I'll miss you

Living the fangirl dream

One week went without anything special happening. We explored London and luckily Danny had to go back to work and Lia managed to get the two weeks off that we were in London. So she came along with us and it was really nice. This was what I had been imagining before we went. Just hanging out with my sister and boyfriend.  We had a blast. But the amazing days always got a little bit ruined when we came back to the apartment and Danny was there waiting for us, or rather waiting for Lia.

One night Lia and Donghae decided to go and see a movie when I was too tired to go anywhere. Danny wasn’t supposed to come home till late so then I stayed home without any doubts. But then all of a sudden when I was lying on the sofa reading the front door opened and shortly after Danny entered the living room.

“Hi Lili” he greeted me and smiled and sat down on the sofa in front of me

“Hey” I replied and went back to my book, I wasn’t in the mood of talking to him

“How are you?” he questioned, I sighed and looked up at him again, seemed like he was in the mood of talking though

“Fine and you?” I asked and tried to smile as genuinely as possible

“Great, listen I know you don’t like me” He then said and I looked at him in disbelief

“You realized that now?” I asked amused “I’ve disliked you since the day you got together with her for the first time!” I continued

“I love Lia!” he protested but I just shook my head

“No you love the idea of Lia, you love Lia’s body, and you only want from her” I told him truthfully

“That is not true! I sincerely love her!” he said and it was evident that he was starting to get angry with me

“No you don’t, I bet you don’t know a thing about her” I said

“I know everything about her!”

“Yeah right” I muttered

“Fine I don’t care whether you accept me or not! Lia has forgiven me and loves me again! And there is nothing you can do about it!” he yelled and then he stormed off to his room and slammed the door closed.

 

Another week went and we now only had one day left to be in London. I was quite sad; I would miss Lia so much. And I would be constantly worried about her when she was under the protection of Danny. But she refused to go back with us. She wanted to stay with Danny. If only Heechul could come here and confess his heart out and take her back to Korea. Ha, like that would ever happen...

“So what are you gonna do the last night?” Lia questioned as she lay on the bed in our room observing me while I was getting ready

“Donghae is taking me out for dinner” I replied her and smiled

“Nice, I wish Danny could take me out to dinner once a while, but you know he’s always so busy” she said and frowned, I sighed and sat down next to her

“Lia, are you sure that you’re over Heechul?” I asked her

“Yes” she told me a bit hesitantly

“Doesn’t seem like it” I pointed out, she sighed and rolled over on her back and stared up at the ceiling

“What can I do then? He’s in Korea and the man hates me” she said and I saw a tear escape her eye, she dried it quickly and turned to look at me

“Even if it is so then it doesn’t mean that you have to be with Danny” I pointed out

“I know but he’s nice to me, maybe he will make me forget about Heechul completely and I’ll start loving him again” she said and tried to smile sincerely

“I don’t like the idea but if that’s what you want”

“It is” she said firmly

“Okey”

“Princess?” Donghae’s head appeared in the opening of the door and looked at us and smiled “Are you ready?” he wondered

“Yeah, bye bunny” I said and kissed Lia’s forehead

“Bye kitten, bye fishy! Have a great time!” she called out after us and we both waved before going out

 

Well out on the street Donghae stopped to look at me. He took both my hands in his and eyes me from head to toe. A wide smile appeared on his face and then he leaned on place a soft kiss on my lips.

“You look amazing today Lili” he told me and placed my hands on his waist and let his hands drift over my bare arms

“You too Donghae” I said and looked at him, the white shirt he was wearing showed off his muscular body perfectly

“Not more than you, is that a new dress?” he asked and I nodded, I and Lia had had a day of shopping and then I had bought the dress, it was purple and went just over my knees and showed off my curves and skin colour beautifully.

“The works of Choi Liliana” I said and he chuckled

“Of course” he said and the he took my hand and we started walking. After a while we arrived at one of London’s finest restaurants. We were showed to a table for two out on the terrace where we had a view over the Thames. Donghae took out the chair for me and I sat down and he was fast sitting in front of me. We ordered and then the waitress left us alone, finally.

