"Hello! Now that we are done with our MVs and practices have ended for the time being.. Wanna have dinner sometime?"

I stared at my phone screen.

My heart fluttered at the thought -

WAIT. Did I just say my heart fluttered?
I looked at the mirror. My face was red.

Okay. Yes. I like him. I surrender, heart. I admit it. I. Like. Him.

All those handsome men I have been made to dance with previously on other MVs or variety shows. I have never felt anything for them. But for Seungri, a regular guy, who dorky and fun, and I fall for him?

I look back onto my phone screen.

"Hi Seungri, I"

Nah.

*deletes words*

"Yeah sure! Wanna"

Nope.

*deletes words again*

"Okay! You pick the place. Shall we go next week or something? I'm moving back to my house nearby. :)"

I sent the message and every second felt like a year. I squeezed my phone.

After about a minute my phone vibrated. I immediately took it up. Seungri replied.

"Really! Won't fans crowd you when you move?"

I replied:

"Nah, its quite a secluded place and nobody knows I live there. Fans can't get to me there. Hmm, there is a cafe a few streets away. Lets arrange a day, then I can come and pick you up!"

Almost immediately, Seungri replied

"Next Friday?"

"yeah okay!"

"Alright then, I'll see you then :)"

I threw my phone onto my bedside table and fell back unto my bed. I had already packed my things up earlier and I will bring stuff back home tomorrow. But what really was on my mind was the thought of my first date with Seungri.
I really wasn't sure if I loved him, but I knew I felt something for him. And with all my heart I hoped that he felt the same.
If it was a meaningless crush I'd be heartbroken.
But if it was really... love.
With Seungri it all seemed perfect.