at the water that dropped down from the sky.. we standing on her balcony.. she was beside me.. we’re close but we’re not holding on each others.. she always do this when it comes to rain.. she move her hands and touch the raindrops with her palm.. she giggle and pulled it back again.. I pull her hands together and it so cold.. I rub