Jealousy

Living the fangirl dream

“Lili are you sure I shouldn’t come with you?” Donghae asked for the millionth time in ten minutes, I was meeting GD at YG in twenty minutes and Donghae wasn’t so happy about it. He tried to make it sound like he was just worried about my safety but in reality he was jealous and wanted to keep an eye on me and GD.

“Yes Donghae I’m very much sure, don’t worry about it!” I assured him also for like the millionth time

“But I’m your boyfriend! Which means that I’m allowed to worry about you!” he stated and pouted

“Aigoo so cute” I cooed and pinched his cheek and kissed his nose, he frowned which only made him cuter “But I have to go now! Bye!” I said and kissed his lips quickly and hurried out before he could react and go after me. It didn’t take me long to arrive at YG. I told the woman in the reception that I was there for GD and when I had identified myself she informed me where he was waiting for me.

“Hey oppa!” I greeted him excitedly when I stepped into his dance studio, he smiled widely when he saw me and went up to hug me

“Hello Lili” he replied happily “let’s get started right away! We have a lot to do!” he said and led me further into the room, two other people were there, one man and one woman “They’ll be showing us the choreography” GD explained and I nodded, so we both sat down on the floor by the wall and the music started to play

 The choreography was very interesting indeed. In the end I was supposed to lie on the floor and GD would like hover over me and come very close with his face to mine, and then he would like jump over me and I would cling onto his back, kind of. And in the very end I would dance very, very close to him. It was a very intimate routine indeed.  Donghae would hate it for sure.

“So what do you think about the dance Lili?” GD asked me after the dancers had showed us the whole dance

“It’s a really cool dance but, do we have to be so intimate?” I asked carefully, GD let out a chuckle

“You think Donghae would get jealous?” he wondered amused, it showed that he liked the idea of Donghae being jealous, I nodded and he bit his lip to not burst into laughter, very mature done of him

“Very, he even tried to make me bring him here with me today” I replied and frowned

“Come on Lili, it’s just a dance, doesn’t Donghae trust you?” GD asked

“Of course he does, well I believe so at least, but the thing is, I don’t wanna hurt him” I explained to GD

“Please Lili, I really want it to be you that is my partner, if Donghae loves you he’ll let you do this” he was practically begging by now, I sighed, he had a point and it was after all just a dance routine. No matter how much I loved and admired GD, then Donghae was my boyfriend and I loved and admired him so much more.

“Okey I’ll do it” I informed GD, he clapped his hands excitedly and then grabbed my hand and pulled me up on my feet

“Now let’s learn this dance, yeah?” he asked and I nodded

“Yeah, let’s”

GD and I practised till about 2am. But we just worked on the first part of the routine. So we didn’t come to the part where we had to be awfully close. I was actually very grateful for that. But I had liked dancing with GD after all. He is a really funny and cool person to be with, so working with him was not going to get boring that was for sure. And he is a very talented person.

When I came home to the dorms Donghae was lying on my bed on his back staring at the ceiling. I smiled to myself when I saw him and went up to him and sat myself on his stomach straddling him. He looked up at me and smiled and then wrapped his strong arms around my waist. I then bent down to place a soft kiss on his lips. Very soon though I was lying on top of him. His lips to mine were eager. Before I could react he had turned us around so that he was on top of me instead. His lips never left mine, not even for a second. I intervened my fingers in his soft hair and one of his hands found its way down my thigh massaging it. Then I felt the tip of his tongue brush against my lips begging for them to part, at first I didn’t allow him entrance but after a while it got too much and I parted my lips. His tongue immediately started fighting with mine for dominance even though that was a very unfair fight because he won it easily, but I didn’t mind at all. I started tugging on his shirt, he got the signal quickly and soon the shirt was off, my hands immediately went down to his gorgeous chocolate abs. Donghae shivered under my touch making me smirk. He then rolled us over to the side and he pulled my left leg over his, I let out a silent moan by the sudden movement. I felt Donghae smile through the kiss and then he all of a sudden left my lips for my neck, he on it making sure to leave marks. I had a very hard time to control myself, but I couldn’t just moan, all of the members were home and weren’t asleep. Donghae knew that, he chuckled for himself when he heard me struggle but then he decided to test faith and went to my collar bone and bit it lightly. Then I couldn’t hold it in and let out a rather loud moan. Donghae then stopped and looked at me with a naughty smirk on his face; he was so going to pay for this if anyone heard. As on cue the door opened and Donghae immediately removed my leg from him and pulled the covers over us and pretended to sleep. Fortunately it was dark in the room so whoever came in didn’t see that. We stayed absolutely silent and after a while the person left the room. When we heard the door close Donghae immediately opened his eyes and pulled my leg over his once more and started kissing my neck again like nothing had happened. I pulled away and looked at him accusingly

“Yah! Donghae! What if we would have been caught? That was probably Siwon! He would’ve killed both of us” I told him firmly, Donghae just chuckled and then he put on an innocent angel face

“But my princess Siwon trusts me” he said, I rolled my eyes at him and sighed

“You can actually be quite annoying Lee Donghae” I stated

“I know” he said and gave me one of his killer smiles and then he gave me a quick peck on my lips “But now we should sleep, good night my princess, I love you” he continued and wrapped his arms around me and closed his eyes, this man was incredible.

“Good night my prince, love you too” I just replied and snuggled up in his arms and closed my eyes and soon I heard him start singing on A day

 

When I woke up the next day Donghae to my disappointment was already gone. He probably had some early schedules. Which was good cuz then I could go to GD without having him nagging on me about how he should come with me. I wouldn’t be able to concentrate on my dancing if Donghae was there, especially not after last night and especially not when I had to dance that close to GD. 

I got myself ready quickly so that I could call Lia before I had to go to YG and practice with GD. I missed her a lot and was constantly worried about her. That she lived with her sneaky ex boyfriend didn’t make it better either. And Heechul was a mess, just so many problems and drama. It was like drama followed her around everywhere she went! She kinda liked it though but it was starting to get too much even for her now.

“Lili my favourite and cutest kitten and little sister!” her voice squealed when she answered the phone

“Hello there my little puffy bunny and big sister” I replied her just as enthusiastically “So how are things going?” I questioned her

“Pretty good, Danny’s sister owns her own clothing brand if you remember so she’s letting me work there as a designer” she told me, I smiled, good that she got to do something that she liked to get her mind off of Heechul “And you? How is everything back at the chaotic dorm?” she asked me

“Well it is chaotic” I replied and we both chuckled

“And things with Donghae? How are they going?” she then asked and I caught myself biting my lip when I thought about him, damn him, he would be so smug if he saw me now

“Really good actually, he’s amazing” I told her

“I know he is and I’m really glad to hear that it goes well between the two of you. You really deserve someone like him, I am so happy for you sis, you have found your match, your soul mate” she said to me seriously and I smiled

“Yeah I have and thanks that you think that, it means a lot to me” I started “But Lia, you’ll find your soul mate too, someday, trust me” I continued

“I guess, but let’s not talk about that” she said to me and I frowned

“Okey, so how is it to live with Danny? You didn’t even live with each other when you were together, so how is that working out now?” I wondered

“It’s cool, I forgot how much he makes me laugh” she said and chuckled, but I didn’t find it amusing at all

“Lia, don’t go there again” I warned her

“Where?” she asked even though I knew that she knew what I meant

“Honey, Danny is your EX for a reason” I told her seriously, I heard her sigh

“Lili calm down, but he has changed though, but I just stated that he makes me laugh, Eunhyuk made me laugh too but I didn’t want to get together with him for that” she told me and I guess that she was right, but she had always been weak for Danny. I had all the right in the world to worry about her

“Just don’t do anything that you will regret” I warned her

“Lili I always do things that I regret later, but I’ll try extra hard for you my little kitten” she assured me

“Yeah I know but it’s good that you’ll try that’s all I’m asking from you, but I have to go now; I’m meeting up with GD for practice” I told her

“Oh, say hi to him from me” she said and chuckled

“I will” I said a bit hesitantly “I love you my little adorable and amazing bunny”

“Haha and I love you too my little wonderful and cutest kitten, bye” she said and then she hung up, I had such a strange but yet epic sister. God I missed her. I hadn’t seen her for a month soon.

When I arrived at the dance studio GD was already there practicing the dance for “Heartbreaker”. I observed him for a while; he was such a dynamic person. And I LOVED his blonde hair! He looked very y in it.... Get a grip of yourself Lili! You have Donghae! I took a deep breath and thought about my little fish and immediately thought about the night before. His lips to mine were the most amazing feeling ever. And then his body-

“Oh hi Lili, I didn’t see you” GD interrupted my thoughts and walked up to me smiling

“Hello GD” I greeted him, he gave me a hug and then he led me into the room

“Let’s start with the other part of the dance now, we’ll take it part by part” he said and then he put on the music.

The first two hours went well, no body contact at all. But then we came to the last part of the dance where I had to be really close to him. Both GD and I got down on the floor, I laid down on it and GD bent down his body over mine and got really close with his face. I could feel his hot breath to my cheek as well as the heat from his body. It all made me highly unfocused

Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae.

 

That worked until GD had to do his little jump over me, I did the mistake to not close my eyes so was facing his body for a brief second making me highly distracted. It got worse and worse as the dance proceeded and when we had to repeat it. Dancing with GD was going to drive me crazy!

“Let’s go through it one last time” GD then (finally) said, I nodded and got into position, the part when we were on the floor went well but when we got to the part when I had to dance ridiculously close to him GD decided to have some fun. He grabbed me by the waist and started ing against me, his face got closer and closer to mine. And stupid as I am I just continued to dance. I didn’t know what else to do. But then GD stopped abruptly and looked at the direction to the door. He smirked and let out a chuckle. It wasn’t a good sign. I turned around and looked too. And there he was, Donghae. ! How long had he been standing there? Well it didn’t matter because GD was holding me by the waist pressed against his body. That was enough to piss him off

 

“What the hell is going on here!?” Donghae yelled and looked at us accusingly

“We’re just dancing” GD replied him and smiled widely

“GD, no” I started but was cut off by Donghae

“Get your hands off of her!” he yelled, GD just chuckled but did as he was told and let go of me, Donghae then ran up to me and embraced me and shot GD death glares

“I’m sorry Hae” I whispered into his chest, he then looked down at me and smiled a bit

“It’s not your fault, it’s GD” he assured me “You watch it GD!” he then continued

“What we were only dancing!” GD said innocently making Donghae let out a groan in frustration

“You’re an idiot GD” he said angrily

“No, I’m just a man that know how to chose a hot dancer and the right dance” he replied Donghae smug, I looked up at Donghae, it looked like he was contemplating whether to go up to GD and beat him up or not

“Don’t” I told Donghae and he nodded

“Come Lili let’s go” he just said simply and walked me out of the dance studio and out of the YG building. When we arrived at the dorm he briefly greeted the members and then he dragged me to his room and pushed me down on the bed and laid himself next to me and wrapped his arms around me and started kissing me roughly. His hands roamed my entire body and he pushed his tongue inside my mouth before I could even react. He was upset for sure. Not that I minded him kissing me like this but, not during these circumstances. He kissed me like this because of GD and that I didn’t like. So I stopped him. He looked at me confused

“You’re mad” I explained and he sighed

“Sorry it’s just that you’re mine and I don’t want GD touching you like that” he said and pouted

“Aaaaaw my prince of course I’m yours and then you don’t have anything to worry about. This is just work! He’s just my dance partner! But you’re boyfriend! The guy I love” I assured him, Donghae then smiled and placed a soft kiss on my lips

“That is true” he said and I nodded and kissed him again

“I love you Lee Donghae” I mumbled through his kisses

“And I love you Choi Liliana” he replied and I felt him smile into the kisses

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Such a weird chapter xD In my deffence I am ill! So will be home tomorrow so hopefully you'll get another update! :D

 

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT