-two weeks after baekyeol started to date- *baekhyun pov.

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It had been a long time I last felt alive. But those two weeks, I couldn't have enough of anything. 

Studying, sleeping, eating, going to school, lunches, nature, nights, mornings. 

Because all of them were with him, Chanyeol. 

He was always next to me. Well, not when I was sleeping but we'd talk on the phone just before going to bed. So, I'd fell asleep with his thoughts in my head. He was always there for me, whenever and wherever.

We both liked it, we both changed in our ways. I was more cheerful, full of life and smiling. He was smiling more and more. He was named "creepy guy" in his first days but as days passed bay, he was named "loner's lover", but he was proud of that. He didn't mind at all. 

He had gained a little weight, just like me; we weren't just bones anymore. We both had fans around, girls following us and all. But we didn't care as our hands were linked together, just like our hearts.

"Baek?" A small voice pulled me from my thoughts and I shook my head softly, looking up to see Chanyeol waving at me from the sofa. He was having a nap, I didn't want to disturb him so I sat on the floor, at the other side of coffee table. I was looking at him once in a while as I was working on my homework. He had a smile on his face as he slept and he kissed his hand once or twice. I couldn't help but chuckle at the scene.

"-doing?" A pair of arms had wrapped around my waist and a chin was resting on my shoulder as I smiled at the scene that had appeared in my mind. I blinked and turned my head, my lips brushing Chanyeol's cheek accidentally. He smiled a little, while I blushed.

"I was doing my homework-" He cut me off and kissed my neck affectionately.

"And~ watching me sleep, weren't you?~" I hit his head in a joking way and tried to pull away; he only tightened his hold. He told me that he was telling the truth and there was nothing to fear. 

"You're a cheesy, drama-lover!" I punched his arm and pulled away, he let go of me. He gave me a glare that meant 'how dare you' and I stuck my tongue out. He leaned closer, my breath hitched and he looked at me with half-closed eyes. I looked back at him and blushed slightly, he smirked a little and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Gotta have to try harder than that, love." He chuckled and got up.

What the hell? I was waiting for that kiss, damn it! He knew I had a soft spot for him. After the third date, he had told me that he had liked girls that were shorter than him and that didn't change when he found out that he was into boys. I said nothing, even though 'shortness' was something I didn't like to talk about. He, appearently, knew about my thoughts about my height and he had done that on purpose. So, when we were in front of my house, he grabbed my hand and kissed it; whispering softly against my hand.

"So, only weak side you have is me." That was the time it all started. It was a nightmare; he would kiss my neck, slide a hand up my shirt, send me looks when we were at GYM's changing room. I was always blushing, people wouldn't know why but I was always embarassed. Suho hyung had made fun of me a lot while Sehun had a boyfriend and didn't talk much about us.

This, almost a kiss thing had started one week ago. It was after our sixth date, where we had walked along the beach for three hours. It was a magnificient view, a lighthouse reflecting from dark-colored water; stars looking like they were on the sea. We walked hand in hand, looking at each other every chance we had; didn't talk much but it meant a lot for us.

We stopped at a dock, he got a hold of both of my hands and leaned in. I closed my eyes and held my breath, excited for what's to come. He kissed my nose and I opened my eyes. He told me that our kiss was going to wait for a special day -more and more special than that one- with a wide smile. 

I waited for that special day to come, I expected for him to just come and kiss me; saying everyday with me was special.

I was excited and scared.

Maybe, that day wouldn't come and because I was so unpatient, he would just leave me. I was pretty scared actually.

I had lost everything, everyone I had. So, I was scared, he wouldn't wait for a special day to come and become bored.

My pessimistic side showed once in a while, you see. I couldn't understand how but sometimes, Suho hyung wouldn't understand -maybe because he was too interested in this new exchange student- and Chanyeol could see through me. He would hold my hand and smile at me, as if he understood; as if everything was perfect. 

As he got up, I felt bad and frowned. He would walk away from me a lot, maybe something in his mind. One time I had tried to follow him and hugged him from behind. A smile welcomed me and he hugged me close. But he didn't budge, he didn't say anything about the things he had done.

I would worry, a little or a lot; it would change from day to day.

That day was one of the days that I had worried more than a lot. I was super scared because his eyes looked different; he acted closer than normal. I watched him walk around the house; jelling his hair up, changing into a shirt and jeans. I swallowed a knot that found its way on my throat and watched him as he walked towards me. He kissed my forehead and played with my hair a little before he grabbed my hand and said two words.

"Get up."

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