Rational (?) fears and dancing

Living the fangirl dream

“Now what you’re about to see will BLOW YOUR MIND!” Eunhyuk told us as we entered the SM building, I looked at Lili in disbelief and she giggled

“Blow Your Mind kara Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind ttae-ga watjanha Duryeowo malgo
Blow Your Mind  Kaja Mr. Simple
Blow Your Mind  ttae-ga watjanha Junbi dwaetjanha”

“Lia you’re one of the weirdest girls I’ve ever met” Sungmin chuckled and ruffled my hair lovingly

“Just because I like to sing on songs” I muttered

“Hyungs!” the voices belonged to EXO-K, I grabbed Lili’s arm quickly in panic when I saw them, I had a completely rational fear for EXO, and yes it is rational! They’re video for Mama freaked me out, and Kai, damn... When Lili and I watched the video for the first time and it came to Kai’s rapping part, I swear, I panicked and closed the computer quickly. Now I was face to face with Kai, he looked handsome, yes but he was forever ruined for me. Lili tried her best not to burst into laughter at my reaction and the boys just looked at me confused. Great now they thought that I was crazy... Siwon just ignored me.

“Hey guys, this is my sisters Lia and Lili” he introduced us, Lili shook their hands and I did so too, highly hesitantly. When Kai took my hand I looked at him intensely in the eyes trying to distract myself from the fact that he was touching me. I really hoped that he didn’t notice how I acted towards him, which would just be awkward and embarrassing

“Nice to meet you guys” Kai said and smiled, I returned the smile but Lili started giggling, which meant it didn’t convince her, I glared at her

“Are you here to look at Super Junior’s practice?” Baekhyun asked, I think it was Baekhyun at least, because THEY DIDN’T FREAKIN INTRODUCE THEMSELVES! And I don’t know all the names. And yes, I know I’m being too hard on them... just because I have high standards when I live with Super Junior

“Yeah we are” Lili replied him happily

“Why not come and look at our instead?” one of the guys wondered it was Suho, conveniently he had his name written on his cap , I panicked, but Lili smiled at them

“That would be great” she said and then she turned to Siwon “If that’s okey with you oppa?” she asked him and he nodded

“Sure why not” he said and smiled, I looked at him horrified, why did he have to be okey with it!!!??? He was barely okey with us talking to other idols and now he didn’t mind that we watched EXO’s practice! Which meant being alone with them in a room! And again, a totally rational fear!

“Great” Chanyeol said happily, him I actually knew the name of “Come with us” he continued and Lili and I followed EXO, I grabbed Lili again and whispered furiously to her

“Why on earth did you say yes?”

“You need to overcome your fear” she told me and smirked, I stuck my tongue out at her and cursed her in my head

“So here we are” Sehun told us, Lili informed me that that was his name “You can sit down somewhere, we’ll start to dance to Mama” he informed us and I panicked again, that song scared the hell out of me! And NO it’s NOT an irrational fear!

“Okey” Lili said and we both sat down on the floor by the famous cloud wall

I have to admit they were quiet good dancers. And they were all good looking but that didn’t change the fact that I was scared of them! God I sound like a crazy person... When Kai did his rapping part I seriously looked away. Lili just laughed at me. After they finished with Mama they came up to us smiling

“That was great guys” Lili told them and when it was obvious for her that I wasn’t going to say anything she punched me in the side

“Yeah, awesome” I said and then I thought of something, so I grabbed my phone and sent a message to Donghae while Lili was chatting happily with EXO

 

COME SAVE ME!!!!!

 

Within just a minute Donghae appeared in the door, I let out a sigh in relief when I saw him and Lili observed me and gave me an “are you the reason he’s here?” look. I shook my head and tried to look as innocent as possible but I know that she didn’t buy it. She just sighed

“Hey guys” Ahem girls, I need help, from one of you or both” Donghae said and I quickly stood up

“I can help you” I said and he looked at me amused and then he looked over at Lili that made no sign to stand up as well, he looked disappointed by that fact

“Is it okey if I steal away Lia?” Donghae asked and they all nodded

“Yeah sure” Sehun replied “Nice to meet you” he continued and I nodded and smiled

“Nice to meet you too” I bowed before I quickly followed Donghae out of their room. Outside I attacked Donghae with a tight hug; he started laughing at me but hugged me back totally not understanding what I was doing

“Lia?” Donghae sounded confused; I looked up at him and looked at him innocently

“Do you have any idea about how freaking scared I am for EXO???” I exclaimed and he burst into laughter

“You’re scared of EXO?” he asked while wiping away his tears from laughing, I pouted not finding it funny at all

“YES! They’re music video to Mama freaked me out, even the song is scary! AND DID YOU SEE KAI’S RAPPING PART!? I THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE!!!!” I yelled, Donghae looked at me and bit his lip to not burst into laughter again

“Lia, did Lili get all the sanity when you two were born?” he asked me, my mouth got shaped as an “O” and I slapped him on his chest and stepped away from him and crossed my arms and scowled at him

“I don’t like you Donghae oppa!” I said angrily and marched away, Donghae followed me on distance chuckling to himself. I tried to find where Super Junior were but SM is big and this was my first time there and I didn’t even know where they were. I pouted and turned around to find Donghae standing a few steps behind me.

“You trying to get somewhere?” he asked me, I glared at him; Donghae and I were more like siblings who fought with each other rather than lovers.

“No, can’t I just turn around when I notice that someone is following me?” I questioned him, he shook his head and went up to me, he smiled and hugged me

“I’m sorry for laughing at you, it’s just a little bit odd to be afraid of EXO” he said to me

“I am odd” I told him and he laughed

“Indeed you are, now let’s go to the guys” he said and led me to where Super Junior were “Look what I went to rescue!” Donghae exclaimed when we entered the room, Siwon came to hug me

“Did you just call me a “what” Donghae? I’m not an object!!!” I said to him angrily, but he just laughed

“How was it?” Siwon wondered ignoring my fight with Donghae, my face twisted by that question

“Cool” I replied, totally lying cuz I had been terrified all along, and Donghae chuckled, I glared at him and gave him a “Tell anyone and you’re dead” look, he nodded and went to talk to Eunhyuk

I sat myself down by the wall and watched them as they started to dance to y Free and Single. And to be honest I couldn’t take my eyes off of Heechul. He looked pretty damn fine while dancing! After three more songs (Mr Simple, No other and Bonamana) Lili entered the room. How on earth did she find us? Then I saw that she was escorted by Kai. My eyes got wide when she hugged him. My sister was so brave!

“Bye oppa” she said to him, I looked at Donghae, he didn’t look too happy, Aaaaaw Donghae oppa it’s so obvious that you like Lili! Lili greeted the boys and then she placed herself next to me and started to scold me

“Why did you text Donghae to come and get you??? God Lia, they’re not that scary! You acted like a crazy person” she told me and I pouted

“Well I’m sorry that I have a rational fear for them” I muttered she shook her head

“Irrational Lia, irrational” she told me, why didn’t anyone understand my fear for them?

Lili and I watched Super Junior dance to Sorry Sorry next. I leant my head on Lili’s shoulder and just observed Heechul’s every move. So talented, so gorgeous, so y... whoa... The peace and quiet was ruined when Eunhyuk skipped up to us and placed himself in front of us hands on his hips. He smiled widely at us.

“Lili come and dance with us!” he beamed , she shook her head  “Please Lili, do it for oppa” he continued in an aegyo voice and shot her his best puppy eyes. Haha she was screwed now. My sister was a er for puppy eyes

“Fine” she muttered and then Eunhyuk grabbed her hand and quickly pulled her up and then he pushed her into Donghae arms

“Dance with Donghae! Lia you dance with me!” he said happily and in the next second I was in Eunhyuk’s arms

 

Liliana’s POV

Eunhyuk pushed me into Donghae’s arms and he barely caught me before I hit the ground. Our eyes met and he smiled at me before pulling me up. It was exactly like one of those moments in movies. When we stood up again we just looked into each other’s eyes , was until someone coughed. Siwon.

“Guys, you’re supposed to dance” he told us and we both blushed and Donghae put his left hand around my waist and pulled up my right hand to rest on his shoulder while he grabbed my left hand in his. Donghae then pulled me out of his grip started twirling me but then he pulled me back into his arms and started to move to the music that Sungmin had put on

“Did you have a good time with EXO?” he questioned and I nodded

“Yeah they’re cool” I replied and he went in for another twirl

“Not as cool as us though” Donghae said when I was back in his arms again

“True, no one can beat Super Junior” I said and the he pulled me out and in again so that I had my back against his chest and he had his arms around me

“Exactly” he whispered in my ear, I shuddered when I felt his breath against my neck and then he changed my position so that I was facing him again “So do you like couple dancing? I mean you normally don’t dance with a partner” he said and I smiled at him

“Yeah, I like this” I told him and he went in for yet another twirl

“It’s because I’m your partner” Donghae stated confident, but then I got out of his grip and looked at him in disbelief with my hands on my hips

“Don’t put words into my mouth!” I complained but he just chuckled

“Sorry, I just thought that that was the case” he answered and reached out his right hand to me as to say “Let’s continue dancing” I grabbed it hesitantly and he immediately pulled me back into him

“I would’ve liked dancing with anyone of you” I informed him and he grinned

“Of course you would’ve” he replied and then he lowered me down and kept his face very close to mine. My heart started to race. He was so close to me. His eyes looked into mine; it made me a little bit uncomfortable so I focused on something else, his lips. Big mistake, that just made me want to kiss him. Which I definitely couldn’t! I mean the whole Super Junior were in the room!

