WC. 

Lunch time when I received a message from Avi. She's in the Cafeteria while I stayed in the classroom. Medyo busog pa ako and I have a clubhouse in my bag just in case I get hungry. 

I opened her message and my phone almost fell to the ground when I read what she sent. What the hell is going on with Avery today?! 

Avery Lim

i didn't wanna say anything but you have to know 

you looked hot when you walked out from your car. 

that's all, thanks

I couldn't stop reading her messages. Ibig sabihin nakita niya na ako ang nagdrive ng car namin ni Kenny 'cause I got out from the driver's seat. I thought she'll atleast brag that she was the one who taught me how to drive if that was the case but instead, she called me hot WHILE going out of the car?! 

Para akong nilalagnat sa sobrang init ng muka ko. Tinanong pa tuloy ako ni Chae kung kailangan ko bang umuwi dahil namumula daw ako pati na rin ang leeg at tenga ko. 

Hindi na ako nakapag-reply dahil nakabalik na sila sa classroom at agad kong itinago ang cellphone ko sa bulsa ko. I think Aeri find that suspicious but never said anything. I just wanna thank Aeri how she knows when to shut up sometimes. 

"Hi, Winter, my bff." Nakangiting tawag sa akin ni RJ. Kailan pa kami naging mag bff? 

Hindi ako sumagot sakanya. Lumapit siya papunta sa pwesto ko saka sinabing, "Di mo pa rin nirereplyan mga tiktok na sinend ko ha." With a serious face. Tunog nag tatampo na siya, to be honest. 

"Sorry, may pinag-usapan lang sa bahay." Nag thumbs up lang siya sa akin at bumalik na sa upuan niya dahil dumating na rin ang prof namin. 

The classes went on and my mind is really off the grid. Walang pumapasok sa isip ko kundi si Avi lang. Ang random niya today at hindi ko magets anong dahilan. 

It's like she became bolder and even braver today. This is not her usual self. Hindi pa rin kami nakakapag-usap kahit na alam kong kailangan na namin mag-usap.

I thought it would be more exciting to admire her from afar but sometimes, I really just wanna be with Avi. 

Is this the right time to talk about it? It's been many weeks after what happened, is it unfair for Avi? Hindi ko na alam kung anong iisipin ko. 

Siguro nga, tama na ang pag admire from afar kung napakalapit mo lang at abot na abot naman kita, Avi. Pero hindi ngayon, baka bukas nalang. Sobrang sabog ko kaya dahil sakanya! 

Hindi ko namalayan na natapos na ang klase at gusto ko na agad umuwi. Parang kulang ako sa tulog sa sobrang pagkalutang ko ngayong araw at isang tao lang ang sisisihin ko.