Can we try again?

Living the fangirl dream

Liandra’s POV

“Lia, long time no see” the guy in front of me eyed me with a wide smile on his face, I returned the smile weakly. He was the same; his middle long blonde slightly curled hair was messy and as usual he had a headband on, his favourite the pink one. His eyes were as icy blue as ever and his body was just as well trained as I remembered it. He was gorgeous with other words, just as always. If you only judged him by his appearances you could easily understand why I had fallen in love with him. But now when I stood before him there were no feelings left whatsoever. He was also the same guy that had broken my heart completely. But when I saw him now I didn’t even feel anger towards him, he was just a friend of mine whom I had some very special memories with.  

(http://s4.favim.com/orig/50/dougie-dougie-poynter-mcfly-poynter-Favim.com-453562.jpg  A/N this is how I imagine Danny looking, even though his name is Dougie, but here it's Danny xD anyone recognize? :) xD)

 

“Hey Danny” I replied him, he let out a small chuckle and reached out his arms to me, I willingly accepted his hug, I had always been weak for his hugs.

“Welcome back” he greeted me and kissed my hair lovingly

“Thanks for letting me stay here” I told him, he smiled at me and took my hand in his

“Of course! Come in now!” he said and led me into his apartment, it was just like I remembered it, so many memories flashed through my mind. Good and bad. I sat down on his sofa and he was soon next to me. “So what made you come back?” he asked me and I smiled a half smile

“Siwon sent me home” I replied bitterly

“Your brother?” I nodded and he looked at me confused “Why did he do that?” he wondered

“Danny you know me, wherever I go I create chaos” I told him and he looked at me amused

“You created chaos so then he sent you home?” he asked and I nodded again confirming it

“Pretty much” he chuckled

“You’re incredible” he told me and stood up “I’ve missed you Lia” he continued and placed a kiss on my cheek then he went to the kitchen, I stood up also and followed him, he had placed himself by the kitchen sink and was cut vegetables for dinner. I gave him a back hug, I could feel him freeze, we hadn’t ended on so good terms, and it took us about a year before we could even stand to see each other again. He actually cheated on me so the breakup was really ugly; it’s a miracle that we became friends again. I guess some people are just meant to be in your life no matter what.

“Can I go and take a shower?” I questioned and leant my head on his back; I had missed being this close to someone

“Of course, you know your way” he told me and then I let go of him and grabbed my bags, put them in the guest room and grabbed some clothes and then jumped into the shower. When I was done I dressed quickly, I just wore a pair of sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt and put up my hair in a messy bun. When I came out to the kitchen again he was done with the food, even the table was set. When he saw me he smiled. “It’s like these two past years hasn’t happened at all” he remarked, I nodded and sat down by the table

“It’s weird isn’t it?” I asked

“Indeed it is” he said and sat down in front of me “So tell me Lia, what chaos did you create in Korea?” he continued, I frowned

“I don’t wanna talk about it” I replied him, he looked at me concerned

“Is it that bad?” he wondered and I nodded

“Yeah trust me” I assured him

“I can imagine” he said and we both burst into laughter

The rest of the night we just sat on the sofa and watched some movies. To be honest it was nice to hang out with him after all the chaos at Super Junior’s dorms. There was no stress and constant fighting with Heechul.... Heechul... wonder what he was doing now...

 

Heechul’s POV

“Was this really necessary Heechul?” Lili’s judging voice forced me to open my eyes and look at her; she was standing in the door opening to my room looking at me concerned. She made her way to my bed, stepping over all the stuff on the floor, trying to avoid to not step on the broken glass, eventually she had reached my bed and sat down next to me. I sat up and wrapped my arms around my legs, I was being observed by Lili the whole time. “Heechul?” she asked

“What!?” I snapped at her, she didn’t move, she just kept on staring at me intensely

“Why did you do this Heechul?” she asked and made a gesture to the floor where my chair was lying in pieces, glass pieces from the mirror was all over it, and a lamp broken in half, the electric piano was lying upside down with wood parts from the mirrors frame, the bed covers were lying in a pile along with the pillow, with other words it was a mess

“I felt like it” I replied her

“So you trashed your room cuz you felt like it?” she asked and I nodded

“Exactly”

“Bull, tell me the truth Heechul” she demanded

“I told you, I just felt like it, leave me alone!” I told her angrily

“Not till you tell me the truth”  she said seriously

“The truth? There is no truth” why couldn’t she just leave? I didn’t want to talk to her about this, she was after all Lia’s sister

“Yes there is so now tell me it” when she said that I snapped

“Why should I!? I bet you already know it! You just want me to say it so that you can scold me!!! Fine, I did this cuz your sister left! I did this cuz I was so ing mad at myself cuz I was indirectly the reason why she left! I did this cuz I ing miss her! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW!?” she sighed loudly and put a hand on my arm

“Yes Heechul, I’m happy” she told me, I looked at her in disbelief, wasn’t she supposed to yell back at me? “Admitting is better than trashing rooms” she continued

“I don’t need your smart comments now Lili” I muttered

“I’m just suggesting that you start behave, if she comes back Siwon will never allow you to even get close to her and she will hate you”

“So?”

