Confessions and a photo shoot

Living the fangirl dream

Arriving at the dorms Lia and I snuggled up on the sofa together and watched some TV. It had been a long day for the both of us. Lia had been put face to face with her biggest fear EXO and I had danced with Donghae. A very good day for me and a not so good day for Lia. Poor sister. I had my arms around her while she leaned her head on my shoulder, we were so close her and I and I really liked that. I don’t think I’d be able to live without my sister. Then Heechul walked up to us, placed himself in front of us and shook his head

“This won’t do” he told us and we both looked at him confused

“What won’t do?” I asked him and raised a brow, he only smirked at me, seriously that man’s smirk is kind of scary, you never know what he can do. He didn’t answer me he just unwrapped my arms that I had around Lia and separated us and sat himself down in between us. Then he pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me. My eyes widened and so did Lia’s. I looked up at Heechul; he just smiled at me and forced me to lean my head on his chest. I looked over at Lia, she looked sad; I know how badly she wanted to be in my spot. He had only today hugged her for the first time and then he had hugged me first and now he was holding me. I tried to get out of his grip but he tightened it, he was too strong for me. I looked at Lia apologetically but she just shook her head and smiled at me. Then all of a sudden Heechul burst into laughter and leant his head down to my ear

“I know you like Donghae” he whispered and I froze “Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone, and thank me later, he’s been watching us the whole time, I must say he looked quiet jealous” he continued and I nodded hesitantly, was Heechul telling me the truth?

He then let go of me and smiled at me. I just shook my head; Kim Heechul was a strange man indeed! To figure him out was going to take a lot of effort. I didn’t like that he had tried to help me to get Donghae jealous, not in front of my sister that really liked him.

“What are you doing Heechul?” I questioned him and he pretended to look surprised

“Oh no! I got the wrong sister!” he exclaimed and then he turned to Lia and pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her tightly, she looked shocked in deed but didn’t fight him “This is the one I wanted” Heechul continued and held her in his arms and turned to the TV, Lia and I looked at each other, both of us probably resembled two big question marks.

“Yah” Let go of Lia!” Siwon of course ruined their little moment, I glared at him but he just shrugged me off. Heechul reluctantly let go off Lia

“Heechul come!” I stood up and grabbed Heechul’s arm and dragged him with me to our room, he was too surprised by my actions to even react. When we reached our room I closed the door and pushed him down on Lia’s bed and placed myself in front of me

“Whoa Lili I didn’t know you wanted me this bad” Heechul said smirking, I flicked his head

“Idiot, I don’t want you, I just want to ask you why you felt that you wanted to make Donghae jealous. If you did it for me then thank you but you don’t need to do it again anytime soon” I told him and then Heechul surprised me by looking down on his feet rather than like smirking at me and say something witty

“I didn’t do it for you” he looked up at me and smiled weakly

“Okey? Then who did you do it for?” I wondered totally not following him

“For myself, I wanted Lia to feel jealous” he said and my eyes widened, Lia? Did Heechul like Lia? Was he honestly confessing to me that he liked my sister?

“You like her?” I questioned almost dying out of curiosity, he nodded and looked at me shyly, Aaaaaw Heechul was shy when he thought about Lia! So cute!

“Yeah, kinda” he replied me and blushed, oh my god this was priceless! The Kim Heechul was blushing! I would have if it wasn’t my sister he was talking about

“That’s great Heechul oppa! Then tell her!” I exclaimed but he shook his head

“No, I can’t I’m not good for her she’s so pure-“he was cut off by me starting to laugh

“Pure? Heechul she’s not pure” I told him in between my laughs

“Well, she’s still very cute and stuff, I’m afraid that I’ll ruin her, and Siwon would never allow me to date her and I don’t think she likes me” I bit my lip, should I tell him? Lia would kill me if I did... But it would help them but then again she would kill me. She told me once that she would like to handle her love life by herself. Damn I can’t tell him

“Heechul if you really like her you should tell her” I tried to reason with him but he just shook his head again

“No, this is for the best, she needs someone less like me, someone like Yesung” he said and I sighed, Lia treated Yesung like her baby...

“I think it’s a bad idea, you’ll only end up hurting yourself” I told him, it felt like I was talking to Lia, I’d had this kind of conversation with her more than once

“I’ll take that for her” he smiled at me

“Fine, suite yourself when she gets together with someone that’s not you and you’ll be sitting there with a broken heart thinking that that guy by her side could’ve been you” I said and his face twisted

“I will, don’t worry about me” he then stood up and hugged me tightly “You should worry about how you’re supposed to capture Donghae’s heart” he continued and I grinned

“I’ll tell him eventually” I informed him and he smiled

“Good, and Lili, you can’t tell Lia about this” he said seriously and I nodded

“Of course not, your secret is safe with me Heechul”

“Thanks”

I sat on my bed reading a book when Lia entered the room. I could immediately see that she had something on her mind. She sat down on the edge on the bed and started playing with her fingers. I put away the book and grabbed her hand in mine. She looked up at me and smiled weakly

“Why does Heechul always go to you first?” she asked and to be honest I was taken by surprise by that question, I hadn’t expected that for sure

“Honey-” I started but she held a finger to my lips shutting me up

“I understand him, you’re the most beautiful girl I know, no one can compete with you but...” she started and looked down “He said that I was cute, I really wanted to believe that I meant something to him, but he always goes to you first” she said and pouted, I pulled her into an embrace and kissed her hair, I really wanted to tell her what Heechul had confided in me earlier but I had promised not to... I wanted to be clueless about Heechul’s wrath

“Silly sister, of course you mean something to him, he’s just stupid if he doesn’t see you and your beauty. And I promise you that if he goes to me one more time I’ll push him away immediately, I want Hae not Heechul” I assured her and she looked up at me and smiled

“Thanks Lili, you’re the best sister ever”

“I know” I joked with her and kissed her cheek “Now sleep, love you bunny” I continued, she hopped off my bed and skipped up to hers and laid down

“I love you too kitten, good night”

“Nightiie”

 

“Lili, waky, waky” Leeteuk’s soft voice interrupted my dreams, I slowly opened my eyes and found the leader kneeled down by my bed smiling at me, he stood up and planted a kiss on my forehead, then he went over to Lia and did the same thing “I’ll let you guys get changed, breakfast is ready in a while” he informed us and then he went out of our room

“Hey girls!” Siwon greeted us when we stepped in to the kitchen, he hugged us both and we went to the kitchen table and sat down. I next to Donghae and Lia next to Yesung. I looked over at Heechul, he grinned at me and I just shook my head at him. He smiled and mouthed “It’s for the best” I sighed, impossible man...

“Girls listen” Donghae’s voice captured all my attention and I turned to him “I am have a photo shoot today for “CéCi magazine”. Do you want to come with me and watch? Cuz I think that all the members have different schedules today and mine was the less boring one” he continued. I looked at Lia, she nodded

“Sure that would be great, if only Siwon is okey with it?” I looked pleadingly at Siwon, he chuckled and went up to me and ruffled my hair

“Of course I am” he replied and I hugged him in response

“Thank you oppa” Lia just sat there and stared at her breakfast. That Heechul had hugged me yesterday had really gotten to her...

“I will come too, I don’t have schedules at all today” Heechul then said and I looked at him in disbelief, Donghae did the same

“Do YOU want to come to the photo shoot too?” he wondered amused and Heechul nodded

“Yeah, why not? I can keep the girls company while you do your thing!” he explained and Donghae just shrugged

“Whatever”

Arriving at the set of the photo shoot Donghae was straight away sent to hair and makeup. I, Lia and Heechul sat down and just talked. I was wondering what kind of photo shoot it was. A cute one? A handsome one? Maybe a y one??? Oh god I would die if it was a y photo shoot! My question was quickly answered when Donghae came into where we were, SHIRTLESS!!!!!! Both mine and Lia’s mouth’s dropped. Donghae have the most GORGEOUS body EVER!!!! Neither I nor Lia could take our eyes off of his gorgeous body when he walked towards where we were sat. He was only wearing a pair of blue pyjamas pants and had a serious bed head making him look very y. Whoa I normally don’t think like that... Lia had affected me for sure, haha. Then I felt a hand under my chin closing my mouth. It was Heechul and he had done the same thing with Lia

“You’re drooling ” he muttered and all I could do was to nod, Lia leaned over to me and whispered

“He is so hot!!!” luckily he didn’t hear it

“Hey girls, what do you think?” Donghae wondered and I tried to find something to say that wasn’t: y, hot, gorgeous etc so I shut up and let Lia handle it

“Not too bad, I’ve seen worse” she answered him and he smiled

“Thanks... I guess” he said a bit hesitantly

“Ah Donghae there you are!” A man approached us smiling “I’m Shin Jiwoon, the photographer” he continued “let’s start straight ahead”

“Yeah, these are Siwon hyung’s sister’s by the way” Donghae said and pointed at us while we started to walk to the set

“Oh nice to meet you” he greeted us, I couldn’t answer him cuz I saw where Donghae was going to be photographed, in a BED!!! This was going to the death of both me and Lia! Lia then grabbed me by the arm, I looked at her, she was breathing very heavily

“Are you changing your mind?” I whispered to her and she shook her head

“No, Donghae is yours, it’s just a little hard to think in here, god can’t they open a window or something??? Don’t worry honey I love you too much to take him away from you, besides he doesn’t like me that way” she told me “CAN SOMEONE OPEN A DAMN WINDOW!?” she then yelled and everybody turned to look at her confused, she blushed hard making me giggle. My sister was so weird!

“Sure, calm down Lia” Donghae said and went to open a window

“Can we start now?” Jiwoon asked and Donghae nodded and laid down on the bed, this was seriously too much for me!!! Why was Donghae doing this to me!!!???

After about one hour and several of y poses on that bed it was starting to get extremely hard to breathe normally in the room. Donghae was really making it hard for me and Lia to control ourselves. He probably knew that he had that effect on us too...

“Great Donghae, now take a little break and then we’ll shoot at a new set” Jiwoon said and Donghae smiled and got up from the bed and went up to us

“That was tiring”

“I imagine” Lia whispered and I hit her in the side to shut her up

“Donghae this was seriously your worst photo shoot ever” Heechul told him and I had to bite my lip to prevent myself from laughing, Heechul was so jealous!

“What?” Donghae asked looking offended, Aaaaaw so cute!

“Nothing, absolutely nothing”

“What did you think Lili? I mean about the photo shoot so far?” Donghae turned to me and my eyes widened, what did I think? I thought that it was a pretty damn HOT photo shoot so far...

“It was cool” I said instead

 “Donghae, you need to change your clothes” a woman came to us and Donghae nodded and went after her. Twenty minutes later he came back still not wearing a shirt but he was wearing a long carding at least and a pair of jeans and adding to the already iness of his outfit and bed head he was now wearing glasses! CAN THAT MAN GET ANY HOTTER!? Lia grabbed my arm

“Lili I don’t think that I can be here anymore” she said in her most distinct English accent so that the boys wouldn’t get a word

“Call someone to get you then or go with Heechul?” I asked her

“Yah! Just cuz you speak in English doesn’t mean we won’t get it! I heard you mention my name” Heechul complained but I just smirked at him and winked

“Donghae here” Jiwoon reached out a guitar to Donghae and that did it for Lia, she had to get out of there. Give a guy a guitar and Lia swoons! She swallowed hard and started tugging on my shirt’s sleeve; she desperately wanted to get out of the room. I released her grip and went up to Heechul and stretched me up on my toes to whisper in his ear

“Take Lia away from here” Heechul nodded and then he went up to Lia and smiled. He grabbed her hand and dragged her away with him before she could react. I smiled to myself, this was a win-win, she wouldn’t need to be her anymore and witness Donghae’s y photo shoot and she got to spend some alone time with Heechul and I got to be alone with Donghae.... wait! I didn’t think about that before I told Heechul to take her away! God what am I supposed to do now??? Calm down Lili, you’ll handle this.

So I stood there for about another hour and watched him get photographed. I understood why Lia had to leave. When it was starting to get too much for me too, Jiwoon announced that they were done. I let out a sigh in relief. One more of those poses and I would’ve died. Jiwoon then left the set leaving me and Donghae alone. I panicked a little bit to be honest, after the dance the day earlier then god. Being alone with Donghae was going to be challenging. Donghae threw himself on the bed and let out a moan. My eyes widened. Then he looked at me

“Come Lili” he said and patted the space beside him, I hesitantly went up to him and sat down on the bed, he smiled and then he laid his head down “Lie down” he demanded me and put a hand on my arm, I did as I was told and laid down on my back cuz I didn’t dare to look at him, I just stared at the ceiling. Donghae then sighed and I heard him get closer. He heaved himself up on one arm and leant over me and I found myself staring at his eyes instead “Look at me Lili” Donghae said and pouted, IS HE TRYING TO KILL ME!?

“I-I’m looking at you o-oppa” I stuttered, he chuckled and laid down again on his side

“Turn around and look at me Lili” he demanded and I slowly turned around to my side to face him “Where did Lia and hyung go?” he then asked

“No idea” I replied truthfully

“You trying to get them together?” he wondered and reached out his hand to take away a strand of hair from my face and put it behind my ear

“M-maybe” I stuttered again, damn Lili why are you stuttering!?

“You’re quite adorable Lili” he smiled at me and started to play with my hair

“You too oppa” I replied

“I’m glad you think so” he then slug an arm around my waist, shocking me for sure, why on earth was he doing this to me??? “God I’m tired!” he after a while of silence exclaimed

“Then maybe we should go back to the dorms?” I wondered but he shook his head

“No, can’t we stay here? This bed is so comfy!” he said and looked at me with his puppy eyes

“Donghae oppa, no, let’s go” I said and sat up and just as I was about to rise Donghae grabbed my hand and dragged me down again. To both our surprise I landed on top of him. Our lips were only millimetres apart; his eyes were piercing into mine. I swallowed. I could seriously not think

“Guys?” Jiwoon’s voice interrupted our spell and I quickly got off of Donghae and sat down beside him, we both blushed, I glanced at him while he started talking to Jiwoon. He was so beautiful. I felt all warm inside after that little moment. All I had wanted to do was to kiss him.

“Shall we go home?” Donghae’s voice cut my thoughts off, I nodded at him and smiled shyly, he returned the smile and grabbed my hand in his, I looked at our interlocked hands and then at Donghae “It’s starting to get late” he explained all casually, but I swear that I could see him blush a little bit

“Oh, thanks oppa” I replied

The drive to the dorm went in silence. I didn’t really know what to say to him after the little “accident”. Arriving there I went to bed immediately. Lia wasn’t there but I was told that she was on the other floor playing video games with Kyuhyun. I chuckled for myself and laid myself down on the bed. It had been a good day, a very good day...


That night I woke up screaming, I had dreamt that dream again. That dream about the horrible, horrible guys that had abused me one night. I had been walking home from one of mine and Lia’s friend’s house and it had gotten late, later than I thought actually. I noticed quickly that I was followed and then they caught up with me when I started to speed up my pace. They started abusing me but luckily some random guy passed by and chased the guys away. I still dreamt about it.

I looked over to my right side and relieved found that Lia was still sleeping. She was such a heavy sleeper; I don’t think she would’ve woken up if someone tried to bomb the dorms. Then I felt something wet on my hands and I realized that I was crying. I curled up to a ball and wrapped my arms around my legs. I was tempted to wake up Lia but just as I was going to rise the door opened carefully revealing Donghae’s face in the door

“Was it you that screamed?” he whispered and I nodded “You’re crying?” he then questioned and walked into the room and up to my bed. He kneeled down beside me and took one of my hands in his “Princess why are you crying?” he wondered and I looked at him, had he just called me princess? We were getting closer and closer to each other…

“I had a bad dream oppa” I whispered and let out a silent sob, then he surprised me even more by moving up to the bed and placing himself next to me and pulling me into an embrace. It made me feel a little bit calmer, being in Hae’s arms made me feel so safe

“Don’t worry oppa is here now and then no one can hurt you” he assured me and kissed my hair, I looked up at him and dried my tears

“Thank you oppa” I told him and he smiled

“Anything for my princess” he said and tightened the grip he had on me “You should sleep” he then said and I frowned, I didn’t want to go back to sleep “I’ll stay the whole night and hold you” he assured me and then he laid us both down carefully with me still in his arms

“Why are you doing this?” I questioned him as he put away a strand of hair from my face

“You’re hyung’s sister” he told me and I got a little bit disappointed, well of course “And I kinda like you” he continued and I started at him shocked making him chuckle

“You do?” I managed to ask and he nodded and kissed my nose

“Yes, and I know I’ve only known you for a week but I don’t care, I like you and that’s it” he said making me smile but then I remembered something

“Oppa would never allow it; remember about his rule that said either Lia or I could date idols?” I asked him and he nodded, okey I lied, Siwon would allow it but Donghae had to prove to him that he was good enough for me so that Lia wouldn’t get suspicious

“Then let’s not do anything for now, I’ll make sure that he changes his mind” he said to me and I smiled widely cuz I knew that he would be able to make it happen some way “But sleep now my princess” he told me and kissed my forehead and then he started to sing on  No other. I smiled when he sang the “There is no other like you” part and soon I was fast asleep by his beautiful voice.

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mauge92 #1
Chapter 41: Awwww this was such a beautiful chapter, great update and dont worry, take your time for updating.
joonmir_lover
#2
Chapter 41: I LIKED THIS CHAPPIEEEEE<333
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 40: Oh and i went to an sj convention today and a lot of us cheered for heenim and we have a project for hee in case he will be a part of ss5 manila ooooh im so excited!^^we cheered saranghaeyo kim heechul woo u biccal kim heechul so loudly!just sharing hehehe
superpaupular
#4
Chapter 40: Omgeeee I will really by a cake saying welcome back kim heechul!^^he is the love of my life really!kekekek^^
kelly2010
#5
Chapter 40: I'm so excited for Heechul's comeback! I entered the ELF fandom last year so he was gone and I can't wait for more Lady Hee Hee performances. Loved the chapter by the way.
hyukbear #6
Chapter 39: hahaha shouldn't have left their laptop unlock, hahaha
superpaupular
#7
Chapter 39: I love the main image it's the endorsement of Siwon in the Philippines!^^I saw him!kekekke
And Heechul's hoooooot!waaaah we have less than a month to see him again!I'm going crazy!!!!
alexys1111 #8
Chapter 38: That was HILARIOUS ! :D *loved it soo much (:
mauge92 #9
Chapter 37: damn! it took A LOT of time to read this fic, but it worth it, love it, keep writing
aninrara #10
Chapter 34: I LOOOOOVE IT