Chapter 27- Expression of Feelings

"You're not my type"

Narrator's POV:

 

Kris isn't just all about being the "always-trying-to-act-cool" leader of EXO-M, the -faced yet VERY handsome guy the fans know, or the arrogant/serious person who only cares about his life.

 

He also is concerned and sensitive with things around him. He is a meditative type of person. Little do the people around him know that he can also be like Tao who would prefer to walk alone at a beach. That's the true Wu Yi Fan.

 

He would rather talk to himself than revealing what he really feels to a bunch of friends.

 

But when he does, he reflects on every advice his friends give him.

 

And that's what he's doing right now...

 

As he wondered his eyes at the scenery infront of him from the terrace of his room, he was thinking about what Lu Han told him the day before.

 

~Flashback~

 

 

"Have you ever heard of the girl's explanation?", he asked.

"Never. I'm not interested.", Kris shook his head.

 

~End of Flashback~

 

*How come I became so insensitive when it comes to her... I didn't even give her a chance to explain... UGH! . It's my fault! Out of anger and false judgement! Damn you Wu Yi Fan!*

 

Atlast he came to the point of realization! Atlast Kris! Atlast.

Just as he was blaiming and cursing himself, his phone rang.

 

~*KRIIIINGGG*~

 

"Yoboseyo?"

"Neh Eomma."

"Yes... I'm fine. How about you and dad?"

"Yeah."

"I'm now living in the dorm so i won't be home."

"Yes."

"Okay then"

"Take care, the both of you.", he said and hung up.

 

After taking the phonecall, he sighed and thought about you again.

Well...

Nothing can take up those space in his mind as much as you do...

 

 

"How are you right now?

Where exactly are you living right now?

I wanna visit you to see if you're all fine...

Do you know that?

Ugh! Why do you keep on doing this to me?!

You're making me insane and i don't even know why!

Damn this feeling!

You're just MY SLAVE and how come you're bugging the life out of me when you're not even here?!", Kris pretended that you're infront of him and that you're able to hear everything.

 

But a flashback of you and him when he's forcing you crossed his mind.

 

~Flashback~

 

 

“I already called your father, he’s picking you up. Leave. Hurry.”, he dragged you out by the wrist violently with Lin following you.

 

 

You didn’t fought back even though you’re hurting. Kris released you, “Don’t ever show up.”

 

 

“You don’t have to forcefully make us leave this place…”

 

 

He looked at your fierce eyes. “… By the way, I would like to tell you that living with you is hell”, you held Lin by the hand and walked out of the gates of the mansion.

 

 

~End of Flashback~

 

 

 

"Psh~ i've been having lots of flashbacks of you this past days Shen. I've gone wrong... totally... yes... probably..."

 

 

Another thing came into his mind.

 

 

"So... I was that harsh to you Shen? How come you don't even make me realise everything and tell it to me directly?!!! Why does it has to be this way?!", Kris gripped onto the crescent moon-star necklace lacing his neck.

 

Even if he's filled with anger, he never removed that necklace that you both had.

 

 

He held onto the railings of the terrace and tightened his grip thinking if he could possibly be able to crunch the stainless steal with his bare hands.

 

 

 

Suddenly, something unexpected happened.

 

 

A glimmering tear rolled down his cheek as it continously shimmer under the moonlight.

 

 

"It's raining?", he gently touched the liquid that damped his cheek.

 

 

Being the 'Kris' he is. His pride won't accept it if he cries. No, he just simply can't.

 

 

So he pretended that it's raining.

 

 

But after being angry all by himself, he laughed.

 

Yes, he laughed.

 

"Hahahaha! I'm going insane! completely."
 

But after laughing, he turned to being serious again.

 

Of course he's completely fine! He isn't really insane.

 

He just wants to express his feelings that time.

 

 

 

~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~

 

 

 

*I should be resting right now. But wait. I'm thristy...*

 

Kris went out of his room to get a glass of water and found 5 pairs of eyes looking at him.

 

 

"Where not used to the new Kris right now...", somebody spoke.

 

 

 

~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~*M*~

 

And that should be the update for today!*^^*

How are you everyone?

I missed you all!

And HURRAY for the new subbies!

 

 

Mianhae readers...

*sobs*

My studies now is eating up my whole schedule...

T^T

as much as i want to update and make the stories for the other members, assignments, projects, and school actvities has eaten up my time...

 

 

LOL~

 

I hope you liked the update for today~

 

Don't forget to comment!

 

Or else...

 

 

CHANYEOL BE CREEPIN'!!!

 

ft. Baekhyun's eyes... XD

 

 

LOL!

 

Oh those guyliners... <333333

L-O-V-E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

OMG OMG OMG!!!

 

OTL

 

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ilabya45 #1
interesting~
hyerinrin
#2
Chapter 41: Go kreeeessssss :D 파이팅!!!
Update soon :)
taemin1
#3
Really good so far.
ViddaLocca
#4
Chapter 40: Update soon~!
amelloo13
#5
Chapter 40: update sooon...

ahhhh poor Kris *sobs*
FarAzz99
#6
Chapter 39: update soon author-nim..
Joker980113
#7
Chapter 39: ANSHDHAHJAHSH author nim update soon D: OMG KREASEE
amelloo13
#8
Chapter 39: ohh noooo. he crying...
TT

this is a sad chapter :(
oh nooooooo.....cancel the engagement...Shen dnt love the guy..she loves kris...and kris loves her..
CaramelsDreamer #9
Chapter 38: Update soon^^
ViddaLocca
#10
Chapter 38: Update soon~