“It’s really beautiful here” I stated and looked at the view in front of me, the water was black in the light of the moon and it was mirrored in the water just like all of the streetlights.

“Almost as beautiful as you Lili” Donghae said and took one of my hands in his and kissed it softly, I giggled

“You’re so cheesy Donghae” I told him and he grinned

“Aren’t I?” he said happily

“Yeah, but I like it” I assured him

“Well that’s good”

 

We ate the most delicious food and just talked about everything and nothing. It was a great night. And I didn’t want it to end. I didn’t want to leave Lia but on the other hand I missed Siwon and the boys. All of a sudden while we sat there and talked Donghae rose and took my hand in his gesturing to me to rise too. And I did as he wanted and then he led me out to a dance floor. He didn’t ask or anything he just assumed that I wanted to dance. I smiled as he wrapped my arms around his neck and wrapped his own around my waist and we started to move back and forth to the music that was playing.

“Do you always do like this?” I asked him and he looked at me wonderingly “Just drag out the girl to the dance floor without asking her if she wants to dance?” I continued and he chuckled

“Yeah, that way she won’t say no” he explained and stole a kiss

“Just don’t do it with Lia, she’d kill you” I warned him and he tried to hold his laughter

“I won’t, but I will do it with you” he informed me and I nodded

“I don’t mind” I assured him and leant my head to his chest

We danced like that for I don’t know how long. When I was with Donghae and especially in his arms everything else lost its meaning. My only focus was him. Cheesy and cliché? Yeah I know. But my sister is Lia! When we were little she always told me and read the cheesiest and cliché tales and we both loved it! Once in a while Donghae bent down in head to kiss me which always made us stop dancing and just stand there for a while letting our lips dance instead. I actually preferred that kind of dancing.

“Lili, it’s starting to get late, we should go back, our plane leaves early tomorrow” Donghae the all of a sudden said, I sighed and pouted

“I don’t want this night to end” I stated, he smiled and took a strand of hair and tucked it behind my ear

“Me neither but it has to anyways” he told me and took my hand in his and started to lead me out of the restaurant and back to Danny’s apartment

“Will she be fine?” I asked him, he looked at me and held my waist instead and kissed me hair

“She will, I promise” he assured me, but I wasn’t convinced “You shouldn’t worry about her too much” he continued, I nodded and leant my head to his shoulder and we walked the rest of the way in silence, just enjoying each other’s company

Twenty minutes later we arrived at the apartment. Even though it was 2am Danny was up. He was sitting by the kitchen table talking on the phone with someone. But when he saw us he abruptly ended the conversation and hung up.

“Are you guys back already?” he asked us and smiled

 

“Already?” I asked slightly annoyed, the phone call bothered me, I didn’t have a good feeling about it “It’s 2am Danny” I continued

“Oh is it?” he asked surprised and we both nodded

“Is Lia sleeping?” Donghae asked

“Yeah, she went to bed a while ago” he informed us

“Okey” he said and then he took my hand and we went in to the guest room, I sat down on the bed and started to take of my jewellery while Donghae started to take off his shirt

“I wonder who he was talking to this late” I said thoughtfully and took of my necklace

“Probably just a friend” Donghae said as he ed the last button and took off the shirt and laid it on the chair by the desk

“I don’t know Hae” I said and then Donghae reached for a t-shirt to sleep in, I stood up and grabbed his wrist

“Don’t put it on” I told him and smiled innocently, he chuckled and helped me to my dress and I quickly got out of it and took the t-shirt from Donghae and put it on instead