“Ehm, guys?” Eunhyuk’s voice interrupted my thoughts and Donghae’s so he pulled me up, but he didn’t let go of me. We both looked questioningly at Eunhyuk, he was standing with Lia in his arms, and she looked at me and smirked

“What?” Donghae asked and Eunhyuk chuckled

“Nothing, absolutely nothing” he replied

“Lili, can I have a word with you?” Siwon went up to me and put a hand on my arm, I looked at him terrified, oh no! Now he was going to tell me to stop being around Donghae

“S-sure” I stuttered and followed Siwon out to the corridor, he closed the door and looked at me and sighed

“Donghae is a great guy” he started and sat down on the floor, he patted on the space next to him and I sat down, feeling very nervous “And I wouldn’t mind if you guys got together” he continued and I turned to look at him, what had he just said!?

“What about the whole “you can’t date an idol” thing???” I cut him off

“Well...” he started and scratched his neck “That was mostly for Lia, our parents told me how she is” he said and I nodded, but I was a little bit mad at him, I was excited that he wouldn’t mind if I got together with Donghae but it wasn’t fair towards Lia

“What did they tell you about her?” I questioned calmly

“They said that she fall in love easily, and that she picks bad guys and then always ends up hurt” he said and I frowned, our parents didn’t really know what they talked about, they didn’t have all the facts but I did

“That’s not Lia’s fault! The guys that she has met have been true gentlemen to her, they didn’t show their true colours when they met her! And maybe she falls in love easily but it’s not fair to put up this rule for us and then tell me that I don’t need to obey it but Lia has to!” I told him firmly, Siwon sighed

“I just don’t want her to get hurt again” he said

“Neither do I but if you have this rule she’s only going to do something stupid” I told him

“Like what?”

“Date someone in secret” I said, I knew my sister well enough to be able to know that

“Seriously?” he wondered and I nodded

“Yes”

“Well I will still have this rule for her” he said to me and I groaned in frustration

“Then the rule goes for me too”

“Don’t you want to be with Donghae?” he questioned

“Of course but not this way, if Donghae in some miraculous way wants to be with me too then he’ll have to prove to you that he’s worthy me, you’re not going to accept him just like that” I said firmly, I think I’ve fallen for Donghae yes, but my sister always goes first

“Well if that’s what you want” Siwon said in defeat and I nodded

“Yes”

“Then try to capture Donghae’s heart”

“I will oppa, I will” I said happily and silently added “And Lia will try to capture Heechul’s heart

When we were on our way out of the building and about to go home we bumped into Jessica and Yoona from SNSD. Great... Jessica... I had never liked Jessica, or I had never Liked Haesica. Yes I was jealous! Donghae is my ultimate bias and I only ship my ultimate bias with me!

“Hey girls” Siwon greeted them “This is my sisters Lia and Lili” he continued and we shook hands with them, I tried to smile at them but I think I failed, I seriously didn’t like Jessica. I looked over at Lia and saw that she had a hard time smiling at them too. I didn’t like Haesica and she didn’t like Heesica.

“It’s so fun that you guys have come here!” Jessica squealed and I saw that Lia gave her a “What on earth are you talking about crazy girl?“ look, I had to bite my lip to not start laughing; my sister wasn’t one to really hide what she felt about people. If she didn’t like someone she kind of showed it.

“You have to hang out with is some day” Yoona continued

“That would be fun” Lia replied and she actually meant it, what? I guess she didn’t have anything against Yoona, good for her. She dislikes a lot of people actually, too many in my opinion

“Donghae oppa” Jessica then called out trying to sound cute

“Yeah?” he wondered and placed himself in between me and Lia and first he slung an arm around my shoulder and then the other around Lia’s. Jessica she looked, well let’s just say that she didn’t look too pleased

“We should get together some day too and hang out” she said to Donghae, I cursed Jessica in my mind

“I’m sorry Jessica but I have so little time nowadays and the time I have I try to spend with the members and my new found little sisters” Donghae replied her and my brain went: MOHAHAHAHAHAHA. Donghae chose me and Lia over Jessica! I really don’t like her okey!

“Oh” she said and pouted, I heard Lia sigh and looked at her, she was giving Jessica an “If you don’t stop with your retarded aegyo I’m going to punch you in the face” look. Then I couldn’t take it anymore so I burst into laughter, everybody looked at me amused and that did it for Lia too, she started laughing along with me “What is it?” Jessica asked a little but angrily

“Internal thing” I said between our laughs

“Yeah, you don’t even wanna know” Lia continued drying her tears

“Whatever” Jessica said and rolled her eyes at us, Yoona just smiled not sharing Jessica’s irritation

“But we have to go now, we haven’t eaten much all day” Leeteuk started and Jessica looked disappointed

“Yeah, come now lunatics” Donghae said to us and started walking with us still having his arms around us

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Another very odd chapter xD But guys seriously I AM AFRAID OF EXO! Kai scares the hell outta me!!!! And yes it is totally rational! *pouting*

Anyways... I hope you liked this crazy chapter! :) Comment and subscribe? I LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR READERS!!! <3<3<3<3<3

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Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not updating, life came inbetween and now I have an exchange student at my house that I have to entertain xD So be patient! Love you~

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT