*Is this the right time? I think so. And to escape from being a slave to Hyungshik*

Siwan is browsing his favorite magazine when I start to confessed.

"Siwan."

"Yup?"He straight looked to my eyes.

"I'm saying this because this is what I feel; I kept this for very long time.Siwan I really really like you."I said this is an audio able sound that can only Siwan hear."What?!"Siwan asked shocked."Don't you like me?"I pouted."I like you. “He said."I like you as?"

"Sorry I like you as my sister only. You know I'm with Jessica. I didn't think you to became more than my bestfriend.Sorry Seul Hyun-ah, I didn't mean to hurt you in this special days of yours. I just want to be honest."Siwan honestly said.

When he's saying those words to me my heart is tearing into pieces, I can see in his eyes that he really like me as his own sister. My tears start to fall.

"Don't cry Seul Hyun-shi.I’m very sorry."He apologized.

"You don't-- to be -- so sorry about this it's my entire fault “I said between my hiccups.

"We're finished!"The boys who are cleaning confirmed.I hurriedly wiped the tears but Kwanghee caught me."Are you crying Seul Hyun-ah?"

"Aniyo.Tears of Joy. I really appreciated what you've done today."I lied.Minwoo sat beside me, “I’m really tired. Can you give me a kiss? Only one please?"Minwoo begged.I gave him a fast kiss on his cheek.All of them are shocked especially Minwoo."I didn't expect you to do this."Minwoo stated shocked."I want too!"Dongjun hissed."Okey, to be fair and square I'll be giving you a peck on your cheek."The boys went crazy because this is the first time I'm going to do this. Seems like Siwan is not affected on what I confessed earlier.Then I gave them all a peck on their cheek.

I can see Hyungshik knows why I cried earlier, “Look like Seul Hyun need to rest. It’s almost 11pm we also have school tomorrow."Hyungshik slowly dropped the words.

"Right."I agreed.

They all headed to their house and I went to my room. I continue crying, thinking how Siwan reacted on what I've said.