Going official and strong emotions

Living the fangirl dream

 

Liliana’s POV

“Guys, Donghae and I have something very important to tell you” I started, we had gathered everyone in the living room to finally tell them after two weeks that Donghae and I were a couple

“That you’re a couple? We already knew that” Hyuk then said casually, like it was no big deal at all, I looked at him accusingly

“How did you know that!?” I demanded and looked over at Donghae who gave me a cute “it wasn’t me” look

“Cuz you guys are so obvious” Kangin then informed us

“Yeah, we all know” Shindong continued, Donghae and I looked at each other, there went the surprise...

“Anyways, congratulations!” Yesung said and hugged us both

“Take care of this little fish for us” Leeteuk said smiling and also hugged us

“I will, I promise” I assured them and wrapped my arms around Donghae’s waist and leant my head on his chest

“And you have to promise to take care of Lili, she is after all my sister, the good one that is” Siwon cut in and everybody but me chuckled

“Don’t worry hyung I will, always” he replied and kissed my hair

“I have to call Lia!” I squealed and ran to my room and got my phone and quickly dialled her number

“Hello?” she answered in a raspy voice after just a minute, she sounded very sleepy

“Lia it’s me!” I said excitedly

“Oh hi Lili” she let out a yawn and then I came to think about the time difference

“Wait what time is it in London?” I asked her worriedly, what if I had woke her up???

“3am” she said and my face twisted

“I’m so sorry Lia, I didn’t think about the time difference!” I said apologetically

“Don’t worry about it, what did you want then?” she asked tiredly

“Donghae and I just went official!!!” I squealed

“Lili oh my god that’s great!!!!” she was just as excited as I was “How did Siwon react then???” she wondered

“Pretty good actually” I told her

“Naaaaaw I knew he would take it well, Donghae is an angel!” she said and I nodded, he indeed was

“Anyways how are things going for you then?” I asked her concerned

“Good” she replied simply

“Okey.... and things with Danny? How is that going?” I wondered, I knew they were friends now but I didn’t trust him

“Just fine Lili, Danny has changed, I promise, he’ll be able to take care of me” she tried to assure me but I had a hard time believing her

“Well if you think so” I said unsure

“Yeah but Lili as much as I’d love to talk to you, I really need to sleep! I’ll call you later” she said

“Yeah do that, good night, love you bunny!”

“Love you too kitten and good day or whatever it is in Korea!”

 

 

 

“Hello?” an unknown number had called me, I was lying in my bed in Donghae’s arms, he had a day off so we decided to sleep in, Donghae played with my hair and casually kissed my neck softly making me highly unfocused

“Hi Lili! It’s me GD!”

“GD? Hi!!” I replied excitedly, it had been a while since I’d talked to him, Donghae immediately frowned and stopped kissing my neck and looked up at me

“What are you doing?” GD asked me happily

“Not much, just lying in my bed cud- no forget that, I’m just resting” I told him, no one knew about me and Donghae except of the members and Lia

“Were you going to say cuddling Lili?” GD then asked amused

“N-no” I stuttered causing GD to let out a loud melodically chuckle

“Of course not, who are you cuddling with?” he questioned and I could even hear his smirk

“No one! Stop it oppa!” I complained and felt how I blushed

“Not till you tell me who you’re cuddling with” he wasn’t going to let this go in the first place, which he was making clear

“Lili what are you talking about?” Donghae questioned and placed a light kiss on my collar bone forcing me to bite my lip so that I wouldn’t moan

“Lili was that Donghae? Are you cuddling with Donghae?” GD wondered excitedly, I sighed

“Yes I am” I confirmed, GD then let out a squeal causing met to burst into laughter

“That’s great Lili! I told you he’d notice you!” he said a bit hyper

“Yeah” I said and looked at Donghae, he was observing me intensely, not looking too happy, he looked so cute so I just had to steal a kiss

“Did you just kiss him?” GD wondered, damn I forgot about him

“Maybe... but oppa what did you want?” I asked changing the subject

“Rumour has it that you’re a great dancer and I need a dancer to my “Breath” performances, would you mind being that one?” he asked me, I almost dropped my phone, I had always dreamed to dance with a real kpop idol on a real stage

“Seriously?” I wondered

“Of course! So what do you say?” he almost sounded worried

“I’d love to oppa!!!” I replied him excitedly, he chuckled at my enthusiasm

“Great! Can you come to YG around 8pm or something today? Maybe I can show you the choreography?”

“Sure! I’ll be there” I assured him

“Good, I’ll see you then! Bye Lili”

“Bye oppa” when I hung up Donghae looked at me frowning, I had to bite my lip not to laugh at him, he looked too adorable, instead I wrapped my arms around him and stole another kiss, I was getting too used with kissing him, haha

“What did GD want?” he wondered refusing to kiss me back, was he jealous?

“He wanted me to participate in the dance routine to one of his songs” I replied casually

“And you said yes” Donghae stated and I nodded

“Yes? Are you jealous Donghae?”

“No! Of course not! I’m happy for you! Now you have the chance to show everybody what a good dancer you are” he tried to assure me but I didn’t buy it, he was totally jealous, but I didn’t mind or really care. It was cute and I wasn’t going to let it stop me from working with GD

“Good” I said and kissed him again and this time he answered my kiss willingly “But I’ll go and check on Heechul now, he hasn’t really been himself since Lia left” I continued and he nodded and let me go. I made my way to his room, hoping that he would feel a little bit better today.

“Heechul oppa?” I carefully opened the door to his room “How are-“I stopped mid sentence when I stepped into the room “What the Heechul!?” I yelled out, Heechul wasn’t alone, with him lying on his bed in his arms was some western girl, she wasn’t dressed, and he wasn’t either. I felt sick, really sick. It was obvious that they had had . That was the man that was supposed to be in love with my sister, yeah right. Heechul’s eyes widened when he saw me

“What?” he snapped at me

“ YOU HEECHUL!!!” I started furiously and then I turned to look at the girl “YOU!” I yelled and pointed at her “OUT!!!!!” I continued, she looked at me terrified, she got up from the bed and dressed quickly, she took a glance at Heechul “I SAID OUT!!!” she nodded and hurried out of the room and soon we heard the front door close. Heechul then sighed loudly and looked clearly annoyed

“What Lili? Why do you have to ruin my ing life!!!!!????” he yelled at me

“I’m not ruing your life! You are doing that perfectly fine by yourself Heechul!!! How are you planning to get Lia back when you act like this!?” I was almost crying by now, my sister didn’t deserve this but she loved him and that was what was horrible

“I’VE TOLD YOU! I’M LETTING HER GO!!!”

“KIM HEECHUL YOU LISTEN TO ME NOW AND YOU LISTEN CAREFULLY!!! If you love my sister the least then you ing fight for her!!! Cuz honestly she is worth so much more than this!!!!!” I yelled at him angrily, he was so stupid!

“I KNOW!!!”

“THEN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!” what didn’t he understand????

“”I don’t know the what and how” he was getting tired, I could see it in his eyes and I was getting tired too

“Heechul” I started and sat myself down on the floor “Why can’t you just love her?” I asked him and before I knew it I was crying, he sighed and sat down next to me

“I don’t know Lili, I really don’t know why I am like this” he sounded destroyed, I looked at him and let out a big sob

“Neither do I Heechul, but there is something I do know” I told him

“What?” he wondered

“If you don’t do something loving and that QUICK then you’ll lose her forever” I told him and he knew that I was right

“I can’t do that!” he then said desperately

“Then fix it, please Heechul” I begged, he swallowed and looked at me intensely

“I’ll try”

“Okey” I replied and wiped away my tears and stood up and started to walk to the door

“Lili?” he called after me, I stopped in the door

“Yeah?”

“Thanks and I’m sorry” he told me, I just nodded and walked out... everything was so damn complicated! Why couldn’t they just be together!!!??? This was starting to drive me crazy!

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A very short chapter... sorry :(

 

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Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not updating, life came inbetween and now I have an exchange student at my house that I have to entertain xD So be patient! Love you~

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT