okay.. this is a very short chapter.. well.. I think I want to leave this fic without completed mark.. so if I found some song that could fit on this story, I could post it right away.. hahaha.. I think this fic will be just a song based fic.. :D and yeah.. I had a short period of time to make this one.. I have to go to class in 15 minutes.. gotta speed up my work then.. I just get frustrated to my own assignment.. so I wrote this.. :D anyways.. enjoy.. :D

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this time I used my own country's song.. which I translated into english to all of you.. and kind of arrange the lyrics so it could be more explaining the meaning behind the song.. in english, it called just one hour.. and I didn't write the repeating lyrics.. cause.. I got no time to do that.. >.< hope you like it.. :D

Amber POV

After she left the café.. the others look back at me with concern.. I just gave them weak smile while continuing my work..

“I’m okay guys.. relax…” I said to them while the café is gradually getting less hectic because the rush hour is already passed…

“no you never okay when it comes to that…” Sunny said while skating towards my station.. “I love you so much Jess as my best friend.. but can I slap your sister for stupid enough not seeing this handsome girl who love her sincerely with all her heart?” Sunny asked innocently with slight anger..

“even me myself wants to do it Sunny.. but since she’s my sister and also Amber forbid me to say a thing to my little sister about her feelings until now.. I can’t do anything much..” Jess shrugged and leaned on the wall..

“thank you for all of your concern.. but I’m really okay.. I’m already used to it.. and I cannot get hurt anymore because my heart already turned into dust and now it’s nothing occupied my chest.. it’s empty..” I said to them with my calm tone..

“let me tell you something Am.. she do still cares about you.. she asked me sometimes about your condition.. but I don’t know why is she acting like that..”

“even if she still cares.. she didn’t love me anymore.. it’s just a care because she pitied me..” I chuckle bitterly..

“haish… better get work properly guys.. and Amber.. don’t think about her too much or you might shed in tears again..” Yuri patted my head and hugged me..

“thank you Yul.. you’re the best..” I hugged back and felt her warm comfort..

And we work like usual again.. my friends sometimes stole glances to me.. I put my happy face mask on.. so they wont be too worried about me.. although deep inside me it’s still crying out loud.. and my heart longing for water that will make my dust heart could be reassemble.. like a sand castle.. you need enough water to make a shape of it.. and that water only comes from her.. I don’t even know if anyone could help me getting out from this very dark and deep pit.. I never met one.. many girls and boys confessed to me.. yet my heart still calling out her name..

After our work hour is done.. Yuri approaching me..

“want me to stay at your house for the night?” she asked with co