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Panay text sakin si RJ. Akala mo naman hindi kami nagkikita sa school? Shuta siya! Ngalay na ngalay na 'yung kamay ko magreply sa lahat ng sinasabi niya kaya hinayaan ko nalang muna at tatapusin ko pa 'tong pine-paint ko! Ngayon na nga lang ako nagka-free time para sa sarili ko, humahati pa si RJ. Ang kapal ng face! 

Andito lang ako sa spare room na ginawang art room for me, at tinatapos 'tong mga nasimulan ko na dati pa. Ngayon lang ako magpe-paint at sketch ulit, na-manage ko na rin ang time kahit papano kaya makakapag me time ako. 

I don't wanna be distracted with my thoughts so I turned off my phone and continued my activity for today. 

Siguro gan'to 'yung way ko para hindi ako mag-overthink sa mga bagay-bagay. Hindi ko pa rin alam, coping mechanism ba ang tawag sa ganito? But I love doing this! 

I feel nothing except for the fact that I'm almost finished with this painting. Picasso! Eme! I really love my paint brushes, it looks so satisfying. 

Pagkatapos kong mag-paint, I started to look around the place. It's been awhile since I've been here and it almost looked like a storage room sa dami ng mga bagay na nakatambak dito. 

I saw my 2 guitars that were safely placed near the cabinet. My Mommies really loves taking care of our things. I'm really thankful that they are our parents. 

I have 2 guitars, an acoustic one and an electric guitar. I used to love playing my electric guitar but it gave me calluses so I had to stop playing it. But if my friends asks me to do it, then I will. 

Oo nga pala, lately, walang nag-aaya samin mag-gala. Ineenjoy ang sembreak ng mag-isa ganon? Pag magkakasama kasi kami stress lang nakukuha ko, charot! 

Pa-start na rin ang 2nd sem at malapit na kaming maka-graduate.. Shet! Hindi ko pa alam kung anong kukunin kong course sa college. Wala pa rin kasi akong napipili na for me talaga eh. Pero okay lang 'yun, I'm open to suggestions naman, maybe nasa suggestion pala ng friends ko o nila Mommycakes at Mommybear yung gusto kong course, 'di ko lang talaga alam ngayon. 

I tried strumming my guitar and I'm so out of it. Need ko pa ulit mag-practice kahit papano to get my momentum. Arte, maka-momentum akala mo magpeperform siya?!