“You’re so weird” he told me and pulled me by the waist to him till I was pressed to his body and then he kissed me softly, I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen the kisses. I felt him smile and then he started to move us backwards and soon I was lying on the bed with him on top of me. His lips to mine were soft and loving, very soon I felt his tongue brush over my lips and I parted them willingly and he quickly got in and started exploring my mouth. While his lips and tongue were busy his hands were drifting over my arms. My arms were still around his neck; my fingers intervened in his hair. Then all of a sudden he left my lips for my neck and started a biting. It made me go crazy, why did he always do things like this when we weren’t alone? I was very tired and after a while I let out a rather loud yawn and he stopped what he was doing and looked up at me. “We should sleep” he stated and got off of me and laid himself beside me instead, I pouted but laud my head on his chest and slung an arm around him and he had an arm around me as well. “Good night my princess” he said and kissed my hair

“Nightiie my prince” I replied and kissed his chest “I love you” I continued and closed my eyes

“I love you too” he replied and soon he started to sing A day and I quickly fell asleep

 

The next morning I woke up by the sunlight hitting my face. I opened my eyes slowly and turned around to the side and found the bed empty. Donghae was already up. I reluctantly got out of the bed and got dressed. We were leaving today. I looked at the clock. 9am. The plane was leaving at 1pm. We only had four hours left. I went out to the kitchen were all three of them were sitting. I sat down on Donghae’s lap and kissed him good morning.

“Morning princess, slept well?” he wondered

“Morning to you too, I slept very well and you?” I asked

“Me too” he said and hugged me tightly, the I felt someone kiss my forehead I looked up and there was Lia with a cup of coffee in her hands

“Morning Kitten” she greeted me before she went to refill her cup

“Morning” I said and frowned “I don’t wanna leave, Lia can’t you come with us?” I asked and earned a death glare from Danny. Lia stopped and looked at me sadly

“I can’t you know that” she told me and went to sit next to Danny

“Yeah...I’m gonna miss you so much!” I stated and pouted, she smiled weakly

“Me too” she said and frowned

“We’ll visit them soon” Danny then assured her and her face lit up and she kissed him

“Thanks” she said happily, in the next second Danny’s phone plunged, announcing that he had gotten a text, the phone was just beside me so without thinking I looked at the screen and before Danny snatched it away quickly I could see who it was from. Hot stuff. I felt my stomach turn upside-down. It wasn’t Lia, so who could it be? I observed Danny while he read the text and I saw how he held back a smirk. It didn’t feel good. But I kept quiet. I couldn’t prove anything really and Lia would get pissed if I was wrong.

“We have to go now” Donghae after a while said and I nodded, we didn’t have much time left till the plane would leave

“I’m sorry we can’t come to the airport with you but I have to be at work, it’s a shoe emergency” Lia said apologetically and laughed half-heartedly, I smiled and hugged her tightly

“Don’t worry about it, we’ll just say good bye now” I told her and she nodded and I saw that tears were threatening to fall from her eyes any second.

“I love you so much Lili” she said as the first tear started to roll down her cheek

“I love you too Lia, more than anything else” I told her and hugged her even tighter

“I’ll miss you kitten” she said and buried her face in my shirt and I felt it get wet very quickly

“I’ll miss you more” I told her and lift up his head and dried her tears “Good bye my little bunny” I continued

“Bye kitten” she said and sniffled, then Donghae put a hand on my shoulder and I left him to her, they just hugged and whispered their good bye’s and then Donghae kissed her cheek and left her to Danny and walked up to me and took my hand and we left their apartment and got into the waiting cab. Donghae hugged me tightly and dried my falling tears.

“She’ll come back” he assured me “I promise, she’ll come back” he continued and my back

“Donghae, I think he’s cheating on her” I then said and told him about the text message, Donghae frowned

“Let’s hope it’s nothing” he said, but I knew that he was just as worried as me

2pm we were sitting on the plane home that had just lifted. I couldn’t stop thinking about Lia and that text message. If he hurt her again I would kill him. Donghae would kill him, Siwon would kill him. Let’s face it; lots of people would kill Danny. I sighed loudly and looked at Donghae, he smiled at me and kissed me softly

“Try to sleep some” he told me and I nodded and leant my head on his arm and soon I fell asleep.

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT