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“Lia?” I called out and she looked up at my face wonderingly

“Yeah?”

“Why did you kiss me?” I questioned her and she frowned

“Sorry Kyuhyun, I just wanted to thank you for everything that you have done for me, I guess I wasn’t thinking straight” she told me and I nodded

“Don’t worry, it’s just that you’re like a sister to me” I explained to her

“I know Kyuhyun, I’m sorry, it won’t happen again, I promise” she assured me

 

Ten minutes later we arrived at the airport. We bought one way tickets to Seoul. The plane would leave in less than an hour so we had to hurry and check in our bags and go through the security check if we were gonna make it. We ran the last bit and just as we arrived to the gate the last people were boarding the plane. We made it just in time. It wasn’t till we sat down in our seats that it hit Liandra that she really was going back to Seoul. She sat and stared at her ticket for a long time. Then she drift her fingers over it as to check if it was real or not. I smiled while observing her. I had succeeded to bring her back. I had actually made it. It seemed so impossible at first but now she was really sitting next to me on the plane back to South Korea. I pictured before me how Liliana would react when she saw Lia walk pass the arrival doors. She would be absolutely overjoyed. And it was a beautiful sight. That reminded me that I had to call her and tell her that we were coming tonight.

“Hello? Kyuhyun?” her voice sounded sleepy, I guess I had woken her up, I hadn’t really thought about the time differences.

“Hello Liliana” I greeted her happily and looked over at Lia, she hadn’t taken notice when I said her sister’s name, she just sat there still staring at her ticket not caring about her surroundings at all, she was completely absorbed with it. 

“What do you want?” Lili questioned me and I felt a smile appearing on my lips, she was gonna freak out completely when I told her the good news I had.

“Well...Liandra and I are right now as we speak on a plane on our way back to Seoul” I told her and it got silent on the other line for a while but then all of a sudden she let out a loud and high pitched shriek and in the next second I heard Donghae’s voice asking her what on earth was happening that caused her to yell like that and she just yelled something incoherent as a response “Lili calm down” I tried to reason with her

“When are you landing?” she demanded panting after a while of yelling

“Around 2.30 pm Seoul time” I told her and she let out another loud high pitched shriek

“How am I ever going to repay you Kyuhyun!? I mean seriously! You have no idea about how much this mean to me! God I love you so much! You are the most amazing brother there is! Thank you, thank you, thank you!” she almost yelled and I heard how Donghae told her to calm down

“We’ll talk more when we come back, I have to go now, we’re off in just a minute, I love you Liliana” I said

“Okey, love you too Kyuhyun” she replied and I hung up the phone. Lia was still staring at her ticket so I waved my hand in front of her face. She turned around and looked at me confused.

“You’ve been staring at that ticket for quite a while now” I told her amused and she blushed and hid her face in her palms, I chuckled at her cute actions and ruffled her hair before kissing it

“I just can’t believe that I’m really going back” she told me and I nodded and hugged her tightly

“Well you are” I said to her and she looked at me smiling

“Thank you so much Kyuhyun, I don’t even know how I am ever to repay you” she told me and sighed

“Don’t worry about it sweetheart, I just want my sister to be happy, and now you are so that’s enough for me” I assured her and she kissed my cheek

“I will never forget this Kyuhyun, I will be forever thankful” she told me and then she leant her head on my shoulder and I wrapped an arm around her before I knew it she had fallen asleep.

 

 

Liliana’s POV

“Heechul?” I called out and knocked carefully on his door, there was no answer but I knocked again and after a couple of minutes of waiting he opened the door. I stepped in and sat down next to him on the bed. He looked at me and then he sighed.

“So is she coming back?” he questioned, already knowing what I was going to talk to him about, I nodded carefully and he sighed yet again

“Yeah, I just talked to Kyuhyun, they’re on the plane now, they just took off so they’ll be here in like ten hour or something” I told him and he nodded

“Okey, good to know I guess” he said

“Oppa, how do you feel about her now?” I then questioned him earning anther loud sigh from him

“I don’t know Lili, I think about her constantly, so much that it drives me crazy actually but it’s hard to tell when she isn’t here” he told me, I hugged him and then leant my head to his shoulder with and arm around his waist.

