A.N Just adding this here, when I write a name, it will probably be their real name, at least most of the time that is. When I write a new name that’s their real name I’ll have brackets around their stage name, just for anyone that doesn’t know their actual name. There could be times I write their stage names though. There are also a few POV (point of view) changes too, sorry if that confuses you. That’s all. I'm also slightly blind (No really), so the font may or may not be big... Enjoy the storry~ 

(Also, this may or may not be long...)

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Kyungsoo’s (D.O) POV

It wasn’t difficult to let go of my feelings for him. I just wished I told him, or that he felt the same. But he didn’t and it was time to move on.

I sigh at the sight of them holding hands and laughing. Most of them are holding hands or have some contact. I lean on the warm wood railing. The balcony overlooks the clean beach and crystal clear water. We’re out here, free to be ourselves for two weeks, thanks to leader, no guardian Joonmyun-hyung (Suho). I smile at the thought of it; we’re free and by the sea. It’s warm too, not too hot. The few of the group that are out on the beach turn to me and wave. I wave back to them with a smile.

“Kyungsoo, help me with lunch?” Joonmyun-hyung says from behind me. I turn to him and nod. I get up from the seat and follow him inside.

We get to work in the kitchen, making a simple lunch. I stretch as the others enter the house. We set the table and eat together. Even though I’m over him, seeing him so close…it hurts. I shake off the feeling and finish eating. Everyone helps to clean up.

Arms wrap around my waist, I can tell its Jongin (Kai). I turn in his embrace and hug him back, placing my head on his chest.

“It’s normal to feel like . You see him every day.” Jongin whispers. He’s the only person I told. I didn’t really tell him though, he found out and put me on the spot about it until I did tell him.

“It .” I mumble into him. I feel him chuckle softly.

“Kyungsoo-hyung, it’s ok.” He whispers. I nod into him. We stay there for a few more minutes. There’s a knock on the door.

“Yah Jongin-ah, we’re going down to the beach.” Baekhyun-hyung calls. I look up as Jongin looks down to me; he smiles and pats my head softly.

He turns away from me and opens the door before leaving and closing the door. I hum to myself before I leave the room a few minutes later.

I walk out and into the living room that the balcony is connected to. Joonmyun-hyung, Yixing-hyung (Lay), Jongdae-hyung (Chen) and Minseok-hyung (Xiumin) sit together, just talking. They look up when they see me and smile. I walk over and sit next to Yixing-hyung. We don’t really talk much because of the language barrier, but he’s nice. Jongdae and Minseok are looking over their Chinese/Mandarin books and whispering to each other. It might not be obvious to the others, but it is to me. I smile at them.

“Should we do something tonight?” Joonmyun-hyung asks us. I look to him and blink, I shrug.

“What kind of something?” Yixing-hyung asks. Joonmyun smiles to him.

“We’ll make the plans. Kyungsoo, are you up to cook?” He asks. I nod.

I walk slowly down the beach, alone. I can already tell Joonmyun is planning something and I’m not sure if it’s good or not. But it probably will be good.

I think back to the time Wu Fan-hyung went onto the internet and told us about the pairings fans came up with from all the fan service we give.

*Flash back*

“Pairings…you mean couples….of us?” Zitao (Tao) asks. Wu Fan smirks and nods to us. I blink at him, slightly confused.

“The main ones are Baekyeol, Hunhan…” He laughs as he reads.

“And Taoris…that name…” He doesn’t finish his sentence as he starts to laugh.

“I’m in a couple with Baekhyun?” Chanyeol asks with amusement. Wu Fan nods.

“That’s hilarious.” Chanyeol says with a laugh. He walks around to see the screen looks it over.

“Oh, you missed some. There’s Kaisoo, Sekai, Krisyeol, haha Krisyeol. Oh, Baekhyun, you’re paired with everyone.” Chanyeol says.

“Hah, really…seems you are too.” Baekhyun says as he looks at the screen.

“And so is Kyungsoo, look at them all.” Wu Fan says in a break of his laughter. Baekhyun smiles as he looks them over. I stand there awkwardly with the others. I see Joonmyun-hyung pout.

“I can’t be forever alone; are group is an equal number.” He mumbles.

“Well, there’s Sudo, Sukai, Suhan and Suhun.” Chanyeol reads.

“Wow, Kyungsoo you really are with everyone.” Baekhyun says.

*Flash back end*

“What’re you smiling at?” Baekhyun says and I’m brought back to the present. I look to him and shake my head. He smiles to me and walks closer, I stay where I am. His arms snake around my waist as he hugs me. I stay unmoved. I swallow slowly as he moves and we’re face to face. He grins at me.

“You look like you’re paling.” He says, still grinning at me. I blink at him.

“How can I get any paler?” I ask with a nervous laugh. He shrugs.

“Maybe I should give you some colour.” Baekhyun says as he steps away from me, his hand turns into a fist and I close my eyes and wait for the hit. But instead I just hear laughter, booming laughter, not Baekhyun’s but Chanyeol’s. I open my eyes to see the rest of the guy together and having a laughing fit. I look to Baekhyun and he’s chuckling to himself. My jaw tightens and I walk around him and to the other end of the beach, alone.

I sit down and watch the waves crash together, making that clap sound as they do. I sigh and scratch my head. The waves captivate my mind for a moment but I’m brought back when I’m softly pushed. I look to right side, from where I was pushed from. I look to see Joonmyun-hyung. He waves to me and sits.

“You ok?” He asks. I blink at him in a confused matter. He leans in, his lips just to my ear.

“Jongin kind of told me.” He whispers. I feel my skin heat up instantly. I look to him with wide eyes, who am I kidding, when don’t I have wide eyes?

“He told you? That brat told you I like Baekhyun?” I ask. Joonmyun smiles more and shakes his head.

“You just did.” He says. I blink at him again.

“What?” I ask. I go over with what I just said in my mind and I groan.

“You’re evil.” I whisper. Joonmyun laughs and nods.

“I’m a leader. I have to know what’s going on with my chil-group.” He says.

“So you tricked me?” I ask. He nods.

“It was simple, really. You and Jongin tell each other eve-everything.” He says with a slight stutter but I ignore it. I nod to him.

“You’re still evil.” I say. He laughs.

“So, you like Baekhyun-ah?” Joonmyun asks after a silent and very awkward moment of us staring at each other.

“I-I’m trying to get over him.” I say.

“Why?” He asks. I blink at him.

“Wouldn’t it be better to get over him?” I ask. Joonmyun shrugs.

“It’s your feelings. You can’t control them.” He says. I sigh.

“But it would be so much easier if I could.” I say. Joonmyun laughs.

“Come on, let’s go.” He says before standing. He holds out a hand to me and I take it.

“Wait, I’m confused, Joonmyun-hyung knows?” Jongin asks in our shared room at the beach house. I swear; he’s following me around. I nod to him.

“But, why did you tell him?” He asks. I swallow and laugh nervously.

“He said you told him and it just came out.” I say. I’m whacked on the arm softly. Jongin shakes his head.

“You know I wouldn’t tell anyone, right?” He asks. I nod to him.

“Sorry, I know.” I say. Jongin nods.

“Yeah, you don’t think he’d tell, do you?” He asks. I blink at him and blank.

“I-I didn’t tell him not to. But I don’t think he would.” I say.

“He probably won’t.” Jongin says. We both nod and smile oddly.

I finish helping the others to cook and prepare drinks. I walk into the now empty kitchen and get a glass. I open the fridge and take out the water jug. I pour some and place the jug back into the fridge. I lean on the kitchen bench and take a sip. It’s cold enough to send shivers down my spine. I finish drinking and leave the glass in the sink.

As the sun sets we all sit around the dining table.

“Alright everyone, let’s have a good time tonight. We have two weeks off!” Joonmyun says happily. We all cheer. We get to eating, drinking, most of us anyway, and talking.

“Ah, should we let the younger ones drink?” Joonmyun asks. We all shrug.

“It’s not like we haven’t before.” Sehun says. We all look to him. He hums.

“What?” He asks cutely. I laugh and the attention is turned to me.

“Two drinks. That’s it, two drinks.” Joonmyun says. They cheer.

I watch as Jongin takes a sip of whatever Chanyeol made him and his face screw up in disgust.

“Hyung what did you put in this?” Jongin asks as he puts the glass on the table.

“A bit of everything that contains alcohol.” Chanyeol says with a smile.

“Argh, hyung it’s disgusting.” Jongin says. Chanyeol laughs and shrugs.

“Don’t drink it then.” He says as he takes the glass and drinks it in a shot.

“Yah Chanyeol!” Baekhyun says with a slight slur. He’s drunk, and it’s hilarious.

“I’m tired.” Zitao says with a sigh. He leans his head on my shoulder and I look to him. His eyes closed he still looks like some bad arse ninja. I smile at the thought of a ninja that raps. I see Wu Fan looking at us with amusement. He sees me look and looks away.

After a while my shoulder goes numb. I look to Zitao who seems to be sleeping.

“Zitao, can you move?” I ask.

“No.” He answers. I sigh and stay still.

As the night grows deeper my right side grows numb. And so does the need to use the toilet. I catch Wu Fan’s attention.

“Can you get him off me?” I ask. He shakes his head.

“He’ll just use aegyo to stay on you.” He says in amusement. I blink.

“Why would he?” I ask. Wu Fan smirks and shrugs. He leans back in his chair. An arm leans on my other shoulder and I look to see Chanyeol. Why are the tall people picking on me?

“Hi Kyungsooie, how’s your night?” He asks. I blink at him.

“Kyungsooie…” I say. Chanyeol nods.

“Or do you rather Kyungie?” He asks, getting closer. As he does, arms hug my waist, from Zitao. What is going on?

“I don’t care.” I say. I hear a muffled laugh from Wu Fan. My head instantly goes to him. My eyes narrow and I think of ways to dislodge his height. He stands and pulls Zitao from my body. They both stand now, and Zitao looks upset. He sends daggers to Chanyeol for a moment.

“I’m going to bed.” He says; walking away he drags his feet. Wu Fan sits in his seat. I feel uncontrollably short. So very, very short right now, what did I do?

“Kyungsoo-ah, aren’t you going to have a drink?” Chanyeol asks. I look to him.

“Here, drink this.” He says, shoving a drink into my hand. I take it and smell it, if death had a smell, it would be this. I take a drink and as I am, someone pushes the glass up, making me drink it all.

Wu Fan’s (Kris) POV

I sit watching Kyungsoo and Chanyeol with amusement. Getting Zitao away from everyone was for the better. A sleeping drunk person is no fun. I watch as Jongin and Joonmyun talk about something, they’re not paying attention to anything but their conversation. Minseok and Jongdae seem to be ignoring each other, each not sitting together or talking. I shrug it off. Amazingly Sehun isn’t clinging to Luhan at all but they’re together. And Baekhyun is talking to Yixing in an awkward matter because Yixing doesn’t understand him fully. And here I am sitting here watching them all. Being bored, I place my hand on Kyungsoo’s knee as I lean over for my glass. When I look to Chanyeol, his eyes are on my hand. I move it and look to Kyungsoo, who’s slightly drunk after what Chanyeol did.

I sit back in my chair as I watch the others. There really isn’t much to do right now. I watch as Jongin and Joonmyun leave the room and go to the balcony. I smirk to myself and stand.

I can hear them talking now, not loudly but in quiet talks.

“You aren’t going to tell him, right hyung?” Jongin asks.

“Of course I won’t tell him. Who am I, Yixing?” Joonmyun asks. I smile.

“N-No.” Jongin answers.

“Exactly, if Kyungsoo wanted to tell him, he would have.” Joonmyun says.

“That’s true. You don’t think he’s…weird right?” Jongin asks. I blink; they’re obviously talking about Kyungsoo liking someone. I hear Joonmyun laugh.

“No. He’s perfectly normal.” He says with another laugh.

“I guess there’s a reason you’re EXO’s guardian.” Jongin says.

“You promise you won’t tell anyone that Kyungsoo like Baekhyun?” Jongin asks. I don’t hear them talk anymore because I walk back to the others.

I sit back down, but next to Yixing this time. I still watch Kyungsoo and Chanyeol though.

“Ah, hyung what’s he saying?” Baekhyun asks me. I look to him and blink.

“All I said was that he’s cute. In Mandarin though.” Yixing says to me. I smile.

“He said you’re cute.” I tell Baekhyun. His face goes pink. I see from the corner of my eyes, Kyungsoo watching us. He stands and stumbles away. I stand and follow after him before Chanyeol does, but I can tell he’s glaring at my back.

I grab Kyungsoo’s shoulder and spin him around. He’s crying. I stand there for a moment, unsure of what to do. I pull him into a hug.

Chanyeol’s POV

I sit there wondering where Kyungsoo and Wu Fan went. I look to the others and they’re not paying attention. I stand and walk down the hallway to where the other two disappeared to. I stop when I just see them. They’re hugging, and Kyungsoo is crying. The taller pats Kyungsoo’s head slowly.

“It’s ok, it’s ok.” Wu Fan says. What’s ok? What’s going on?

I walk back to the others as Joonmyun and Jongin come back. I keep walking; I grab Jongin and pull him out and onto the balcony.

“What is it hyung?” Jongin asks. I start to pace.

“What would you do if someone you like starts crying because another person calls someone else cute?” I ask. He blinks at me.

“I…don’t…what do you mean?” He asks. I sigh and cover my face for a moment. I stare at Jongin.

“And then the person that calls the other person cute hugs the person you like because they’re crying?” I ask. Jongin blinks again.

“Hyung, you like someone?” He asks. I nod.

“Yes, that’s not the point right now.” I say, my skin prickling with sweat.

“Alright, calm down hyung.” Jongin says. Just as I’m about to talk Joonmyun comes over to us with a sad look.

“Ah, Jongin-ah Kyungsoo is crying and…hitting Wu Fan.” He says. We both blink at him.

“He’s hitting Wu Fan?” Jongin asks; there’s slight amusement in his voice.

“He’s hitting everyone that comes near him” Joonmyun says. We walk into the house and find Kyungsoo sitting in the hallway, tears running down his face. He looks like a child that just got told off, or his candy stolen. I almost glare at Wu Fan until I see his red cheek.

“Are you ok?” I ask. Wu Fan looks to me and nods.

“Not like I’ve never been slapped.” He says. He looks to Kyungsoo who is still on the floor. The others are all here too, watching him. Jongin crouches by him and takes his hands.

“Hyung, what’s wrong?” He asks before he’s pushed back. He stands and turns to us. He’s worried. I push them away and pull Kyungsoo up and drag him into one of the bedrooms, luckily it’s his and Jongin’s.

I sit him on the bed and he kicks at me.

“Go away.” He whispers. I sigh and sit next to him. I bite my lip and make him look at me with my hand. He glares at me, until I lean in and kiss him, I don’t know what took over me, and I just kissed him.

A.N And that’s chapter one…….What have I done? (Ahaha…….)