Author's note : I changed the subject between "He" and "She" in the Lyrics to match the context of the story, I hope there is no confusion here ~ Enjoy

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'Life always all about choices you made and there will always be consequences, you can't repeat the past but you can learned from it'

Krystal's POV

I don't know how long that I've stared this empty white ceiling of this hotel, I barely can feel anything, is it how you feel Amber when I left you behind? Do you want me to feel what you feel in order to understand you better and what I've caused in your life? I do feel sorry about everything that I made you gone through. I really wish that you would go back to me somehow, I know my mistake is unforgiveable but I really want to make it up to you. I let out a deep heavy sigh as I closed my eyes, hoping to just fell asleep without any thought, yet my brain refuse to do so, Minho's face pops up and it reminds me of another mistake that I made in life.

He'd take the world off my shoulders
If it was ever hard to move
He'd turn the rain to a rainbow
When I was living in the blue
Why then, if he is so perfect
Do I still wish that it was you?
Perfect don't mean that it's working
So what can I do? (ooh)

Minho is the guy that is all perfect, he's kind, he's lovely, he's handsome, and he's really thoughtful towards me. He's a person that any girl would wish she would have as a boyfriend yet here I am, taking advantages of all those things and end up hurting him. He's willing to wait for me for so long, loving me from distance and not wanting me to feel that he rush things. He's the rainbow to my storm, those dark days of my life. But I can't help it whenever I'm with him, I still wish that it was her, Amber is always there, she never actually left my mind. He's trying his best to cheer me up and help me to live the best life that I could, he knew exactly what he's doing and he just knew exactly what's on my mind and it's not him. He tried to treat me like Amber did in hopes that he could get my attention. I did gave him my attention and my affection but something still blocking me to do it wholeheartedly, it's like I'm not doing it because I see him as he is. Perfect doesn't mean that it's working, that's what actually happened between me and him. I don't know what to do back then, I just play along, I can see that he's genuinely happy and sad at the same time, I can't really describe how he actually feel because he never want to show me how hard it was to be with me.

When you're out of sight
In my mind

'Cause sometimes I look in his eyes

And that's where I find a glimpse of us
And I try to fall for his touch
But I'm thinking of the way it was
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in his arms
Hoping I'll find
A glimpse of us

Whenever we're not together, my mind will always have a rushing thought of Amber. I know I shouldn't be like that and it's not right to do that to him because he has been trying his best to love me and made me feel loved by him. I thought that being with him will actually help me to move on from her, but the fact that my mind still pre-occupied with her proves that I'm only here because I'm running away from the truth. His eyes always shows how much he loves me but when I stare at those eyes, deep down inside my heart I hope that I can find a glimpse of us. My mind travels through times when we are going out on a date.

"I think you've mistakenly remember my food preferences, I think this one is Amber's, but it's okay, I can understand that you used to go here with her so maybe you're ordering this out of habit." his voice echoing inside my mind as I remember the time when we have a date at one of the restaurant that he knows I like it. The reason I like it is only because Amber loves it here, she said the food here taste like home, her smiles when she took the bite of the food she always ordered here makes my day, I've always loved the way she enjoy her foods, her eyes beaming with joy. "sorry oppa.." I muttered softly as he just gave me a smile with a hint of disappointment and sadness,