“You’ll know what you feel when you see her” I assured him and he sighed yet again

“What if I love her then? What can I do? I have no idea how to handle that. She is so special and I don’t wanna hurt her and it feels like she would only waste time if she was with me” he told me and looked at me sadly

“Oppa, if she loves you too then she wouldn’t waste her time. If you really feel that you love her then you have to do something about it” I told him

“But I don’t know what to do” he said almost desperate

“It will come to you oppa, I’m sure it will if you really love her” I assured him and he gave me a weak smile

“Thanks Liliana, I love you” he then told me and kissed my cheek

“I love you too oppa” I replied and hugged him tightly before I went back to Donghae. I really hoped that he would listen to me. I wanted them both to be happy.

 

“DONGHAE!!!” I yelled and ran around the dorms like a maniac trying to find him, Liandra and Kyuhyun were arriving with the plane in less than an hour and we weren’t at the airport yet and it stressed me out. I needed to be there when my sister came back. “YAH! LEE DONGHAE WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU!?” I continued upset, this wasn’t any time to play hide and seek with me.

“LILI CALM DOWN!” I then heard him yell in response and he walked into the living room looking at me amused

“Where have you been!?” I demanded severely “I’ve been looking for you everywhere!” I continued and pouted

“I was at the toilet” he responded and chuckled

“Well whatever, we have to go NOW!” I told him and grabbed his hand in mine and dragged him out to the hallway, he shook his head amused but he was a good boyfriend and did as he was told and got dressed quickly and then we hurried out to the car. I was going to jump into the driver seat but Donghae stopped me.

“Princess you are not driving in this state” he told me and removed my hand from the car handle and then he opened the door and sat down, I quickly ran to the other side and sat down beside him in the front seat

“What do you mean with “my state” Donghae?” I questioned pouting angrily

“I mean your hyper and excited state princess” he told me and kissed my nose before starting the car

“Okey” I muttered “But try to drive as fast as you can! We need to be there before the plan lands” I instructed him, he looked at me and grinned

“I’ll try my princess” he assured me and drove out from the parking lot

 

30 minutes later we arrived to the airport and now it was only ten minutes left before they landed. I was practically jumping up and down cuz I was so excited. She was finally coming back to me! I held Donghae’s hand in mine tightly as we walked through the airport towards the arrival halls. We were both disguised, he had a cap on and dark sunglasses and a green hoodie. I wore a hat and sunglasses as well. I really hoped that no one would recognize us, not now when I wanted my reunion with my sister to be perfect and undisturbed. When we reached the arrival halls the plane had landed and all we could do was to wait for them to get their bags and come out to us.

“Donghae why aren’t they coming soon” I whined impatiently after waiting for about five minutes, I tugged on his arm, he just chuckled at me

“They’ll come soon, calm down princess” he told me and hugged me

“Donghae” I then called out and he looked at me wonderingly

“Yes princess?” he asked and tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear and looked into my eyes lovingly

“Do you think this will work? I mean will Heechul change?” I asked him and a frown appeared on his beautiful normally happy and carefree face

“Time will tell, we can only hope” he told me and I nodded and hugged him tightly and leant my head on his chest listening to his even heartbeats

“I just want her to be happy” I told him and sighed loudly

“I know you do princess, and I want that too” he said and kisses my hair “And she will some day, I promise” he continued

“Yeah I know, I just wish that day would come faster” I said and frowned, Donghae then tried to smoothen out the frown with his fingers

“Don’t frown my princess, you look so much more beautiful when you’re smiling and look happy” he explained and then he carefully placed a small kiss on my lips, I immediately panicked, even if we were somewhat disguised they could still manage to recognize Donghae, fangirls had super sight and were probably able to recognize his backside. Donghae immediately felt that I started to tense up.

“What is it?” he asked me and leant his forehead to mine with his arms tightly around my waist

“Don’t kiss me in public” I told him severely and he looked at me confused

“Why not princess?” he wondered pouting, that made it really hard for me to not just press my lips to his, he looked so cute and his lips looked so kissable

“There are people everywhere” I explained to him

“I kinda don’t care” Donghae then told me “If I wanna kiss you then I’m gonna do it even if there are tons of people around and there is nothing you can do to stop me!” he continued matter-of-factly

“You are so childish” I pointed out and he stuck out his tongue at me “Just proving my point my prince” I continued and chuckled

“Whatever princess” he said and kissed my nose making me giggle but then I noticed that people had started to stream out from the arrival doors. And I returned to my hyper state of mind

“She’s coming now!” I squealed and got out of Donghae’s grip and took his hand and dragged him towards the doors, he just followed me chuckling, he knew that it was for the best to let me have my way

Then I saw them, my sister and Kyuhyun! She looked exactly the same as always if not more beautiful. She had her long blonde hair down and she wore her purple sunglasses on her head and she wore the cutest light green dress and as always she had high heels to compensate her length, she looked very adorable. I then let out a shriek of joy and started jumping up and down on the place and then she noticed me and started doing the same things and also tugging on Kyuhyun’s arm who just stood by her side looking very amused.

“KITTEN!” She yelled

“BUNNY!” I yelled back

“Princess, why don’t you just run to her?” Donghae then questioned and I immediately started running towards her not knowing why on earth I hadn’t done it earlier! When I reached her I hugged her as tight as I could and it felt like I never wanted to let go of her cuz if I did she might disappear. I couldn’t believe that she had come back to me! It was crazy and it was all thanks to Kyuhyun.

“I HAVE MISSED YO USO MUCH” I cried out and kissed her cheeks several times

“I HAVE MISSED YOU TOO!” she exclaimed with tears running down her cheeks

“Guys didn’t you see each other like last month?” Kyuhyun the pointed out and we both glared at him

“It’s still a lot of time!” Lia complained

“Yeah! It’s super long!” I agreed with my sister

“Twins are so weird” Kyuhyun then said chuckling “So attached to each other” he continued and shook his head, Lia and I then looked at each other and both nodded and then we hit him hard on each arm “OW!” he yelled and glared at us rubbing his arms

“Don’t insult us!” Lia said angrily

“Exactly! Cuz we will hit you if you do!” I continued just as angrily as my sister

“Okey fine” Kyuhyun muttered, Donghae just stood there by the side chuckling, then Lia noticed him and threw herself in his arms and hugged him tightly

“Fishy!” she exclaimed happily, he smiled and kissed her cheek

“I sure have missed you Liandra” he told her and her face lit up and she hugged him even tighter

“I have missed you too Donghae” she answer

“Okey great now you had your little reunion, can we go home? I’m starving! I hope Ryeowook hyung has cooked something” No one of us listened to Kyuhyun we kept on hugging and kissing cheeks. After a while though we started walking towards the car. Donghae drove again and Kyuhyun was sitting in the front seat and me and Lia were sitting in the back chatting happily, informing each other about everything that had happened since the last time we saw about her. She told me about Danny, and it hurt in my heart that she had been forced to go through the same thing all over again. But on the other hand, it was that that had made it possible for her to come back to Korea. I sighed inside of me though. Now everything was in the hands of one man, Kim Heechul. If she was gonna be happy depended on him.

“Kitten why are you sighing?” Lia then asked me and hugged my arm “Aren’t you happy that your bunny has come home?” she wondered and looked up at my face giving me one of her cutest bunny pouts.

“Of course I am!” I assured her “I couldn’t be happier” I continued “But... I have to ask you something” I told her and she looked at me wonderingly

“And what is that kitten?” she asked with a smile on her face, it hurt that the smile was going to disappear after I had asked her my question

“How do you feel about Heechul?” I questioned and as I had predicted her smile immediately got replaced by a frown, she let out a big sigh before answering

“Let’s just say that I wasn’t really with Danny cuz I was madly in love with him again, forgetting Heechul was a big part of it” she told me sincerely and I nodded and hugged her tightly

“So you like love him or?” I wondered and she nodded carefully

“I think so, it’s a bit hard to tell after not seeing him for a long while, though I have been thinking about him constantly... I guess it will show when I see him again” she told me and I prayed to Siwon’s god that Heechul wasn’t gonna act like a jerk this time.

“Yeah, and I’ll be by your side” I assured her

“Thanks” she responded and kissed my cheek “I love you kitten” she continued and took my hand firmly in hers

“I love you too bunny” I replied smiling, it was so good to finally have her back

 

Liandra’s POV

 

I was holding onto both Lili and Donghae when we walked up to the door to the dorms. I was so nervous. He was behind that door, Heechul. After months apart I was now going to see him again. It scared me a bit because I didn’t really know how I felt for him anymore. I thought about him constantly but was there still love? I knew that as fast as I laid my eyes on him I would know and I didn’t really know what I hoped for. Would I be sad if I had lost my love for him? Or would I be relieved? And if I still loved him, would I be sad or relieved over that? So many questions, so many questions that all were going to be answered just by looking at one person, just by looking at him. When Lili unlocked the door I felt slightly panicked but yet excited. I was after all going to meet my brother again and the rest of the boys. Then the door opened and before I got any more time to panicked I was pulled into super tight hug. It was Siwon. I smiled to myself and hugged him back. It felt so good to finally be reunited with my brother that I had started to love so much.

“I AM SO GLAD YOU’RE BACK!!!” he yelled and soon he had lift me up from the ground “I AM SO SORRY FOR SENDING YOU BACK!!!” he continued and then I saw how he started to cry which of course caused me to cry too. I had missed my brother so freaking much that it was crazy!

“Don’t apologize oppa I’m not mad at you” I told him sobbing when he put me down on the ground again, he nodded and kissed my cheek

“I have missed you a lot my angel” he told me and hugged me tightly again

“I have missed you a lot too oppa” I responded and cried into his neck, I really hadn’t expected it to be this emotional. But then I heard loud screams and soon I was taken away from Siwon and was hugged by Sungmin, he couldn’t hug me for long though till I found myself in Eunhyuk’s arms, from his I was stolen by Kangin and from him by Leeteuk and soon all the members except of one had hugged me and kissed at least both my cheeks once.

“We have missed you so much Lia!” Sungmin exclaimed and hugged me once more

“Yeah, it hasn’t been the same without you sweetheart” Eunhyuk told me and kissed my cheek yet another time

“Kyuhyun did a good job” Shindong stated and everybody agreed with him and then everybody decided to hug Kyuhyun instead of me. I stood by the side smiling with Liliana holding me tightly and watched the scene. I had missed this chaos so much.

But then all of a sudden, in the middle of the chaos one of the doors opened and out stepped Heechul. I immediately froze when I saw him and a wave of feelings hit me and I couldn’t take my eyes off of his beautiful face. It was just as I remembered it, so pretty. His beautiful brown eyes seemed to never leave my face either. And sooner or later I felt myself getting lost in them. It took me only a couple of seconds to realize that I was still in love with him. He had never left my heart. My heart had jus covered up my emotions for him and now it had unravelled them all over again. He looked at me so intensely; I couldn’t even understand what was going on. He didn’t seem overjoyed to see me as the others had been. He just seemed indifferent which caused me to feel defeated. He was never going to love me back. To even hope that he would was just stupid. He was Kim Heechul, one of the prettiest idol in the industry. He would never like a girl like me, it was simply absurd and such thing would only happen in my dreams. But I couldn’t help to love him. Everything about him was so amazing. His weird and confident persona, his pretty face and slim body, his eyes, his amazing voice. I loved all of him. I don’t think there was a bit that I didn’t love. Even though he didn’t love me back I still loved him for letting me be around him. I seriously had to try to come over this love for him with all I had because it was very clear that it wasn’t healthy for me.

“Liandra?” Siwon waved a hand in front of my face making me come back to reality, making me take off my eyes from him for a few second

“Yes?” I wondered and turned to him but still glancing at Heechul

“You just seemed a bit lost, that’s all” he told me smiling, I nodded and saw how Heechul slowly turned around and walked away and very soon I heard the slam of his door. He had walked away. He hadn’t even said hi to me. I wasn’t even worthy a hi. It hurt so much in my heart. He couldn’t even make the effort to say one word to me and that made me devastated and it made me understand just how little I meant to him.

Please god let me get over this love. I can’t live like this.

 

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Chapter! YAY xD I am super busy in school now so it's a miracle that I wrote this xD And my winter holdiay starts the 21st and I will be going to relatives in the very north of Sweden for a little more than a week so I don't know if I will be able to update before I go. If not the next update will be in January and I hope you can live with that!

Enjoy this chapter! Lia is finally back! I love you all so much for reading this story and commenting! Your coments make me so happy! So keep that up! Again I love you all<3<3<3

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Hey guys! I'm so sorry for not updating, life came inbetween and now I have an exchange student at my house that I have to entertain xD So be patient! Love you~

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT