I let out a loud shriek and quickly got up on my feet and made my way to Heechul, I was crying more than ever now. And I took him in my arms and felt the whole me dying. He was bleeding everywhere and he was unconscious. It was the most horrible sight I had ever seen. This was all because of me. He had saved me; he had risked his own life to push me away from the car. That made me cry even more and I didn’t even notice all the people that had started to crowd around me. I just held Heechul in my arms and cried and cried and cried. Then all of a sudden I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up and saw a man looking down at me kindly.

“I have called an ambulance, they will be here soon” he informed me and I nodded

“T-thanks” I sobbed and he smiled at me weakly

“He’ll be okey” he tried to assure me but I wasn’t all too convinced, I looked down at Heechul again, even though he was covered in blood he was still as beautiful as always.

“I love you Heechul” I whispered in his ear “Please don’t leave me, I can’t live without you” I continued and in the next second I heard the sirens and the ambulance pulled up beside us and before I knew it Heechul was taken from my arms “YAH!” I yelled at the ambulance men who took him into the ambulance “Where are you taking him!?” I cried, they just looked at me like I was some crazy fangirl. So they ignored me and closed the ambulance doors. “YAH TELL ME WHERE YOU’RE TAKING HIM!!!” I shouted as I sat there on the ground, the man from before who had called the ambulance then went up to one of the paramedics

“I think you could tell her, it seems like they know each other” he told the paramedic who nodded and went up to me and kneeled in front of me while the ambulance went away, I wanted to run after it

“How do you know Kim Heechul?” he questioned me, and I had no idea what to say, no one knew about me and Liliana so he would probably never believe me if I told him the truth, but what else could I say?

“I’m Choi Siwon’s little sister” I told him, I looked up at him and dried my tears, he looked at me like I was an idiot

“Do you expect me to believe that?” he questioned and I shook my head

“No, but I am actually telling the truth” I said and looked down again and cried silently, the paramedic stood up

“You have been wasting my time” he told me and started to walk towards his car that was just a few meters away

“Wait!” I yelled and he stopped and turned around to look at me severely “Let me call Siwon oppa” I continued and he walked back to me and nodded

“Okey call him” he said and I took forth my phone and quickly dialled his number and prayed that he would answer quickly, luckily he did

“Hey Lia what is it?” he wondered when he picked up

“O-oppa” I sobbed

“Lia!?” he sounded panicked “What have happened?!” he demanded

“H- Heechul was hit by a car and-“ I couldn’t continue due to all my tears

“WHAT!?” Siwon yelled “Lia where are you!?” he questioned and I told him the address of the street

“I’ll be there as quick as possible” he told me and hung up

“So?” the paramedic asked me

“Siwon oppa will be here as soon as possible” I informed him

“You better not be playing with me now” he warned me and I nodded

“I’m not” I said and sobbed quietly, I couldn’t believe that this had happened. The love of my life had been hit by a car and was now on his way to the hospital, just cuz he was trying to save me.

As the SM building was only about two minutes from the street where the accident had happened Siwon arrived quickly. When he saw me sitting on the street crying and covered in Heechul’s blood he ran up to me and took me in his arms and hugged me as tight as he could. I held onto him with all my strength and cried into his chest. He my back and rocked me back and forth trying to calm me down and kissed my hair. But there was no use. If Heechul didn’t make it then it would be my fault.

“Shhh angel don’t cry, what happened?” Siwon then after a while asked me, I looked up at him and he dried my tears with his hands.

“I told him I loved him and then I ran out and he ran after me and I ran out on the street and then a car came and he pushed me out of the way and got hit” I cried out and buried my face in his chest

“Oh god” Siwon said and hugged me even tighter  “Where did they take him?” he then asked

“I don’t know, they didn’t wanna tell me because they thought that I was just a crazy fangirl and when I told one of them that I was your sister he didn’t believe me” I said to Siwon who then spotted the paramedic that was observing the scene in front of him

“Which hospital did you take Heechul to?” Siwon asked him, the paramedic just looked at him shocked

“This is actually your little sister?” he wondered and Siwon nodded

“Yes, my parents adopted her and her twin sister even before they were born” Siwon explained and the paramedic turned to me and looked at me apologetically

“I am really sorry that I didn’t believe you Miss Choi” he said to me, I just ignored him and went back to cry into Siwon’s chest

“Whatever, can you tell us now which hospital Heechul was taken to” Siwon demanded

“Of course” he said and then he told us the address to the hospital “I could take you there if you want to” he continued and I felt Siwon nod

“That would be great” he said and in the next second Siwon picked me up bridal style and carried me to the paramedic’s car. He put me down in the back and was fast by my side and held me again. And then the paramedic guy sat in the front seat and drove off to the hospital where Heechul was at.

When we arrived there we were showed to the waiting room while the paramedic went to ask someone how Heechul was doing. Siwon sat down and pulled me up in his lap and held me tightly. I was till crying but not as heavy as before. Siwon’s presence calmed me down a little bit and soon I wasn’t crying at all. I was just holding onto him and looking into the wall expressionless. I didn’t even know what to do if Heechul didn’t make it. I would blame myself for his death my whole life. But then after I don’t know, an hour or two or even three, a doctor came into the waiting room.

“Mr Choi?” he called out

“Yes that would be me” Siwon said and the doctor nodded and walked up to where me and Siwon were sat

“You are friends with Mr Kim I have understood” the doctor said and Siwon nodded

“How is he?” Siwon asked worriedly

“Mr Kim just came out from surgery and he will be completely fine. He has broken his right arm and right leg though and he has a strong concussion but he will be completely recovered after a couple of months of rest. He was lucky to only have this few injuries I must say. Maybe he had a guardian angel” the doctor said to us, I felt how a huge weight lift off my chest. He was going to survive. Heechul was alive. Then I started crying again but this time it was happy tears. He wasn’t gonna leave me.

“Thank you doctor” Siwon said and smiled, he was just as relieved as me

“You can see him now if you want to” the doctor then continued and Siwon looked down at me

“Liandra do you wanna see him first? I should call the members and your sister and inform them of what have happened” he told me, I nodded and stood up and then I turned to the doctor

“He is sleeping right?” I asked and he nodded

“Yes he is but he will wake up in maybe twenty minutes or so. I can take you there” he said and I followed the doctor to the room where Heechul was “I’ll leave you here” he continued and then he left me alone.

I carefully opened the door to the small white room and stepped inside. I got a big shock when I saw Heechul who lied on a hospital bed. He looked horrible, but yet beautiful. He had all kinds of wires and tubes connected to his bruised body and he had a bandage on his head and his right leg and arm were wrapped up as well. I started crying again and went up to his bed and sat down on it and carefully took his left hand in both my hands. He looked so vulnerable. This was not the Kim Heechul that I knew. The Kim Heechul I knew always looked so strong.

I sat quiet for I don’t know how long and just observed him. But then I lift up my hand and took away some pieces of hair from his beautiful face. It hurt that he never was going to be mine. How could such an amazing person like Kim Heechul love someone like me, Choi Liandra? It was impossible. He was out of my league. I was just an ordinary girl and he was The Kim Heechul of Super Junior.

“I love you Heechul” I whispered and caressed his cheek “and I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done to you that have proved the opposite cuz I really do love you like crazy and I wish with all my heart that you could love me back” I continued and closed my eyes “You have no idea how much you mean to me...but I will know my place, we live in different worlds and you could never love anyone like me. So I will stand back. As long as you’re alive and happy cuz then I will be happy too. I will be happy for you no matter what” I said and bent my head down still with closed eyes.

“I love you too Liandra and your place is with me” I froze when I heard the weak voice that belonged to Heechul. I looked up and opened my eyes and found myself staring into his beautiful eyes. He smiled weakly at me. “I love you” he continued

Heechul’s POV

I started to wake up feeling a hand to my face. I tried to open my eyes but it was too painful. My whole head was aching. And then I felt that it was not only the head that was aching; my entire body was aching like crazy. I had no memory why that was the case. But wait... Liandra...the car... I had been hit by the car when I saved Liandra... was I in heaven now? No... I couldn’t be, I was most likely in hell, there was the only place that I would experience such immense pain. In heaven I would be completely fine. But I was in hell now. And I deserved it for sure after how I had been treating Liandra. But then all of a sudden I heard a voice that no way could ever be in hell. It was Liandra’s angelic voice that only belonged in heaven.

I love you Heechul” she whispered and caressed my cheek “and I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done to you that have proved the opposite cuz I really do love you like crazy and I wish with all my heart that you could love me back” she continued “You have no idea how much you mean to me...but I will know my place, we live in different worlds and you could never love anyone like me. So I will stand back. As long as you’re alive and happy cuz then I will be happy too. I will be happy for you no matter what” she said and I was in shock, she really loved me, she really truly loved me. And she didn’t believe that I loved her at all. That was insane, I loved her like crazy. So I opened my eyes with all my force and found Liandra sitting beside me with her eyes closed and head bent down. She was so incredibly beautiful and I couldn’t believe that she actually loved me.

“I love you too Liandra and your place is with me” I said and I saw how she froze when she heard my weak voice. She looked up and opened her eyes and when she did that she stared straight into my eyes. I smiled weakly at her. “I love you” I continued

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Whoa yet another chapter :) The reason is that I have been feeling really sick so I was home from school yesterday and didn't wanna do homeworks and therfore I could write more on this story :) I hope you guys are liking where I am  going with this! Enjoy!

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