----As they arrived to the ER, Hyosung was taken into surgery block while Taeyang just waited outside unable to think straight in despair. Hours have past and time was going by so slowly that it felt that the pain lasted for ages. Taeyang couldn’t take his eyes off of the clock, everything around him was just moving in slow motion: he kept going back and forth through the scenes of the accident as flashbacks till it would hurt his head and heart: harder and harder, again and again, the pain of just thinking of losing her like that was just unbearable. “if I shouted louder,” “if I reached her a minute earlier,” “if I could take all that back and be at her place”... “If I just…,” he looked horrified - at the sight of her blood on his clothes and hands- all these regrets and remorse kept dwelling in his head as he went back and forth in the hallway entensifiying the pain that was stabbing him right through the heart.----

The doctor came out and told Taeyang that the surgery went flowlessly but they had to wait for about 48 hours to see.

At that moment, Taeyang felt it was right to call her brother Jaejoong and friends to tell them …

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--- Jaejoong's POV ---           

         Fourty eight hours elapsed, but Hyosung didn’t wake up: her brother was still beside her holding her hand unable to sleep and worried while others took changing roles looking after her.

“Angel…I’m supposed to be the one protecting you and now I …I just failed to fulfill our mother’s last wish…what am I supposed to do without you …baby sister…life was all ahead of you and now you have to go through this alone…but you aren’t alone …I know you’re just lost in that world trying to find your way back to us…everybody misses you …I miss my little sister.” Cried Jaejoong not capable of doing much. He was supposed to get her through this as a doctor, but he couldn’t and he felt helpless just sitting there; he hated himself even more.

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--- Jay's POV ---             

          Jay was always trying to reach Hyosung but he couldn’t …he didn’t know where to find her calling everyone who knew her and every place she could have been to …but nothing …he just thought she was busy with her auditions …with his sister out of town …he couldn’t know much through her …and he just let go of it absorbed in his own matters not knowing that in the other side of the world someone dear to him was fighting for her life.

         Nonetheless, he still had something else on his mind...a chapter of his past left open, a misunderstanding left unsettled, and dream that waited to long ... but there was also ... Jessica! 

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         --- Doctors have been unable to define the reason behind Hyosung falling into coma, which made matters more complicated: whether she would wake up or not and how would it affect her. Jaejoong just abandoned everything and stayed beside her the whole time while Taeyang and Minzy visited her from time to time and talked to her about everything like the slightest daily happenings and cheered her on. ---

         It has almost been six months since Hyosung fell into a deep sleep but the world was still spinning and everyone had to continue living despite everything ...the sun had to shine again after the rain ... but Hyosung was still laying there immobile and unconscious ... Jaejoong was still beside her telling her stories about their parents, funny accounts of their childhood memories and described to her the most magnificient landscapes in the world telling her: "If you wake up now ...I will take you to that place you always dreamt of going to ...Angel ...I wish I took you there when I had the chance to...now ... you're just...nevermind ...I promise I will take you there ...just open your eyes ...come on honey...don't let your brother wait any longer...plus I have something to tell you..." 

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       --- It was dark and freezing, alone in an unknown place and walking in shaky steps and afraid, when she saw a beam of light and heard someones's voice calling gently through the darkness. Approaching without any hesitation ... she could reach but not yet ...it became all of a sudden clearer as the light sparkled: "Jay ...Jaaaaaaaaaaaay," reaching her hand to him, but he turned away snatched by a female figure laughing out lout: 'he's mine now, go away to where you belong...you're dead!" ..."No, ...stay ...Jaaay ...Jaaaaaay" ---

Hyosung: "Jaaaaaaaaaaaay...," as she woke up reaching her arms when Minzy -who was watching over her that day - hugged her crying:

"Oh my god....oennie ...it's okay everything is just gonna be okay...you had a bad dream..."

"Oh, Minzy ...oh oh ...why are the lights off, Minzy...I can't see you...," cried Hyosung in her arms.

Jaejoong entered as soon as he heard her scream: "Angel ...you came back...," as he run to her as he couldn't believe.

"Oppa ...where are you? ... and where am I? ..." asked Hyosung unable to understand.

"But ... Hyosung- ah ...I right here in front of you," as he exchanged stares with Minzy, "we don't need to switch the lights on honey, it's daytime ..." he added.

"what are you talking about ? I'm telling you I can't see anything ...it's so dark ...oppa what's happening to me? I can't see ...just switch the lights on ...where are you oppa, Minzy-yah? ...Oh ... god what should I do? oooooooooh," screaming, crying and throwing everything away trying to get up from her bed but ended by falling ...Her brother and Minzy tried to help her stand but she pushed them away ... but her brother grabbed her and hugged her against her will as they both knelt on the floor still crying:

Hyosung: " why can't I see? ...oppa, I'm afraid...", she sobbed shivering.  

Jaejoong: "Listen to me baby girl, you came back from death and I know for sure that you can beat this too, I will fix this, Hyosung-ah ... I won't rest till the day you can see again." kissing her and tapping her gently on her back trying to lessen her pain.  While Minzy just stood there covering not to scream at the sight of her suffering friend.

        --- Minzy couldn't handle her sorrow run outside and began crying as she laid  against the closed door when Taeyang arrived. Minzy run to him and hugged him without a word; tears just flew over his cheeks and run straight to Hyosung's room thinking about the worst senario, but he couldn't have guessed what he was about to dicover behind that door. ---

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IS ANYONE READING? I WONDER!!  It's OKAY THOUGH ...^^