“You’re not fooling me, you love her”

“Just leave me Lili” surprisingly she did as I told her, and I was left alone with my anger and tears... I had been an idiot towards her; despite that I couldn’t get rid of the feeling that she might be the one... whatever, she hates me now, she’s in London, and I just have to forget her now.  Good bye Liandra...

 

Liandra’s POV

“We had it good Lia” Danny stated, it was 2am and we were lying on his bed just talking, both of us were staring up at the ceiling, but when he said that I turned to look at him, he did the same

“Yes we had” I agreed

“Can’t we try again?” the question came out of the blue, it took me off guard, after like two years he wanted to try again? Despite my surprise I knew the answer straight away

“No Danny, we can’t” I replied him seriously, I saw that he had expected it in a way

“You fell in love in Korea didn’t you?” Danny knew me really well, he always had, and of course he would’ve noticed that

“Yes, I did” I said and Heechul’s face came in front of my eyes

“But now you’re here, please Lia, I still love you” he pleaded, I closed my eyes and started shaking my head, I couldn’t go there again

“No Danny, it’s him or no one else, I’m sorry, I really loved you before you decided to break my heart but now it’s only him” I said with my eyes closed still

“Does he know that? That it’s only him?” he wondered, I wiped away my tears and shook my head

“No and he’ll never know it either” I told him truthfully

“Then forget about him, please Lia, it can’t be only him, try to remember the feelings you had for me, as you said you really loved me” he was almost sounding desperate

“Danny it’s not that easy”

“All I’m asking for is one chance to make you fall in love with me again” he said and then he pulled me into him and before I knew it he kissed me, softly but passionate, all the good memories I ever had with him flashed through my mind during that kiss “Please” he begged when he pulled away

“Okey, I’ll give you another chance Danny, I promise” I told him, there was something about that kiss

“Good, I love you”

A month went, a month with Danny, a month with only Lili and Donghae that had contact with me. I talked to my sister every day, we both knew that I wanted to know how it was with Heechul but also we both knew that it was for the best if I didn’t. I hadn’t told her about Danny. She would freak out, she had always hated him. It wasn’t completely like before between me and Danny but enough to make me believe that it was what I needed. Heechul was never going to like me and he was trouble, even though Danny wasn't an angel...

 

“Lia!!!” Lili’s excited voice yelled into my ear, we were talking on the phone as we did every day

“Hey Lili, how is it?” I asked her and smiled to myself, I really missed my sister

“It’s gr- Hae stop it I’m trying to talk to Lia on the phone!” she complained, I bet he hugged her or tried to kiss her, things between Lili and Donghae were going really well and just as I'd told them they were really love dovey towards each other, it's in their nature

“You talk to her every day” when Hae said that I heard how she hit him

“She doesn’t live here anymore that’s why! I haven’t seen her in a month!!” Lili told him firmly

“Guys no need to fight over me” I pointed out and chuckled

“She’s right” Donghae agreed “Tell her the news instead” he continued

“You’re getting married?” I questioned

“NO! Lia we’ve been together for soon two months only!” Lili said almost panicked

“Just joking”

“ Anyways....We’re coming to London in two days!” Donghae then said

“NO WAY!!!!!” I yelled, they were visiting me??? I had to keep myself from starting to jump up and down out of happiness and excitement

“Yes! We’ll stay for two weeks!” Lili announced happily

“Oh my god! Guys that’s great!!! I can’t wait!!!!” but then I came to think about something “Only you two or?” I didn’t want to finish my question

“Yes, only us” Donghae said, Lili probably didn’t want to answer me

“Baby I’m home!!!” Danny’s voice announcing that he had come home from work made me freeze

“Lia was that Danny?” Lili asked confused

“Yeah, but I have to go now, we’ll stay in touch! I love you! See you soon!” I said and hung up quickly, I wanted to tell them face to face, it was for the best... God I can’t believe I’ll see them again!

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Such a bad chapter.... my inspiration these past days has been zero :( and the past week has been emotional and stressful, but I hoped you liekd it anyways, if not then tell me so that I can improve for the next chapter! :)

 

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT