chapter *15*
When My Nerd Became An Idol But I Can't Be His 'ANGEL' (HIATUS)
*Byunghun cried! He’s really cried!*
“I’m sorry. Please don’t cry anymore! I’m sorry..” Ayuni whispered. Cupped L.joe’s face with her palms and wipe the tears with her thumb.
L.joe looked at Ayuni noona with sad face. He stared deeply into her eyes. But why? Her eyes no more shine like always. Her eyes look cold. Sad. Suffer. Hurt.
“I’m sorry…please forgive me, Byunghun-ah..” Ayuni whispered again.
L.joe holds Ayuni’s hands. He smiled and nodded.
“I will forgive you..only if noona stayed with me. Never let me alone..”
“You’re never alone Byunghun-ah. You have many friends who love you. You have your dream in your hands. You have a beautiful life that everyone wants.”
“Ani…It’s because I still don’t have yours, noona. I want you.”
Ayuni sighed. She shook her head. Disbelief.
*I’m not yours, Byunghun-ah. One day, you will understand it.*
“I want to protect you, noona as you protect me before. I’m not weak anymore. I will good enough to protect you. I want to be your man, noona..”
*What?*
Ayuni shocked. She examined L.joe’s face to find if he’s joking around. But L.joe looks sincere and serious.
“Don’t be kidd..”
Ayuni’s eyes widened. Surprised. She lost her words for seconds.
L.joe leaned a soft and beautiful kiss at her lips. Her tears fall again.
*It’s wrong, Byunghun-ah!*
Ayuni tried to push away L.joe but he like don’t want to let her go.
Ayuni struggle to release herself from L.joe but this rapper become more aggressive but still gentle. Ayuni have no choices. She lost too. She like his kiss and make her kiss him back. L.joe smirked. He love when noona like it.
They’re pulled out to gasp an air.
Ayuni’s turned red but she no dare to look at L.joe. L.joe smiled happily and hugged Ayuni tightly.
“You’re mine. Please don’t leave me again..”
Ayuni stayed silent.
*But I’m sorry Byunghun-ah…what should I do? I won’t you hurt more..It’s wrong. This relationship is illegal. I’m not the same noona that you knew before. Please open your eyes, Byunghun-ah. Please look at the real me… I’m an ex-! For years, I slept with the different men to pay the debts. I can’t be yours! *
L.joe smiled.
*I won’t let you leave me again…no matter what. I love you, noona!*
Ayuni plant her face at L.joe’s chest.
*You will be regretting this one day, Byunghun-ah! The real world is so cruel. Maybe you’re not understand it right now, but trust me, you will be understood later. *
note: just short update. suddenly have writer's block after update three fanfics in a day T.T Please keep read, comments and subscribe if you like! Thanks!
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